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camp was GREAT. yes it was!

i expierenced God, really.

AND MY GROUP WON, BEAT THAT!

:D

camp was GREAT. yes it was!

i expierenced God, really.

AND MY GROUP WON, BEAT THAT!

:D

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camp was greattttttttttttt.

but i didn't sleeep at the last night, was up the whole night.
caught up with jo ann! we bitched bout PL :D
haha loler camp was fun, expierenced God, yes i did.

i wanna go out tmr, there's covernant service ):


peace.

camp was greattttttttttttt.

but i didn't sleeep at the last night, was up the whole night.
caught up with jo ann! we bitched bout PL :D
haha loler camp was fun, expierenced God, yes i did.

i wanna go out tmr, there's covernant service ):


peace.

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changed my blogskin(:
i think its nice.
yay me, love.

camp's tmr, crap i dunwanna go.
i dunwana i dunwana i dunwanna.
):

changed my blogskin(:
i think its nice.
yay me, love.

camp's tmr, crap i dunwanna go.
i dunwana i dunwana i dunwanna.
):

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hey love, merry xmas.
<3


i miss you so, so, so much.
i don't sound happy.
yheah that's cos i'm not, loler.

you don't know no shit manxz,
the irony is you, its all about you.
i'm sick of it, but what the bloody hell can i do, huh.
i miss you, alot.

heh, i miss you until i can't feel myself.


where's the xmas spirit, certainly, its not in me.
loler.

hey love, merry xmas.
<3


i miss you so, so, so much.
i don't sound happy.
yheah that's cos i'm not, loler.

you don't know no shit manxz,
the irony is you, its all about you.
i'm sick of it, but what the bloody hell can i do, huh.
i miss you, alot.

heh, i miss you until i can't feel myself.


where's the xmas spirit, certainly, its not in me.
loler.

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it probably seems like a short time since i've posted but its long to me, yes. ya see, i'm tired of the blogskin and i wanna change alr ):

out with sylvia, sara and jx to celebrate jx's birthday! haha we went to her house like 10+ and her mom let us in :D okayokay skip the details, bought her a STRAWBERRY cake <3 and went to macs. me and sylvia were like hiding the cake behind us when she sat down. and we only bought a coke from macs :D


okay then they came my house and we played like some mad ginas, ha i went wild.



don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.

it probably seems like a short time since i've posted but its long to me, yes. ya see, i'm tired of the blogskin and i wanna change alr ):

out with sylvia, sara and jx to celebrate jx's birthday! haha we went to her house like 10+ and her mom let us in :D okayokay skip the details, bought her a STRAWBERRY cake <3 and went to macs. me and sylvia were like hiding the cake behind us when she sat down. and we only bought a coke from macs :D


okay then they came my house and we played like some mad ginas, ha i went wild.



don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.

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You're about 5 months late, friend.
Ha. The irony, really.

You're about 5 months late, friend.
Ha. The irony, really.

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HELL, I'M GONNA BRING YOU DOWN MANXZ

no more, i'm not going to take it anymore.
i'm gonna bring you so down, you ain't gonna bring y'self up.
enough of this ridiculous suffering, you disgust me.
show'em what'cha got, but no way man, am i gonna listen to ur shit.

you're gonna go down.


hello blog,
today was nice and tiring, watched enchanted for the 3rd time.


My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?

And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

HELL, I'M GONNA BRING YOU DOWN MANXZ

no more, i'm not going to take it anymore.
i'm gonna bring you so down, you ain't gonna bring y'self up.
enough of this ridiculous suffering, you disgust me.
show'em what'cha got, but no way man, am i gonna listen to ur shit.

you're gonna go down.


hello blog,
today was nice and tiring, watched enchanted for the 3rd time.


My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?

And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

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You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

music is my life and i can't live without it.
God too.
haha and yes i talk to myself(:

xoxo,
isabel

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

music is my life and i can't live without it.
God too.
haha and yes i talk to myself(:

xoxo,
isabel

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FOR EVERY GLANCE YOU SHOT AT ME


okay, new skin! same old blog :D
i almost quit blogging.
almost.



We're all looking for something,
To take away the pain

Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down

You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground

Can you hear it?
Can you hear me screaming?








i need you,
to take away the pain

xoxo,
isabel

FOR EVERY GLANCE YOU SHOT AT ME


okay, new skin! same old blog :D
i almost quit blogging.
almost.



We're all looking for something,
To take away the pain

Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down

You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground

Can you hear it?
Can you hear me screaming?








i need you,
to take away the pain

xoxo,
isabel

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heh, never thought i would have broken down like that.
i asked for a sign, you gave me a BIG one.
Thanks, God. (note : no sacarsm here)

so anyway, appart from like stoning and hearing the rain today,
we went to elaine's house for cluster(:
i dun even know why i even bother posting this.
ohwell, who cares.
yeah, so alot of things happened, zzz


I wanna believe,
i really do.


xoxo,
isabel

heh, never thought i would have broken down like that.
i asked for a sign, you gave me a BIG one.
Thanks, God. (note : no sacarsm here)

so anyway, appart from like stoning and hearing the rain today,
we went to elaine's house for cluster(:
i dun even know why i even bother posting this.
ohwell, who cares.
yeah, so alot of things happened, zzz


I wanna believe,
i really do.


xoxo,
isabel

my tattoo(:

ahah! its my tatto(:
so cool!!

see! told ya i'll put in pics(:
yeah only one picture la wtv, still.


xoxo,
isabel

my tattoo(:

ahah! its my tatto(:
so cool!!

see! told ya i'll put in pics(:
yeah only one picture la wtv, still.


xoxo,
isabel

nobody told me it was going to end like this

no srsly, i'll put a picture here now, only if
my phone didn't go in for servicing, i'm sorry.




we don't really talk anymore, do we? nah, we don't talk AT ALL. and you told me forever. sometimes i think that you know i'm suffering. but maybe you don't after all. i'm always fronting you, can't you tell? you've always been this clueless. i just want things to be back the way they were.

nobody told me it was going to end like this.

xoxo,
isabel

nobody told me it was going to end like this

no srsly, i'll put a picture here now, only if
my phone didn't go in for servicing, i'm sorry.




we don't really talk anymore, do we? nah, we don't talk AT ALL. and you told me forever. sometimes i think that you know i'm suffering. but maybe you don't after all. i'm always fronting you, can't you tell? you've always been this clueless. i just want things to be back the way they were.

nobody told me it was going to end like this.

xoxo,
isabel

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isit me? or do my posts need some colour?
haha okay.

i think reading my blog is boring.
so why read it o.O
ah, well.

went lunch with sylvia, jx and suxia today,
haha it was fun.
its always fun.
somehow today was like, starting anew-fun.
yeah. so went to sch aft that to give sumay the $$$
:D


hmm, went to town, bought a shirt from
forever 21.

homed with mommy(:


somehow i chose to forget you.
somehow you came back.
somehow seeing you makes me forget.
somehow it was like starting anew, i guess.

so many somehows :/


xoxo,
isabel

isit me? or do my posts need some colour?
haha okay.

i think reading my blog is boring.
so why read it o.O
ah, well.

went lunch with sylvia, jx and suxia today,
haha it was fun.
its always fun.
somehow today was like, starting anew-fun.
yeah. so went to sch aft that to give sumay the $$$
:D


hmm, went to town, bought a shirt from
forever 21.

homed with mommy(:


somehow i chose to forget you.
somehow you came back.
somehow seeing you makes me forget.
somehow it was like starting anew, i guess.

so many somehows :/


xoxo,
isabel

i love pool, billard, snooker, WHATEVER

okay this post is dated 22nd of November, THURSDAY.

mmm, lets see. today was damn fun x333 lah :D
okay, first i met HUI SHAN <3 at the JAP RESTAURANT <33333 in heartland.

i love the jap restaurant lah ): i wanna eat there again!

then we saw, amanda chong! hahaha she was gg for her tution or smth.
okayokay, then eat liao le hor, we went to !CELINE'S house to play,
POOL.
BILLARD.
SNOOKER.

but in the end we ended up watching The Fog, oooh.
it was super scary lah. haha
but damn funny. hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. okay.

then we finally went to play,
POOL.
BILLARD.
SNOOKER.

yeah, FINALLY.
but we had to leave like half an hour earlier cos of the guard and some ppl.
SCREW THEM D:

okay nvm, so we went to play bball!
AND I KICKED CELINE IN THE BUTT, YESSSSSSSSS.
(cos she was shaking it(: )

Today was the funnest x3333333 day i've had in weeeeeeks :D
<3



i miss you

xoxo,
isabel

i love pool, billard, snooker, WHATEVER

okay this post is dated 22nd of November, THURSDAY.

mmm, lets see. today was damn fun x333 lah :D
okay, first i met HUI SHAN <3 at the JAP RESTAURANT <33333 in heartland.

i love the jap restaurant lah ): i wanna eat there again!

then we saw, amanda chong! hahaha she was gg for her tution or smth.
okayokay, then eat liao le hor, we went to !CELINE'S house to play,
POOL.
BILLARD.
SNOOKER.

but in the end we ended up watching The Fog, oooh.
it was super scary lah. haha
but damn funny. hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. okay.

then we finally went to play,
POOL.
BILLARD.
SNOOKER.

yeah, FINALLY.
but we had to leave like half an hour earlier cos of the guard and some ppl.
SCREW THEM D:

okay nvm, so we went to play bball!
AND I KICKED CELINE IN THE BUTT, YESSSSSSSSS.
(cos she was shaking it(: )

Today was the funnest x3333333 day i've had in weeeeeeks :D
<3



i miss you

xoxo,
isabel

i am in my hot cousin's house

okay like, im suppose to post what i wrote on my notebook ytd.
but i didn't bring it :

AND IM IN MY HOT COUSIN'S HOUSE.
HIS NAME IS DAVID SANJAY SINGH SAMBHI

woo, 'm happy yeah.
ILY.
ILYILYILYILYILYILYILY.

