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i can finally see my own blog! blogger's not that screwed after all((: but uh. tagboard is screwed D: which makes no difference cos overall, my blog is still screwed.

anyway today was stupid. and fun. yes. and i didn't know we had so many choices to make in a day. my brain is FUSED. omg. and STUFF happened today. they just did. haha im so confused now also. i think isabel has a rather hardddd life D:


well, i guess i'd better go.
bye world.
isabel made her mark.

i can finally see my own blog! blogger's not that screwed after all((: but uh. tagboard is screwed D: which makes no difference cos overall, my blog is still screwed.

anyway today was stupid. and fun. yes. and i didn't know we had so many choices to make in a day. my brain is FUSED. omg. and STUFF happened today. they just did. haha im so confused now also. i think isabel has a rather hardddd life D:


well, i guess i'd better go.
bye world.
isabel made her mark.

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ohmann. i never knew i could feel this bad.

ohmann. i never knew i could feel this bad.

what is gg on in my mindddd

sometimes i think people really wonder what the hell is gg on in isabel's mind. why does she look so lost or blur.

haha. well i shall tell you then. there are, ALOT of things gg through my mind. like what steps to make next, what's gg to happen in my ever-so-gloomy future, the regrets of my wrong moves tht have good outcomes (obviously not to me).

and then there are things like, oh-my-gawd is she always so bitchy?! or, wtf i think im gg to barf at her fake-ness. there are even thoughts like, the sky is falling, isabel is hallucinating.

then again there are sad thoughts tht comes together with a stabbed heart. thoughts like, "oh nevermind. at least she's happy". those are the KILLER thoughts.


you would never wanna spend a day with my thoughts.
not even an hour.
or a milli-second.
my brain is gonna burst.


isabel

what is gg on in my mindddd

sometimes i think people really wonder what the hell is gg on in isabel's mind. why does she look so lost or blur.

haha. well i shall tell you then. there are, ALOT of things gg through my mind. like what steps to make next, what's gg to happen in my ever-so-gloomy future, the regrets of my wrong moves tht have good outcomes (obviously not to me).

and then there are things like, oh-my-gawd is she always so bitchy?! or, wtf i think im gg to barf at her fake-ness. there are even thoughts like, the sky is falling, isabel is hallucinating.

then again there are sad thoughts tht comes together with a stabbed heart. thoughts like, "oh nevermind. at least she's happy". those are the KILLER thoughts.


you would never wanna spend a day with my thoughts.
not even an hour.
or a milli-second.
my brain is gonna burst.


isabel

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201th post.

great. really. its just so great. i have to keep my mind of it. although nothing's helping at this point of time. and just one word, just one word, brings back so many memories.

i can't say im learning to get over you, cos im not. im just trying.


okay anyway, its hell time i came back down to earth and start talking non-crap. okay lets see. I BOUGHT A HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK JACKET. zomg. its really H.O.T. it even has matching trackpants! hahahahaahhahahaa. from converse((:

went to church today. was kinda fun, went to this densi place or whatever la. played games blah. anyway nothing much to say about sunday.


BUT I PASSED MY GRADE 5 EXAMMMMMM :D

and that sums it all up to, i can black another box in my wishlist((: one down! im getting my Hi-5 for goooooooooooood results((: 3 A1s :D hahhahaa.


I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

201th post.

great. really. its just so great. i have to keep my mind of it. although nothing's helping at this point of time. and just one word, just one word, brings back so many memories.

i can't say im learning to get over you, cos im not. im just trying.


okay anyway, its hell time i came back down to earth and start talking non-crap. okay lets see. I BOUGHT A HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK JACKET. zomg. its really H.O.T. it even has matching trackpants! hahahahaahhahahaa. from converse((:

went to church today. was kinda fun, went to this densi place or whatever la. played games blah. anyway nothing much to say about sunday.


BUT I PASSED MY GRADE 5 EXAMMMMMM :D

and that sums it all up to, i can black another box in my wishlist((: one down! im getting my Hi-5 for goooooooooooood results((: 3 A1s :D hahhahaa.


I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

200th post

oh great.
my 200th post and im sad.


i buried the hatchet with her for you.
i finally saw, that you wanted to be close to her again.
and if i'm not the one to cheer you up, she would.
besides, im not hurting anyone anymore.
so i guess you can go back to her again.
even if it really hurts.


Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep


i never saw it coming,
i should have started running,
a long, long time ago.
isabel

200th post

oh great.
my 200th post and im sad.


i buried the hatchet with her for you.
i finally saw, that you wanted to be close to her again.
and if i'm not the one to cheer you up, she would.
besides, im not hurting anyone anymore.
so i guess you can go back to her again.
even if it really hurts.


Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep


i never saw it coming,
i should have started running,
a long, long time ago.
isabel

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i feel so drained of energy. so immune by the pain. lost of love.

oh wells.
its happening again.
only this time, i can only stand and watch.
and do nothing.


help me would you?
i tried my best.
and im not expecting you to do anything.
im just wishing.

im probably wasting my time, thinking.
i'd rather not face reality.


im sorry.
eh wait.
i should'nt be.
you're sorry,
right?

i feel so drained of energy. so immune by the pain. lost of love.

oh wells.
its happening again.
only this time, i can only stand and watch.
and do nothing.


help me would you?
i tried my best.
and im not expecting you to do anything.
im just wishing.

im probably wasting my time, thinking.
i'd rather not face reality.


im sorry.
eh wait.
i should'nt be.
you're sorry,
right?

OVERRRRR. RAWRRRR.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR. RAWRRRRRRR. ahaha! no more mugging! ANTI-MUGGING ((:

so anyway, today was science and math. okay. uh. i breezed through science, like !zomg right. hahaha. for once in my life i breezed through science and found it easyyyyyyy((: math is gone case. lets not talk about. shhhh..

and then wanted to go ps niki treat us to balls! but then we thought sj (btw who is grounded for the rest of her life D:) had the OMEN. HAHHAA. so we went there to watch. and in the end? no omen -- OKAY so we bought ruffles from 7-11 and went back to her house.

and watched 28 weeks dunno what.

and it was scary. there were zombies and everything. so much blood and gore! Thank God for pillows! haha and half of the time me and sylvia kept sliding down her every-so-slippery sofa --


and now im home! ((:
post later again!
isabel

OVERRRRR. RAWRRRR.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR. RAWRRRRRRR. ahaha! no more mugging! ANTI-MUGGING ((:

so anyway, today was science and math. okay. uh. i breezed through science, like !zomg right. hahaha. for once in my life i breezed through science and found it easyyyyyyy((: math is gone case. lets not talk about. shhhh..

and then wanted to go ps niki treat us to balls! but then we thought sj (btw who is grounded for the rest of her life D:) had the OMEN. HAHHAA. so we went there to watch. and in the end? no omen -- OKAY so we bought ruffles from 7-11 and went back to her house.

and watched 28 weeks dunno what.

and it was scary. there were zombies and everything. so much blood and gore! Thank God for pillows! haha and half of the time me and sylvia kept sliding down her every-so-slippery sofa --


and now im home! ((:
post later again!
isabel

forgiveness

todays' cell talked about friendships and forgiveness. like omg. i needed that tharapy session. and i had my pepsi light and phone to back me up. so yeah. anyway there was this story.

here we go! :D

there was this boy, who could'nt control his anger. his dad told him that everytime he blew up, he had to push a nail through the fence. so one day he could control! and his dad said, everytime he could control his anger, he had to pluck out his nails.
so obviously one day no more nails. then the dad said, even if the nails are taken out, there are still holes. in a way, it means that what you said that hurt someone, would always stay in their hearts no matter how much you say sorry.


so im sorry ___. i really am. but i still have a grudge. and everytime its me who has to say sorry first. i really don't like that. but still.. im sorry for all that i said to you(:

and to ANOTHER PERSON, you called me a sluty bitch. so go to hell. then again im sorry for hurting your feelings and everything. but still, go to hell. i hate you.