I-LOVE-YOU.


xoxo,
isabel

i am in my hot cousin's house

okay like, im suppose to post what i wrote on my notebook ytd.
but i didn't bring it :

AND IM IN MY HOT COUSIN'S HOUSE.
HIS NAME IS DAVID SANJAY SINGH SAMBHI

woo, 'm happy yeah.
ILY.
ILYILYILYILYILYILYILY.

I-LOVE-YOU.


xoxo,
isabel

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lets see, went to bishan library today.
and guess who i saw?
ALTHEA.
i like, see her everywhere i go lah!

anw, so we went to bishan library.
and you know who we saw?
ELVINA.
HAHA. singapore is small, i guess.



i don't wanna talk about it anymore.



xoxo,
isabel

lets see, went to bishan library today.
and guess who i saw?
ALTHEA.
i like, see her everywhere i go lah!

anw, so we went to bishan library.
and you know who we saw?
ELVINA.
HAHA. singapore is small, i guess.



i don't wanna talk about it anymore.



xoxo,
isabel

new moon

okay, like, i was on a hiatus for like, many many days.
and i have to make this damn fast.

I BOUGHT NEW MOON AND IT SUCKS MAAAAAN.
now waiting for someone to buy me eclipse.
like, edward left her for 4 months,
SHE WASN'T EVEN ANGRY AT ALL.
if i was bella, i would chop edward's cock into half i tell you.

gah.


someone told me smth ytd tht really shocked me.
well, i guess its a clean break from next year onwards.
i even doubt the words "clean break"
hey, all the times that.. well, don't forget them.
like i will never forget you no matter how hard i try.
i miss you, can't you see?


xxoo,
isabel

new moon

okay, like, i was on a hiatus for like, many many days.
and i have to make this damn fast.

I BOUGHT NEW MOON AND IT SUCKS MAAAAAN.
now waiting for someone to buy me eclipse.
like, edward left her for 4 months,
SHE WASN'T EVEN ANGRY AT ALL.
if i was bella, i would chop edward's cock into half i tell you.

gah.


someone told me smth ytd tht really shocked me.
well, i guess its a clean break from next year onwards.
i even doubt the words "clean break"
hey, all the times that.. well, don't forget them.
like i will never forget you no matter how hard i try.
i miss you, can't you see?


xxoo,
isabel

books

went to j8 library with jx ytd.
met many many people(:

apparently, reading takese your mind of things.
like missing people.

get what i mean?


i don't know why i even try.

xoxo,
isabel

books

went to j8 library with jx ytd.
met many many people(:

apparently, reading takese your mind of things.
like missing people.

get what i mean?


i don't know why i even try.

xoxo,
isabel

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happy birthday shithead, you only rocked ytd.
haha sry i didn't post ytd, was damn tired went i came back.

okay lets see,
we went to vivo to celebrate shithead's birthday.
watched the BEE movie.
woohoo(: it was damn fun lah.
AND DEAR JIAXUAN SPILLED THE NACHO CHEESE DURING THE MOVIE
:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
i'm prefably in a good mood i think.
ohwell,
sara's com spoil.
so she can't send me the pics.
so no pictures today.
boo):

xoxo,
isabel

happy birthday shithead, you only rocked ytd.
haha sry i didn't post ytd, was damn tired went i came back.

okay lets see,
we went to vivo to celebrate shithead's birthday.
watched the BEE movie.
woohoo(: it was damn fun lah.
AND DEAR JIAXUAN SPILLED THE NACHO CHEESE DURING THE MOVIE
:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
i'm prefably in a good mood i think.
ohwell,
sara's com spoil.
so she can't send me the pics.
so no pictures today.
boo):

xoxo,
isabel

hiatus

i'm like, on a hiatus these few days.
ah, there's so many many things clouding my mind.
past few days have been so hectic.
zomg(!) its the 3rd week of the hols and it doesn't even feel like a day.


mind over matter

xoxo,
isabel

hiatus

i'm like, on a hiatus these few days.
ah, there's so many many things clouding my mind.
past few days have been so hectic.
zomg(!) its the 3rd week of the hols and it doesn't even feel like a day.


mind over matter

xoxo,
isabel

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i'm getting over you, no?
yeah, no.

i'm getting over you, no?
yeah, no.

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what's your hp brand?
Nokiaaaaaaaa.

what are the last digits in your hp no.?
3508

what does the 12th message in your inbox say?
uh, "i'm so sorry! i didn't know you call me.. i was sleeping ah.. sorry:)"

Who's the first person under M?
MacDonalds

Who's the last person you rang?
HUI SHAN<3

Who's the last missed call from?
some unknown number, yes?

Who's the second person under D?
David

What does the last message in your inbox say?
its private.

Who's the 2nd last person under j?
uh, Jovien.

What does the 10th message in your sent items say?
i delete sent items.

Who's the 4th person under S?
Shabbna! :D

Who's your network provider?
o.O

How many messages are there in your inbox?
873

What do you have as your background?
RUSS<333

Who's the second person under r?
RUBY

Who do you have on speed dial 3?
lets just miss this question. its embarrassing.

if you're using prepaid how much credit do you have left?
-$100

who's the last person under C?
CLARA(:

What's your ringtone?
vibration? i dno. its always silent.


stolen from ALTHEA(:


xoxo,
isabel

what's your hp brand?
Nokiaaaaaaaa.

what are the last digits in your hp no.?
3508

what does the 12th message in your inbox say?
uh, "i'm so sorry! i didn't know you call me.. i was sleeping ah.. sorry:)"

Who's the first person under M?
MacDonalds

Who's the last person you rang?
HUI SHAN<3

Who's the last missed call from?
some unknown number, yes?

Who's the second person under D?
David

What does the last message in your inbox say?
its private.

Who's the 2nd last person under j?
uh, Jovien.

What does the 10th message in your sent items say?
i delete sent items.

Who's the 4th person under S?
Shabbna! :D

Who's your network provider?
o.O

How many messages are there in your inbox?
873

What do you have as your background?
RUSS<333

Who's the second person under r?
RUBY

Who do you have on speed dial 3?
lets just miss this question. its embarrassing.

if you're using prepaid how much credit do you have left?
-$100

who's the last person under C?
CLARA(:

What's your ringtone?
vibration? i dno. its always silent.


stolen from ALTHEA(:


xoxo,
isabel

twilight

as we dance, in the twilight.


ZOMG(!) my mom bought my TWILIGHT <333
PRISCILLA, LETS SCREM TOGETHER, AH? AH!
:D

and i am terribly, horribly, un-doubtly sorry about my 3rd piercing, daddy(:
my 3rd piercing is also terribly, horribly, un-doubtly sorry for itself o.O

churched today(:
something nice happened anyway.

xoxo,
isabel

twilight

as we dance, in the twilight.


ZOMG(!) my mom bought my TWILIGHT <333
PRISCILLA, LETS SCREM TOGETHER, AH? AH!
:D

and i am terribly, horribly, un-doubtly sorry about my 3rd piercing, daddy(:
my 3rd piercing is also terribly, horribly, un-doubtly sorry for itself o.O

churched today(:
something nice happened anyway.

xoxo,
isabel

PINK PSP

WOOHOO. MY LIMITED EDITION PINKKK PSP FROM JAPAN. NO MORE DREAMING OF NINTENDO DS :D haha
AND I GOT MY 3RD PIERCING YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

aww maaaan i love friday, 021107.
zomg (!) lemme tell you from the start.


oh-kay. first i went to school(gym) to meet sylvia & jx.
and then we went to jx house to put her books.
then we went to white tangerine to eat :D
haha and damn, was it fun! (i don't care about damn alr la, pris D: , sry!)
we were like, trying to play daidi and then jiaxuan was like.. totally CLUELESS.
LOL then food came and free-loader sylvia drank finish my soup.

okay then we went to heartland and pierce my ear(:
oh and they were selling really nice doughnuts!
they were damn pretty la (except for the chocolate :D)
haha but like they copy the doughnut factory or smth, wait i post the pic.
ah(!) FORGEDDIT. blogger screwed, pic can't upload T.T

anyway, then they sent me back to school for handbells :D
it was oh-kay i guess, played base for jinglebell rock.
and amanda wasn't there so ____ had to replace her, aww maaaan T.T

after handbells, crossed the road with dayna to the opp. bus stop.
then her 62 came so i still had to wait for my 113 la.
and then suddenly, i heard someone calling me
and i saw, jx and sylvia T.T
apparently sylvia went to her house and they played the monster game,
again.
haha so sylvia was also gg heartland la then in the bus it was damn stupid xD
haha and we were acting like complete retards while on the way to heartland.
i went to buy another 2 doughnuts and she went to buy her T.T shushi.

and by the time i got home, it was like.. 7.30?
haha then ate and went to suntec with my rents((:
AND MY DADDY BOUGHT ME THE LIMITED EDITION PINK PSP FOR CHRISTMAS
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
ILY :D

xoxo,
isabel

PINK PSP

WOOHOO. MY LIMITED EDITION PINKKK PSP FROM JAPAN. NO MORE DREAMING OF NINTENDO DS :D haha
AND I GOT MY 3RD PIERCING YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

aww maaaan i love friday, 021107.
zomg (!) lemme tell you from the start.


oh-kay. first i went to school(gym) to meet sylvia & jx.
and then we went to jx house to put her books.
then we went to white tangerine to eat :D
haha and damn, was it fun! (i don't care about damn alr la, pris D: , sry!)
we were like, trying to play daidi and then jiaxuan was like.. totally CLUELESS.
LOL then food came and free-loader sylvia drank finish my soup.

okay then we went to heartland and pierce my ear(:
oh and they were selling really nice doughnuts!
they were damn pretty la (except for the chocolate :D)
haha but like they copy the doughnut factory or smth, wait i post the pic.
ah(!) FORGEDDIT. blogger screwed, pic can't upload T.T

anyway, then they sent me back to school for handbells :D
it was oh-kay i guess, played base for jinglebell rock.
and amanda wasn't there so ____ had to replace her, aww maaaan T.T

after handbells, crossed the road with dayna to the opp. bus stop.
then her 62 came so i still had to wait for my 113 la.
and then suddenly, i heard someone calling me
and i saw, jx and sylvia T.T
apparently sylvia went to her house and they played the monster game,
again.
haha so sylvia was also gg heartland la then in the bus it was damn stupid xD
haha and we were acting like complete retards while on the way to heartland.
i went to buy another 2 doughnuts and she went to buy her T.T shushi.

and by the time i got home, it was like.. 7.30?
haha then ate and went to suntec with my rents((:
AND MY DADDY BOUGHT ME THE LIMITED EDITION PINK PSP FOR CHRISTMAS
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
ILY :D

xoxo,
isabel

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JIAXUAN WANTS TO READ THIS :
SHE CAN'T DEFEAT THE MONSTER IN CARTOON NETWORK.
):
EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS DONE IT BEFORE.

JIAXUAN AND I LOVE BOMBAY.
WOOHOOO
AND IF SHE AND SYLVIA DOESN'T TURN UP FOR LUNCH TMR,
IM GONNA DISOWN THEM AND ABANDON THEM AT BOMBAY
AND THEY CAN FIGHT MOHAMAD ALI ALONE.

WOOHOO
isabel

JIAXUAN WANTS TO READ THIS :
SHE CAN'T DEFEAT THE MONSTER IN CARTOON NETWORK.
):
EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS DONE IT BEFORE.

JIAXUAN AND I LOVE BOMBAY.
WOOHOOO
AND IF SHE AND SYLVIA DOESN'T TURN UP FOR LUNCH TMR,
IM GONNA DISOWN THEM AND ABANDON THEM AT BOMBAY
AND THEY CAN FIGHT MOHAMAD ALI ALONE.

WOOHOO
isabel

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screw ____
i'm bringing all of you down with me.
hell, yeah.

thanks to althea and steph,
i lived.
oh and we went boyscoutting in st.gab.
and we've all decided to quit school and be the 3 new
HOT janitors at A__I
go figure(:


isabel

screw ____
i'm bringing all of you down with me.
hell, yeah.

thanks to althea and steph,
i lived.
oh and we went boyscoutting in st.gab.
and we've all decided to quit school and be the 3 new
HOT janitors at A__I
go figure(:


isabel

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you'll be expecting 2 posts from me today.
and now is like 8.30 in the morning..
couldn't sleep at all last night,
there's really some unsettling things in my mind.
and i had a dream.
okay i did sleep but only for an hour or 2.

and the dream.. was nice(:
yeahh first time in years that i have a nice dream.
anyway, ever heard of reading makes you forget everything?
well, im reading 24/7 , and,
it doesn't actually seem to be helping :
ohwell.

later meeting pris and clara for lunch before we go back to school(!)
for prefects meeting, and the results :
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


_____ come online now and comfort me T.T
isabel

you'll be expecting 2 posts from me today.
and now is like 8.30 in the morning..
couldn't sleep at all last night,
there's really some unsettling things in my mind.
and i had a dream.
okay i did sleep but only for an hour or 2.

and the dream.. was nice(:
yeahh first time in years that i have a nice dream.
anyway, ever heard of reading makes you forget everything?
well, im reading 24/7 , and,
it doesn't actually seem to be helping :
ohwell.

later meeting pris and clara for lunch before we go back to school(!)
for prefects meeting, and the results :
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


_____ come online now and comfort me T.T
isabel

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Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
cause time has a habit of slipping away
And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away.



yeah today was fun.
it helped me forget about something that was very..
unsettling in my mind.
the prefect meeting was uh, cancelled.
yepp, so went to jx house with sylvia
and we watched all the pokemon episodes of the jhoto league championship(!)
so childish xD
but it was fun, today was really fun.


i want to forget you.
i really do.
isabel

Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
cause time has a habit of slipping away
And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away.



yeah today was fun.
it helped me forget about something that was very..
unsettling in my mind.
the prefect meeting was uh, cancelled.
yepp, so went to jx house with sylvia
and we watched all the pokemon episodes of the jhoto league championship(!)
so childish xD
but it was fun, today was really fun.


i want to forget you.
i really do.
isabel

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I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
,But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again'
cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.



that's 3 quaters of the song.
its nice, and its WHO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN.
by Reliant K.

this is the first song that i actually like,
that has totally nothing to do with how i feel now.
in fact, now i feel terrible.
my heart is breaking.
and for those who have never experienced a heartbreak,
dont.

isabel

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
,But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again'
cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.



that's 3 quaters of the song.
its nice, and its WHO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN.
by Reliant K.

this is the first song that i actually like,
that has totally nothing to do with how i feel now.
in fact, now i feel terrible.
my heart is breaking.
and for those who have never experienced a heartbreak,
dont.

isabel

nothing showing on the outside, something dying on the inside

nothing showing on the outside, something dying on the inside.
i never think about you but you're always on my mind.
i'm getting over you, most of the time.


ha. ha. HA.
okay, i have so many things that i want to do this holiday.
oh and i really wanna pierce my ear D:
and watch the seeker (!)
and buy many many many many things for christmas,
oh yes.

apparently now i'm just iddling at home.
ohwell.
so much for ambition.
besides, i learnt the guitar chords for dance hall drugs.
by the boys like girls you dimwitt.
haha and it rocks. with a capital R.


oh and i bought the BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD.
that's another wish striked off.
ITS TIME TO UPDATE THY WISHLIST :D
oh and did i mention?
Tuesday is SCREWED.

8.30-10.30 violin.
11.00 return report book
12.00 prefect meeting (!)

oh great yeah the only thing im dreading is the prefect meeting.
i don't think i'll get in.
although i hope. (like who wouldn't)
Pray..

isabel

nothing showing on the outside, something dying on the inside

nothing showing on the outside, something dying on the inside.
i never think about you but you're always on my mind.
i'm getting over you, most of the time.


ha. ha. HA.
okay, i have so many things that i want to do this holiday.
oh and i really wanna pierce my ear D:
and watch the seeker (!)
and buy many many many many things for christmas,
oh yes.

apparently now i'm just iddling at home.
ohwell.
so much for ambition.
besides, i learnt the guitar chords for dance hall drugs.
by the boys like girls you dimwitt.
haha and it rocks. with a capital R.


oh and i bought the BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD.
that's another wish striked off.
ITS TIME TO UPDATE THY WISHLIST :D
oh and did i mention?
Tuesday is SCREWED.