(: HISTORY IS FINALLY OVER~ :DDD haha it was quite managable. cos' i studied! ((: anyway next up is math and science on monday. im dead. a DEAD DUCK. ahh. okay anyway today stayed in school like.. until 6+? :D and i played, and played, and played(:

haha i really appreciate you. but im just not prepared to love you yet.
isabel.

forgiveness

todays' cell talked about friendships and forgiveness. like omg. i needed that tharapy session. and i had my pepsi light and phone to back me up. so yeah. anyway there was this story.

here we go! :D

there was this boy, who could'nt control his anger. his dad told him that everytime he blew up, he had to push a nail through the fence. so one day he could control! and his dad said, everytime he could control his anger, he had to pluck out his nails.
so obviously one day no more nails. then the dad said, even if the nails are taken out, there are still holes. in a way, it means that what you said that hurt someone, would always stay in their hearts no matter how much you say sorry.


so im sorry ___. i really am. but i still have a grudge. and everytime its me who has to say sorry first. i really don't like that. but still.. im sorry for all that i said to you(:

and to ANOTHER PERSON, you called me a sluty bitch. so go to hell. then again im sorry for hurting your feelings and everything. but still, go to hell. i hate you.


(: HISTORY IS FINALLY OVER~ :DDD haha it was quite managable. cos' i studied! ((: anyway next up is math and science on monday. im dead. a DEAD DUCK. ahh. okay anyway today stayed in school like.. until 6+? :D and i played, and played, and played(:

haha i really appreciate you. but im just not prepared to love you yet.
isabel.

say goodbye

I HATE THIS SONG.

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know?
What's on,The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

say goodbye - chris brown.

and how i wish he'd NEVER have created this song. i hate it. I HATE THIS SONG. I REALLY DO. it irks me. D: no i really really don't like that song. take a look at the lyrics. i hate it.

gotta go mug again D: only here by the request of dear bindhu with her.. uh. ever lasting stupid profound irritating complex dictionary in her head.
oh help me. im suffering from jelousy.

then again, take it i didnt say that.
isabel.

say goodbye

I HATE THIS SONG.

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know?
What's on,The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

say goodbye - chris brown.

and how i wish he'd NEVER have created this song. i hate it. I HATE THIS SONG. I REALLY DO. it irks me. D: no i really really don't like that song. take a look at the lyrics. i hate it.

gotta go mug again D: only here by the request of dear bindhu with her.. uh. ever lasting stupid profound irritating complex dictionary in her head.
oh help me. im suffering from jelousy.

then again, take it i didnt say that.
isabel.

hiatus~

I AM GG ON A HIATUS.

let me tell you why.

this friday - History common test
next monday - Maths and Science test
TOMORROW - english summary and situational writting

ahh D: so i'll be gone, busy mugging for like.. 6days! THAT'S ALMOST A WEEK. ahh D: so cruel. but i try to post if i go ppl's house and use their com :D


What is a CIVILISATION?
it is the advance culture OF people WHO live together AND have the same CULTURE.
E-L-A-B-O-R-A-T-E :D
haha sylvia im your slave driver for history :D


byeeeeeee.
isabel((:

hiatus~

I AM GG ON A HIATUS.

let me tell you why.

this friday - History common test
next monday - Maths and Science test
TOMORROW - english summary and situational writting

ahh D: so i'll be gone, busy mugging for like.. 6days! THAT'S ALMOST A WEEK. ahh D: so cruel. but i try to post if i go ppl's house and use their com :D


What is a CIVILISATION?
it is the advance culture OF people WHO live together AND have the same CULTURE.
E-L-A-B-O-R-A-T-E :D
haha sylvia im your slave driver for history :D


byeeeeeee.
isabel((:

whatever

omg im so glad its finally over. there's no more burden in my heart anymore I CAN LIVE LIFE PEACEFULLY WITHOUT SOME STUUUUUUUUPID FRIENDSHIP THINGY.
PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE HATE ME.



okay. anyway, today was the INTERVIEW. ahhhhhhh. haha it was alright la. and i just have to get this out of my system. DONT THINK BECAUSE I TALKED TO YOU, MEANS I DON'T HATE YOU ANYMORE. i was MOCKING you.

you're such an idiot. don't come over to talk to me. im still hating you. and im sorry it had to turn out this way. but please, you're HEARTLESS.

anyway after school was fun(: shan't elaborate but it was the nicest thing of the day :D
and went home with pris and stephanie :DD and i MUGGED. FOR 2STRAIGHT HOURS. yes. im so tired now. ahhhhhhhh. DD:


let me light the sky, light it up for you.
let me tell you why, i will die for you.
isabel :D

whatever

omg im so glad its finally over. there's no more burden in my heart anymore I CAN LIVE LIFE PEACEFULLY WITHOUT SOME STUUUUUUUUPID FRIENDSHIP THINGY.
PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE HATE ME.