8.30-10.30 violin.
11.00 return report book
12.00 prefect meeting (!)

oh great yeah the only thing im dreading is the prefect meeting.
i don't think i'll get in.
although i hope. (like who wouldn't)
Pray..

isabel

i really like you

i really DID like you.
how i wish ___ will never end.

i really like you

i really DID like you.
how i wish ___ will never end.

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maybe we're trying, trying to hard.

i am so, so, so bloody stressed.
everybody's just pissing me off.
EVERYBODY.

ohshit.
i just backspaced 2 paragraphs.
ohwell.
something hurts.
something hurts alot, it really hurts.
i don't know where
i don't how to ease it.
i think its in my heart.

oh and i have to hate.
its because of some stupid selfish reason, really selfish,
that i have to hate.


isabel

maybe we're trying, trying to hard.

i am so, so, so bloody stressed.
everybody's just pissing me off.
EVERYBODY.

ohshit.
i just backspaced 2 paragraphs.
ohwell.
something hurts.
something hurts alot, it really hurts.
i don't know where
i don't how to ease it.
i think its in my heart.

oh and i have to hate.
its because of some stupid selfish reason, really selfish,
that i have to hate.


isabel

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OH. IM INVITED TO ANOTHER WEDDING :D so exciting! its my ex-counsellor's wedding. haha so coooool. haha the previous wedding i attended, the bride was wearing a HOT PINK DRESS.

like zomg? haha today was oh-kay lah. we watched some musical in the morning.
RED! THE BLOOD OF ANGRY MEN,
BLACK! THE COLOUR OF SOMETHNG SOMETHING DAWN !
haha sarajane and me were like singing our way through.

oh and math was the best. it was just the best. we were like rushing la. and we had to borrow the laptop from ms Quek : she's so nice! haha. the only thing i rmbr about the presentation is

(puppet show)
sylvia : "HELLO!"
me : "HELLO!"
sylvia : "MY NAME IS ISABEL!"
me : "AND MY NAME IS SYLVIA!"
sylvia : "IM FAT!"
isabel : "IM STUPID!"

it was super funny x333. hahahhahahahha. then after that she got training so i accompany sara until she finish eating and doing her brochure.
then i homed :D


maybe we're trying, trying too hard
isabel

OH. IM INVITED TO ANOTHER WEDDING :D so exciting! its my ex-counsellor's wedding. haha so coooool. haha the previous wedding i attended, the bride was wearing a HOT PINK DRESS.

like zomg? haha today was oh-kay lah. we watched some musical in the morning.
RED! THE BLOOD OF ANGRY MEN,
BLACK! THE COLOUR OF SOMETHNG SOMETHING DAWN !
haha sarajane and me were like singing our way through.

oh and math was the best. it was just the best. we were like rushing la. and we had to borrow the laptop from ms Quek : she's so nice! haha. the only thing i rmbr about the presentation is

(puppet show)
sylvia : "HELLO!"
me : "HELLO!"
sylvia : "MY NAME IS ISABEL!"
me : "AND MY NAME IS SYLVIA!"
sylvia : "IM FAT!"
isabel : "IM STUPID!"

it was super funny x333. hahahhahahahha. then after that she got training so i accompany sara until she finish eating and doing her brochure.
then i homed :D


maybe we're trying, trying too hard
isabel

BASKETBALL<3

BASKETBALL<3
its the bestestxzt.
:D
DRUMS<3
is the bestestxztxzt.
:DD
MY IPODNANO<3
its the bestestxztxztxzt.
:DDD


and when i can, i'll go post the picture of my
DRUMS.
its wine reddddd (no pink D:)
and my ipodnano :D
oh my. the Lord has blessed me with manymany things.
I STILL WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY ELECTRIC GUITAR ):

ah.
lets drool over dance floor anthem.
COS THE BEGINNING LINE IS PLAYED BY AN ELECTRIC GUITAR<3
haha.
oh oh oh I LOVE BASTKETBALL.
how many times have i said that..

IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU(:
isabel

BASKETBALL<3

BASKETBALL<3
its the bestestxzt.
:D
DRUMS<3
is the bestestxztxzt.
:DD
MY IPODNANO<3
its the bestestxztxztxzt.
:DDD


and when i can, i'll go post the picture of my
DRUMS.
its wine reddddd (no pink D:)
and my ipodnano :D
oh my. the Lord has blessed me with manymany things.
I STILL WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY ELECTRIC GUITAR ):

ah.
lets drool over dance floor anthem.
COS THE BEGINNING LINE IS PLAYED BY AN ELECTRIC GUITAR<3
haha.
oh oh oh I LOVE BASTKETBALL.
how many times have i said that..

IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU(:
isabel

one of the best days of my life

lets just say today is one of the best days of my life.
yeah and thanks to niki, i found a new love.
A NEW LOVE.
BASTKETBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
:D

it was damn VERY fun ( can't say damn. ask pris why(x )
haha niki, me sarajane, sylvia, jiaxuan, DORY :D, cristy, MICHYYY, SUMAY and yingbing
went to Niki's hse to play b.ball.
it was damn fun la.
we shot a few hoops then we played MATCH
ME, SARAJANE, CRISTY, DORY.
SYLVIA, JIAXUAN, NIKI, MICHYYYYY :D
haha then obviously they won la cos got BART SIMPSONS (JIAXUAN)
but the score was 10-11. 1 MORE MARK CAN.
haha then played abit more and i kept screaming xD
then we went to makan!


if the doorbell is hungry,
and you don't feed it,
the bell can't ring,
and the door can't open!
and you'll be stuck there,
ALONG.

HEEEEEEEEEEE :D
DORY AND I CREATE ONE :D
SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
okay then we went to one of the nearby coffeshops.
jiaxuan and sylvia bought some mee hoon something,
and i bought ban mian.
its actually the SAME. but the type of noodle is diff.
then DORY bought NASI LEMARK :D
and we drank super sweeeeeeeet milo :D

by then, sumay, cristy, michyyyyy and yingbing go home le.
then we went back to the court and played ABC

haha when it was DORY's turn, we sang
OLD MAC DONALD HAD A FARM, EEEYAEEEYA OH
AND ON THE FARM HE HAD SOME DUCKKKKKKS :D

when it was JIAXUAN'S turn, we sang
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG! :DDDDDDDD

when it was MY turn,
they went "BART SIMPSONS, POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! (MAINLY JIAXUAN)

when it was NIKI'S turn,
jx kept saying love love love love love!

when it was SYLVIA'S TURN,
"waiting for YOUR CALL, call im sick, call im angry"

when it was SARA'S TURN, (easy to gues la)
YOU MAKE ME SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY GIRL.

haha super fun can!
then DORY hurt her thumb D:
GET WELL SOON DORY!
WE LOVE YOU!
so she and sara had to go home.

AND THEN,
niki suggest play match.
so she and jiaxuan,
me and sylvia.

AND OBVIOUSLY THEY WON RIGHT.
zzz no need to say.
BUT IT WAS DAMN FUNNY (sry pris!)
hahahahhahahhhahahaahahah before the game started, me and sylvia were like singing
SHAYNE WARD'S "IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU"
hahahahahha then when niki and jiaxuan scored 3 points ahead of us,
we were like, all we have to do is shoot 3 more times!
then suddenly dunno wad happen i was blocking the ball and everyone crash together
HAHAHA and sylvia was like I WANT TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I LAUGH UNTIL MY CHEEKS DAMN PAIN LA
then we could'nt get up for dunno wad reason
and then niki and jx kept shooting
then we kept counting the number of times they shot in
and then we were like

all we have to do is shoot more times!
5 more times!
6 more times!
7 more times!

then niki suddenly turn back and said
all you have to do is shoot 6 more times
and we doubled up laughing our abs of cos we thought is was 7 more
and niki counted wrongly :D
hahahhaahhaha it was super fun can
and then it was 6 alr so i called my daddy and he picked me outside CHERRY HILL.


I LOVE GOD :D
HE BLESSED ME WITH TODAY
:D
isabel

one of the best days of my life

lets just say today is one of the best days of my life.
yeah and thanks to niki, i found a new love.
A NEW LOVE.
BASTKETBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
:D

it was damn VERY fun ( can't say damn. ask pris why(x )
haha niki, me sarajane, sylvia, jiaxuan, DORY :D, cristy, MICHYYY, SUMAY and yingbing
went to Niki's hse to play b.ball.
it was damn fun la.
we shot a few hoops then we played MATCH
ME, SARAJANE, CRISTY, DORY.
SYLVIA, JIAXUAN, NIKI, MICHYYYYY :D
haha then obviously they won la cos got BART SIMPSONS (JIAXUAN)
but the score was 10-11. 1 MORE MARK CAN.
haha then played abit more and i kept screaming xD
then we went to makan!


if the doorbell is hungry,
and you don't feed it,
the bell can't ring,
and the door can't open!
and you'll be stuck there,
ALONG.

HEEEEEEEEEEE :D
DORY AND I CREATE ONE :D
SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
okay then we went to one of the nearby coffeshops.
jiaxuan and sylvia bought some mee hoon something,
and i bought ban mian.
its actually the SAME. but the type of noodle is diff.
then DORY bought NASI LEMARK :D
and we drank super sweeeeeeeet milo :D

by then, sumay, cristy, michyyyyy and yingbing go home le.
then we went back to the court and played ABC

haha when it was DORY's turn, we sang
OLD MAC DONALD HAD A FARM, EEEYAEEEYA OH
AND ON THE FARM HE HAD SOME DUCKKKKKKS :D

when it was JIAXUAN'S turn, we sang
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG! :DDDDDDDD

when it was MY turn,
they went "BART SIMPSONS, POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! (MAINLY JIAXUAN)

when it was NIKI'S turn,
jx kept saying love love love love love!

when it was SYLVIA'S TURN,
"waiting for YOUR CALL, call im sick, call im angry"

when it was SARA'S TURN, (easy to gues la)
YOU MAKE ME SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY GIRL.

haha super fun can!
then DORY hurt her thumb D:
GET WELL SOON DORY!
WE LOVE YOU!
so she and sara had to go home.

AND THEN,
niki suggest play match.
so she and jiaxuan,
me and sylvia.

AND OBVIOUSLY THEY WON RIGHT.
zzz no need to say.
BUT IT WAS DAMN FUNNY (sry pris!)
hahahahhahahhhahahaahahah before the game started, me and sylvia were like singing
SHAYNE WARD'S "IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU"
hahahahahha then when niki and jiaxuan scored 3 points ahead of us,
we were like, all we have to do is shoot 3 more times!
then suddenly dunno wad happen i was blocking the ball and everyone crash together
HAHAHA and sylvia was like I WANT TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I LAUGH UNTIL MY CHEEKS DAMN PAIN LA
then we could'nt get up for dunno wad reason
and then niki and jx kept shooting
then we kept counting the number of times they shot in
and then we were like

all we have to do is shoot more times!
5 more times!
6 more times!
7 more times!

then niki suddenly turn back and said
all you have to do is shoot 6 more times
and we doubled up laughing our abs of cos we thought is was 7 more
and niki counted wrongly :D
hahahhaahhaha it was super fun can
and then it was 6 alr so i called my daddy and he picked me outside CHERRY HILL.


I LOVE GOD :D
HE BLESSED ME WITH TODAY
:D
isabel

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DAMN THE STUUUUUUPID VIDEO THAT I CANNOT UPLOAD INTO BLOGGER.
OKAY DAMN BLOGGER.


there's a reason why God hasn't answered your prayer yet,
He hasn't quite rescued you from your suffering,
because He's strengthening your heart,
preparing your heart for something more.
He's teaching you.
trust in God.

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Lead not on your own understand, trust God with all your heart,
acknowledge Him in all your ways and He will direct your path."

all i wanna do is find a way back into love.
isabel

DAMN THE STUUUUUUPID VIDEO THAT I CANNOT UPLOAD INTO BLOGGER.
OKAY DAMN BLOGGER.


there's a reason why God hasn't answered your prayer yet,
He hasn't quite rescued you from your suffering,
because He's strengthening your heart,
preparing your heart for something more.
He's teaching you.
trust in God.

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Lead not on your own understand, trust God with all your heart,
acknowledge Him in all your ways and He will direct your path."

all i wanna do is find a way back into love.
isabel

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i think my blog is dead.
no its worse then dead.
wads worse than dead?
go figure.

anyway, i want so many many many thingggssss! like
Boys like girls CD
a new watch

and then i have gotten many things.
LIKE THE PEARL DRUM SET.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

okay lets talk about founder's day.
haha IT WAS DAMN FUNNY LAH
went to school in the morning
like.. 10? then called sara, still on her way.
called sylvia, at macs. so i ask her buy harshbrown for my breakfast.
then, helped ms nair.
not much la.
jx was there.
it WAS FRIGGING FUNNY.
she was like blowingggg balloon and i TOOK AT PHOTO.
haha
JIAXUAN,
BART SIMPSONS~
ahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha.
then help liao hor,
went out of school to eat.

OMG.
THIS IS THE BEST PART.
then i was walking towards the busstop to meet amanda LIEW
and then i heard sylvia and sara calling my name,
i turned.
I SAW MS NEESA.
IN THE FLESH.
zomg x3
hahahahaahahhahahahahaahaha
so obviously i ran back la
chatted with her
until amanda called
then went to eat lunch with amandaaaa at opp. school there
and dayna came.
founder's day was oh-kay.
it was tiring, but okay.

then ytd,
wen ZI QING'S house for her nephew's birthday pt.
with sylvia and sara.
had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
haha i wonder WHO ziqing's nerd cousin was looking at.
WHO AH WHO AH.
he has baaaaaaaad taste if you ask me.

:D
then went for drums
and piano.
yay!



if anyone can make me a better person
YOU COULD!
-must have done something right
by Reliant K


ISABELLLLL.

i think my blog is dead.
no its worse then dead.
wads worse than dead?
go figure.

anyway, i want so many many many thingggssss! like
Boys like girls CD
a new watch

and then i have gotten many things.
LIKE THE PEARL DRUM SET.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

okay lets talk about founder's day.
haha IT WAS DAMN FUNNY LAH
went to school in the morning
like.. 10? then called sara, still on her way.
called sylvia, at macs. so i ask her buy harshbrown for my breakfast.
then, helped ms nair.
not much la.
jx was there.
it WAS FRIGGING FUNNY.
she was like blowingggg balloon and i TOOK AT PHOTO.
haha
JIAXUAN,
BART SIMPSONS~
ahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha.
then help liao hor,
went out of school to eat.

OMG.
THIS IS THE BEST PART.
then i was walking towards the busstop to meet amanda LIEW
and then i heard sylvia and sara calling my name,
i turned.
I SAW MS NEESA.
IN THE FLESH.
zomg x3
hahahahaahahhahahahahaahaha
so obviously i ran back la
chatted with her
until amanda called
then went to eat lunch with amandaaaa at opp. school there
and dayna came.
founder's day was oh-kay.
it was tiring, but okay.

then ytd,
wen ZI QING'S house for her nephew's birthday pt.
with sylvia and sara.
had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
haha i wonder WHO ziqing's nerd cousin was looking at.
WHO AH WHO AH.
he has baaaaaaaad taste if you ask me.

:D
then went for drums
and piano.
yay!



if anyone can make me a better person
YOU COULD!
-must have done something right
by Reliant K


ISABELLLLL.

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when it all falls apart
):

when it all falls apart
):

Post

i have like 2 mins left to post.
so im gg to make it quick.

TO YOU :
what's with you? ah you are so..
unpredictable.
help? you got me smitten.


TO YOUYOU:
yeah so what? i might be nice at one time
and glare at you at other times.
cannot ah.
got problem isit? got problem then
DONT COME NEAR ME OR
MY FRIENDS LA.


TO ME ME ME:
isabel get of the com or daddy's gg to scold.
yeah see.
im so guai tht im gg off now.
byee.

i hate you,
and youyou.
but i love me me me.
get it?



nah.

i have like 2 mins left to post.
so im gg to make it quick.

TO YOU :
what's with you? ah you are so..
unpredictable.
help? you got me smitten.


TO YOUYOU:
yeah so what? i might be nice at one time
and glare at you at other times.
cannot ah.
got problem isit? got problem then
DONT COME NEAR ME OR
MY FRIENDS LA.


TO ME ME ME:
isabel get of the com or daddy's gg to scold.
yeah see.
im so guai tht im gg off now.
byee.

i hate you,
and youyou.
but i love me me me.
get it?



nah.

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oh, and did you notice?
i stiked out manymany things on my wishlist
and added new ones!
yay!

oh, and did you notice?
i stiked out manymany things on my wishlist
and added new ones!
yay!

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life is so short,
make the best out of it.
either you like it
or you don't.

don't say you want both.
because it irks me.
and the other side too.
it just not fair to both.

ohwell.
how i wish i can stop time.
hell, i'd give anything just to
______________.




ISABEL IS GOING TO GET DENGUE FEVER AND
AIDS.
*GASSSSSSSPPPPP*
yeah gasp gasp gasp FASTER.
haha.

i got bitten by an ades mosquito.
you know how i know?
well i will let you know how i know.

one day,
little miss isabel was waiting for her
daddy,
to park the car.
and then suddenly,
this really big, huge and mean
mosquito
came flying in her direction.

it landed on her.
*pause* *gasp*
then it opened its mouth
and started sucking contently on her
precious blood.
isabel looked down and saw the mean mosquito!

she used her watter bottle to HIT IT.
*claps, aplause*
and she looked at it.
*HUSH SILENCE*
OMG, ITS BLACK AND WHITE STRIPED.
*moans, faints*

okay.
see.
im going to get some sickness okay.
but for now,
i call this, the camp fire song song.

lets gather round the camp fire~
and sing the campfire song.
the C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G- SONG.
and if you dont think that we can sing it faster then your wrong,
but it'll help if you just sing along
(bom bom bom)

CAMPFIRESONG, CAMPFIRESONG
ANDIFYOUDON'TTHINKTHATWECANSINGITFASTERTHENYOURWRONG
BUTIT'LLHELP, IFYOUJUSTSINGALONGGGGGG.

:D
isabel

life is so short,
make the best out of it.
either you like it
or you don't.

don't say you want both.
because it irks me.
and the other side too.
it just not fair to both.

ohwell.
how i wish i can stop time.
hell, i'd give anything just to
______________.




ISABEL IS GOING TO GET DENGUE FEVER AND
AIDS.
*GASSSSSSSPPPPP*
yeah gasp gasp gasp FASTER.
haha.

i got bitten by an ades mosquito.
you know how i know?
well i will let you know how i know.

one day,
little miss isabel was waiting for her
daddy,
to park the car.
and then suddenly,
this really big, huge and mean
mosquito
came flying in her direction.

it landed on her.
*pause* *gasp*
then it opened its mouth
and started sucking contently on her
precious blood.
isabel looked down and saw the mean mosquito!

she used her watter bottle to HIT IT.
*claps, aplause*
and she looked at it.
*HUSH SILENCE*
OMG, ITS BLACK AND WHITE STRIPED.
*moans, faints*

okay.
see.
im going to get some sickness okay.
but for now,
i call this, the camp fire song song.

lets gather round the camp fire~
and sing the campfire song.
the C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G- SONG.
and if you dont think that we can sing it faster then your wrong,
but it'll help if you just sing along
(bom bom bom)

CAMPFIRESONG, CAMPFIRESONG
ANDIFYOUDON'TTHINKTHATWECANSINGITFASTERTHENYOURWRONG
BUTIT'LLHELP, IFYOUJUSTSINGALONGGGGGG.

:D
isabel

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

MY SOUL SONG.
its great to have finally found a
i-can-relate-to song.


loving you
was what i was trying to do
isabel

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

MY SOUL SONG.
its great to have finally found a
i-can-relate-to song.


loving you
was what i was trying to do
isabel

the rollercoaster

love gives us a fairy tale
and life is like a rollercoaster.


please, fall.

the rollercoaster

love gives us a fairy tale
and life is like a rollercoaster.


please, fall.

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im sick. sick. sick.
D:
cos' i vomitted like 6-7 times?
aww, poor isabel
D:
turns out its stomach flu
yeah, so im much better now(:



what did i do?
i miss you

isabel

im sick. sick. sick.
D:
cos' i vomitted like 6-7 times?
aww, poor isabel
D:
turns out its stomach flu
yeah, so im much better now(:



what did i do?
i miss you

isabel

happy birthday to ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

and if you want to know what to get,

get the guitar for meeeeee :D
i loveee it

isabel

happy birthday to ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

and if you want to know what to get,

get the guitar for meeeeee :D
i loveee it

isabel

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oh, you just don't know how much you've hurt me.
i wish i could just ________________________________________________

oh, you just don't know how much you've hurt me.
i wish i could just ________________________________________________

hagen diaz

Dear really-ridiculous-uncivilised-boiling-blooded ______,
i should have answered you questions the way i wanted to
like,


"can you stop yawning during the national anthem and start singing?"
to which my reply, in my head, was
"i don't seem to find any point of singing when

a. your symmetrical round eyes are are not looking around to register that everyone else aroud me is actually also, OPENING THEIR MOUTH TO TAKE IN OXGEN?!

b. correction, i am taking in large amounts of oxygen to fufil my pumping heart and i refuse to sing like a FOOL, when it is obvious (not to anyone but me apparently) that no one is singing.



"stop resting your head on your hands and, do not, i repeat, do not, give me that defiant stare everyday"
and the things i wanted to say :
"that's just ridiculous, you know i only stare at your beady eyes on tuesdays and thursdays during lessons, on wednesdays during chapel (horrible singing, by the way), every morning when you step into the hall and when i walk pass you in corridors. its not EVERYDAY, where else you irritated me everyday by saying

"can you wash your face?"
and yes, i can wash my face.

"oh its so hot! isabel, can you please turn on the fan for me?"
oh no, go on it yourself, shed some weight, dearie.

"i know you did not do well for your science (gives pitying look)"
no offence, sweetcakes, but i do not need you to tell me to eat my greens. in fact, my grades have absolutely NOTHING to do with you unless your name is isabel's parents. and i heard that your boyfriend is hideously ugly and you are an illegal immigrant; does that make it my buisness? so just leave me alone.

and therefore, i regretfully end my letter.
isabel.



okay today had videotaking for handbells!
and after that, went to sara's house(:
they bought me 2 tubs of haggen diaz ice creammmm :D
(:

love,
isabel

hagen diaz

Dear really-ridiculous-uncivilised-boiling-blooded ______,
i should have answered you questions the way i wanted to
like,


"can you stop yawning during the national anthem and start singing?"
to which my reply, in my head, was
"i don't seem to find any point of singing when

a. your symmetrical round eyes are are not looking around to register that everyone else aroud me is actually also, OPENING THEIR MOUTH TO TAKE IN OXGEN?!

b. correction, i am taking in large amounts of oxygen to fufil my pumping heart and i refuse to sing like a FOOL, when it is obvious (not to anyone but me apparently) that no one is singing.



"stop resting your head on your hands and, do not, i repeat, do not, give me that defiant stare everyday"
and the things i wanted to say :
"that's just ridiculous, you know i only stare at your beady eyes on tuesdays and thursdays during lessons, on wednesdays during chapel (horrible singing, by the way), every morning when you step into the hall and when i walk pass you in corridors. its not EVERYDAY, where else you irritated me everyday by saying

"can you wash your face?"
and yes, i can wash my face.

"oh its so hot! isabel, can you please turn on the fan for me?"
oh no, go on it yourself, shed some weight, dearie.

"i know you did not do well for your science (gives pitying look)"
no offence, sweetcakes, but i do not need you to tell me to eat my greens. in fact, my grades have absolutely NOTHING to do with you unless your name is isabel's parents. and i heard that your boyfriend is hideously ugly and you are an illegal immigrant; does that make it my buisness? so just leave me alone.

and therefore, i regretfully end my letter.
isabel.



okay today had videotaking for handbells!
and after that, went to sara's house(:
they bought me 2 tubs of haggen diaz ice creammmm :D
(:

love,
isabel

jonas brothers

omg.
omg.
omg.
like, wth?
JONAS BROTHERS.
JONAS BROTHERS.
JONAS BROTHERS.

i could just type the name all day long :D
they are oh so very very very very CUTEEEEEEEEE.
and i love hold on.
i don't care go listen!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and we got into the bisc thingy.
:D
like hahahahahahahahahaha

ohmy.
yay!
isabel

jonas brothers

omg.
omg.
omg.
like, wth?
JONAS BROTHERS.
JONAS BROTHERS.
JONAS BROTHERS.

i could just type the name all day long :D
they are oh so very very very very CUTEEEEEEEEE.
and i love hold on.
i don't care go listen!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and we got into the bisc thingy.
:D
like hahahahahahahahahaha

ohmy.
yay!
isabel

feeling very very down

dang, im feeling very, very down.
"cheer up!"
like its that easy, isn't it.

well, what can i say?
im losing everything.
all my hopes.
yeah, i've lost it.
i've even lost..
oh well. at least i havent lost a few things yet.
:o


its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
isabel

feeling very very down

dang, im feeling very, very down.
"cheer up!"
like its that easy, isn't it.

well, what can i say?
im losing everything.
all my hopes.
yeah, i've lost it.
i've even lost..
oh well. at least i havent lost a few things yet.
:o


its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
isabel

To God be the glory~

TO GOD, BE THE GLORY, GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONEEEEE.
haha just came back from handbells(:
it was damn fun lah xD

AMANDA!
F,F,F,G :D

hahahahahhaha. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
im feeling so tired now :o
okay im gg to slackkk :D


im speechless
isabel

To God be the glory~

TO GOD, BE THE GLORY, GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONEEEEE.
haha just came back from handbells(:
it was damn fun lah xD

AMANDA!
F,F,F,G :D

hahahahahhaha. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
im feeling so tired now :o
okay im gg to slackkk :D


im speechless
isabel

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went home from school today :o
had a headache D:

i've dedicated my life to piano.
because of the Laputa piano score.



at least i still have a reason.
isabel

went home from school today :o
had a headache D:

i've dedicated my life to piano.
because of the Laputa piano score.



at least i still have a reason.
isabel

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you know what?
instead of writting a stupid diary everyday,
i have a better idea.
haha :


here i go, scream my lungs out,
trying to get to you.
you are my only one

love,
isabel

you know what?
instead of writting a stupid diary everyday,
i have a better idea.
haha :


here i go, scream my lungs out,
trying to get to you.
you are my only one

love,
isabel

well, what about us?

HELL-O.
school is, hell. a whole day of the same subject :
i won't live through it, NO way.

anyway, i guess today was fun though, had some shit carving and uh, paper cutting? and after school i had to stay back and meet my two new basket teachers! !wow. was so excited.

I MISS YOU MISS CHAN.
I really, really, really do!
COME BACK.


okay i guess that explains it all.


well, after school we hung out(: i miss hanging out with them. just the 3 of us :D and then sara had to go back for her piano class. AND SHE GOT A BLOODY DISTINCTION FOR HER GRADE7. like wth. congrats though(:

and then me and sylvia went to find jx and pris went home. so i TRIED teaching jx. and i kinda gave up. AND THEN MUI GEK CAME :D but jx also never study properly. -- and then went home in the end, daddy picked me!


kissmyass, youbloodybitch.
isabel

well, what about us?

HELL-O.
school is, hell. a whole day of the same subject :
i won't live through it, NO way.

anyway, i guess today was fun though, had some shit carving and uh, paper cutting? and after school i had to stay back and meet my two new basket teachers! !wow. was so excited.

I MISS YOU MISS CHAN.
I really, really, really do!
COME BACK.


okay i guess that explains it all.


well, after school we hung out(: i miss hanging out with them. just the 3 of us :D and then sara had to go back for her piano class. AND SHE GOT A BLOODY DISTINCTION FOR HER GRADE7. like wth. congrats though(:

and then me and sylvia went to find jx and pris went home. so i TRIED teaching jx. and i kinda gave up. AND THEN MUI GEK CAME :D but jx also never study properly. -- and then went home in the end, daddy picked me!


kissmyass, youbloodybitch.
isabel

i need a lil more love

i looked through your archives.
and i thought, wasn't i BEST FRIENDS with you?
didn't i know you like i knew a childhood friend?

well, i guess you really irked me.
so much.
that i had to hate you.
your fake-ness, your commitments that were not fullfilled.
we could have been the best of friends by now.
hanging in starbucks, talking about hjdufgh.
but i guess not.

i really enjoyed myself ard you.
and i miss you.
and hate you.

ahhhhh im confused.
isabel.

i need a lil more love

i looked through your archives.
and i thought, wasn't i BEST FRIENDS with you?
didn't i know you like i knew a childhood friend?

well, i guess you really irked me.
so much.
that i had to hate you.
your fake-ness, your commitments that were not fullfilled.
we could have been the best of friends by now.
hanging in starbucks, talking about hjdufgh.
but i guess not.

i really enjoyed myself ard you.
and i miss you.
and hate you.

ahhhhh im confused.
isabel.

im sorry.

im really, really, really sorry.
i didn't know what to do.
and you're reminded me of something really, really baad.

so i malfuntioned. and i didn't want both of you to see me cry.
anyway, sry bout the phone thing xD stupid nokia battery.
and hahahahahah i love signing on casts(:

friends forever okay?
hahahahhaha.


SORRY!
isabel

im sorry.

im really, really, really sorry.
i didn't know what to do.
and you're reminded me of something really, really baad.

so i malfuntioned. and i didn't want both of you to see me cry.
anyway, sry bout the phone thing xD stupid nokia battery.
and hahahahahah i love signing on casts(:

friends forever okay?
hahahahhaha.


SORRY!
isabel

i still hate you.

i still hate you.
watch out.

i still hate you.

i still hate you.
watch out.

Handing it all to God

im handing it all to God.

anyway, okay. lets talk about ESCAPE((: haha. okay. first we met outside the bustop in school at like 11.30. me, sylvia and sarajane la. and then jx was still taking re-test, and wye synn they all went first. so after jx's retest, we went(:

AND WE GOT LOST. thanks to who? and in th end even have to take taxi huh!? okay. then we went to haunted house :D it was scary (x1000000000000000) okay then i was like grabbing on to sylvia and jx la. and sara so brave. down there laughing away --

okay then we took the forgot ts name. turns you 360degrees UPSIDEDOWN. omg. for 3secs sommore. i almost died . and then took the water thing and i sat infront. and you know the infront person not suppose to get wet right? but who else but sylvia? keep splashing!

okay then took this stupid aero plane ride to dry ourselves :D and the rest i cannot rmbr.

actually i can.
im just playing pokemon.
D:
byee.

isabel loves fire(:

Handing it all to God

im handing it all to God.

anyway, okay. lets talk about ESCAPE((: haha. okay. first we met outside the bustop in school at like 11.30. me, sylvia and sarajane la. and then jx was still taking re-test, and wye synn they all went first. so after jx's retest, we went(:

AND WE GOT LOST. thanks to who? and in th end even have to take taxi huh!? okay. then we went to haunted house :D it was scary (x1000000000000000) okay then i was like grabbing on to sylvia and jx la. and sara so brave. down there laughing away --

okay then we took the forgot ts name. turns you 360degrees UPSIDEDOWN. omg. for 3secs sommore. i almost died . and then took the water thing and i sat infront. and you know the infront person not suppose to get wet right? but who else but sylvia? keep splashing!

okay then took this stupid aero plane ride to dry ourselves :D and the rest i cannot rmbr.

actually i can.
im just playing pokemon.
D:
byee.

isabel loves fire(:

ESCAPE

ESCAPE. I WENT TO ESCAPE.
more details tmr :
really tired )):

SMACK THAT(:
ESCAPE((:
ISABEL(((:

ESCAPE

ESCAPE. I WENT TO ESCAPE.
more details tmr :
really tired )):

SMACK THAT(:
ESCAPE((:
ISABEL(((:

you still care

Sometimes it's easier to say you don't care

instead of trying to explain every reason

why you still do;

you still care

Sometimes it's easier to say you don't care

instead of trying to explain every reason

why you still do;

who knew.

who knew.
by pink.
its really nice(:

guardian angel also. tht one really rocks((:
not forgetting JENNY, and LIGHT UP THE SKY.
haha.
and maybe HEY THERE DELILAH<33

and lastly, PRIS'S SONG.
OVER YOU BY DAUGHTRY.
okay priscilla. ADMIT.
bindhu (evergreen) said you wanted someone to sing to you jenny.
AND, jiaxuan say you have a crush ._.
so WHO IS IT. ((:

i so want tht mp3.
i don't even know a single detail about it.
i just saw it,
and fell in love with it :/

ohwells.
SCREW THE INNOCENT :D
isabel

who knew.

who knew.
by pink.
its really nice(:

guardian angel also. tht one really rocks((:
not forgetting JENNY, and LIGHT UP THE SKY.
haha.
and maybe HEY THERE DELILAH<33

and lastly, PRIS'S SONG.
OVER YOU BY DAUGHTRY.
okay priscilla. ADMIT.
bindhu (evergreen) said you wanted someone to sing to you jenny.
AND, jiaxuan say you have a crush ._.
so WHO IS IT. ((:

i so want tht mp3.
i don't even know a single detail about it.
i just saw it,
and fell in love with it :/

ohwells.
SCREW THE INNOCENT :D
isabel

isabel misses blogging

it seems like i miss blogging so much(:
and im addicted to miami nights.

oh poor me.

isabel misses blogging

it seems like i miss blogging so much(:
and im addicted to miami nights.

oh poor me.

sweets :}

PUSH POPS :}

grape push pop to be exact. haha im simply in love with it right now :D but where's the grape :/ anyway, went to church today((: and then uh. went to IKEA. andddddddddddddd IKEA HAS NEW STOCK OF PINK ITEMS.

etc : pink com. tables, pink chairs, pink beds, pink shelves.. !zomg

hahahhahaha. and daddy and i are gg to look at drums later(: i think today's a niceee day. there's no piano, and no school tomorrow. i feel like dyingggg from happiness :D

blogger is still roughly screwed la.

isabel

sweets :}

PUSH POPS :}

grape push pop to be exact. haha im simply in love with it right now :D but where's the grape :/ anyway, went to church today((: and then uh. went to IKEA. andddddddddddddd IKEA HAS NEW STOCK OF PINK ITEMS.

etc : pink com. tables, pink chairs, pink beds, pink shelves.. !zomg

hahahhahaha. and daddy and i are gg to look at drums later(: i think today's a niceee day. there's no piano, and no school tomorrow. i feel like dyingggg from happiness :D

blogger is still roughly screwed la.

isabel

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i can finally see my own blog! blogger's not that screwed after all((: but uh. tagboard is screwed D: which makes no difference cos overall, my blog is still screwed.

anyway today was stupid. and fun. yes. and i didn't know we had so many choices to make in a day. my brain is FUSED. omg. and STUFF happened today. they just did. haha im so confused now also. i think isabel has a rather hardddd life D:


well, i guess i'd better go.
bye world.
isabel made her mark.

i can finally see my own blog! blogger's not that screwed after all((: but uh. tagboard is screwed D: which makes no difference cos overall, my blog is still screwed.

anyway today was stupid. and fun. yes. and i didn't know we had so many choices to make in a day. my brain is FUSED. omg. and STUFF happened today. they just did. haha im so confused now also. i think isabel has a rather hardddd life D:


well, i guess i'd better go.
bye world.
isabel made her mark.

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ohmann. i never knew i could feel this bad.

ohmann. i never knew i could feel this bad.

what is gg on in my mindddd

sometimes i think people really wonder what the hell is gg on in isabel's mind. why does she look so lost or blur.

haha. well i shall tell you then. there are, ALOT of things gg through my mind. like what steps to make next, what's gg to happen in my ever-so-gloomy future, the regrets of my wrong moves tht have good outcomes (obviously not to me).

and then there are things like, oh-my-gawd is she always so bitchy?! or, wtf i think im gg to barf at her fake-ness. there are even thoughts like, the sky is falling, isabel is hallucinating.

then again there are sad thoughts tht comes together with a stabbed heart. thoughts like, "oh nevermind. at least she's happy". those are the KILLER thoughts.


you would never wanna spend a day with my thoughts.
not even an hour.
or a milli-second.
my brain is gonna burst.


isabel

what is gg on in my mindddd

sometimes i think people really wonder what the hell is gg on in isabel's mind. why does she look so lost or blur.

haha. well i shall tell you then. there are, ALOT of things gg through my mind. like what steps to make next, what's gg to happen in my ever-so-gloomy future, the regrets of my wrong moves tht have good outcomes (obviously not to me).

and then there are things like, oh-my-gawd is she always so bitchy?! or, wtf i think im gg to barf at her fake-ness. there are even thoughts like, the sky is falling, isabel is hallucinating.

then again there are sad thoughts tht comes together with a stabbed heart. thoughts like, "oh nevermind. at least she's happy". those are the KILLER thoughts.


you would never wanna spend a day with my thoughts.
not even an hour.
or a milli-second.
my brain is gonna burst.


isabel

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201th post.

great. really. its just so great. i have to keep my mind of it. although nothing's helping at this point of time. and just one word, just one word, brings back so many memories.

i can't say im learning to get over you, cos im not. im just trying.


okay anyway, its hell time i came back down to earth and start talking non-crap. okay lets see. I BOUGHT A HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK JACKET. zomg. its really H.O.T. it even has matching trackpants! hahahahaahhahahaa. from converse((:

went to church today. was kinda fun, went to this densi place or whatever la. played games blah. anyway nothing much to say about sunday.


BUT I PASSED MY GRADE 5 EXAMMMMMM :D

and that sums it all up to, i can black another box in my wishlist((: one down! im getting my Hi-5 for goooooooooooood results((: 3 A1s :D hahhahaa.


I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

201th post.

great. really. its just so great. i have to keep my mind of it. although nothing's helping at this point of time. and just one word, just one word, brings back so many memories.

i can't say im learning to get over you, cos im not. im just trying.


okay anyway, its hell time i came back down to earth and start talking non-crap. okay lets see. I BOUGHT A HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK JACKET. zomg. its really H.O.T. it even has matching trackpants! hahahahaahhahahaa. from converse((:

went to church today. was kinda fun, went to this densi place or whatever la. played games blah. anyway nothing much to say about sunday.


BUT I PASSED MY GRADE 5 EXAMMMMMM :D

and that sums it all up to, i can black another box in my wishlist((: one down! im getting my Hi-5 for goooooooooooood results((: 3 A1s :D hahhahaa.


I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

200th post

oh great.
my 200th post and im sad.


i buried the hatchet with her for you.
i finally saw, that you wanted to be close to her again.
and if i'm not the one to cheer you up, she would.
besides, im not hurting anyone anymore.
so i guess you can go back to her again.
even if it really hurts.


Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep


i never saw it coming,
i should have started running,
a long, long time ago.
isabel

200th post

oh great.
my 200th post and im sad.


i buried the hatchet with her for you.
i finally saw, that you wanted to be close to her again.
and if i'm not the one to cheer you up, she would.
besides, im not hurting anyone anymore.
so i guess you can go back to her again.
even if it really hurts.


Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep


i never saw it coming,
i should have started running,
a long, long time ago.
isabel

Post

i feel so drained of energy. so immune by the pain. lost of love.

oh wells.
its happening again.
only this time, i can only stand and watch.
and do nothing.


help me would you?
i tried my best.
and im not expecting you to do anything.
im just wishing.

im probably wasting my time, thinking.
i'd rather not face reality.


im sorry.
eh wait.
i should'nt be.
you're sorry,
right?

i feel so drained of energy. so immune by the pain. lost of love.

oh wells.
its happening again.
only this time, i can only stand and watch.
and do nothing.


help me would you?
i tried my best.
and im not expecting you to do anything.
im just wishing.

im probably wasting my time, thinking.
i'd rather not face reality.


im sorry.
eh wait.
i should'nt be.
you're sorry,
right?

OVERRRRR. RAWRRRR.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR. RAWRRRRRRR. ahaha! no more mugging! ANTI-MUGGING ((:

so anyway, today was science and math. okay. uh. i breezed through science, like !zomg right. hahaha. for once in my life i breezed through science and found it easyyyyyyy((: math is gone case. lets not talk about. shhhh..

and then wanted to go ps niki treat us to balls! but then we thought sj (btw who is grounded for the rest of her life D:) had the OMEN. HAHHAA. so we went there to watch. and in the end? no omen -- OKAY so we bought ruffles from 7-11 and went back to her house.

and watched 28 weeks dunno what.

and it was scary. there were zombies and everything. so much blood and gore! Thank God for pillows! haha and half of the time me and sylvia kept sliding down her every-so-slippery sofa --


and now im home! ((:
post later again!
isabel

OVERRRRR. RAWRRRR.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR. RAWRRRRRRR. ahaha! no more mugging! ANTI-MUGGING ((:

so anyway, today was science and math. okay. uh. i breezed through science, like !zomg right. hahaha. for once in my life i breezed through science and found it easyyyyyyy((: math is gone case. lets not talk about. shhhh..

and then wanted to go ps niki treat us to balls! but then we thought sj (btw who is grounded for the rest of her life D:) had the OMEN. HAHHAA. so we went there to watch. and in the end? no omen -- OKAY so we bought ruffles from 7-11 and went back to her house.

and watched 28 weeks dunno what.

and it was scary. there were zombies and everything. so much blood and gore! Thank God for pillows! haha and half of the time me and sylvia kept sliding down her every-so-slippery sofa --


and now im home! ((:
post later again!
isabel

forgiveness

todays' cell talked about friendships and forgiveness. like omg. i needed that tharapy session. and i had my pepsi light and phone to back me up. so yeah. anyway there was this story.

here we go! :D

there was this boy, who could'nt control his anger. his dad told him that everytime he blew up, he had to push a nail through the fence. so one day he could control! and his dad said, everytime he could control his anger, he had to pluck out his nails.
so obviously one day no more nails. then the dad said, even if the nails are taken out, there are still holes. in a way, it means that what you said that hurt someone, would always stay in their hearts no matter how much you say sorry.


so im sorry ___. i really am. but i still have a grudge. and everytime its me who has to say sorry first. i really don't like that. but still.. im sorry for all that i said to you(:

and to ANOTHER PERSON, you called me a sluty bitch. so go to hell. then again im sorry for hurting your feelings and everything. but still, go to hell. i hate you.


(: HISTORY IS FINALLY OVER~ :DDD haha it was quite managable. cos' i studied! ((: anyway next up is math and science on monday. im dead. a DEAD DUCK. ahh. okay anyway today stayed in school like.. until 6+? :D and i played, and played, and played(:

haha i really appreciate you. but im just not prepared to love you yet.
isabel.