okay. anyway, today was the INTERVIEW. ahhhhhhh. haha it was alright la. and i just have to get this out of my system. DONT THINK BECAUSE I TALKED TO YOU, MEANS I DON'T HATE YOU ANYMORE. i was MOCKING you.

you're such an idiot. don't come over to talk to me. im still hating you. and im sorry it had to turn out this way. but please, you're HEARTLESS.

anyway after school was fun(: shan't elaborate but it was the nicest thing of the day :D
and went home with pris and stephanie :DD and i MUGGED. FOR 2STRAIGHT HOURS. yes. im so tired now. ahhhhhhhh. DD:


let me light the sky, light it up for you.
let me tell you why, i will die for you.
isabel :D

joy's pt

ah! sorry i could'nt post yesterday. i came back at like.. 11? after sending celine and shan of. but oh nevermind i shall tell you about the pt!

okay. so i sent celine there and uh, rachel, DOR, xinyi, suxia, wye synn, fanya and victoria was there liao :D and then shan came! okay so we ate doughnuts and rachel took my phone so obviously i chased her right. then it was FRIGGING FUNNY. haha i didnt run and she was like running, jumping, hopping and everything and i just found shortcuts to grab her :D

okay then we went to the playgrd and there was a spider web thingy :D shan so pro! climb so highhhhh :DD okay then we put our feet on the rope and took a pic. it was damn cool can! i try post it next time :D

okay then we went back and IT GETS REALLY FUN NOW. I PUSHED JOY INTO THE POOL. And my MAIN AIM was CELINE. I MANAGED TO PUSH CELINE IN TOO! AND THEN SHE PUSHED ME IN T.T and next was RACHEL. hahahahahaa. she damn idiot la! keep ducking and getting away. but in the end after she wash of her gel, I PUSHED RACHEL IN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay and then there were these float sticks. so we were like forming 2 grps! celine, rachel and suxia, then me, joy, shan and DOR! okay then we were like hitting lah! hahaha. and then shan the superwoman keep hitting celine again and again and again and again like 20-30 times in a row. zomg! haha.

okay so after that we went to bathe except for rachel! dirtydirty! xD and im not mean! neither am i a death eater of you-know-who DD: and then we ate realy nice spagetthi and hotdogs and chickenwings and stingray :D then we watched EVANS ALMIGHTY.

okay and rachel borrowed my hp and scrolled through. HELLO i was right behind her. so i took hers and scroll through too! HAHAHAHA. so scandalous xDD and then she keep wrapping my head with a blanket and i ALSO DID OKAY. IM NOT P-H-A-T-E-T-I-C :D and then we were like kicking and gossipping :DD and then each time one of the hps vibrated on the table, me and rachel will go rush to see if our dad is calling. end up is celine T.T

and then i sent celine and shan back :D

it was damn fun. THANKS JOY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you like our presents! LOVE YOU! haha! and RACHEL IM NOT MEAN DD: and thanks to another person who cheered me up in the midst of the pt :D really appreciated!

and then i was smsing at night. and I KNOW MORE SONGS THAN YOU SYLVIA CHIA. :D and ac, Thank God that you cracked the code -- naturally. LASTLY, RACHEL IM STILL NOT MEAN!! haha!

okay woke up for church today and im here typing now :D before piano class. --


first you say you will,
then you say you won't.
You keep me hanging on,
but we're not moving on.


i LOVE you :D
isabel

joy's pt

ah! sorry i could'nt post yesterday. i came back at like.. 11? after sending celine and shan of. but oh nevermind i shall tell you about the pt!

okay. so i sent celine there and uh, rachel, DOR, xinyi, suxia, wye synn, fanya and victoria was there liao :D and then shan came! okay so we ate doughnuts and rachel took my phone so obviously i chased her right. then it was FRIGGING FUNNY. haha i didnt run and she was like running, jumping, hopping and everything and i just found shortcuts to grab her :D

okay then we went to the playgrd and there was a spider web thingy :D shan so pro! climb so highhhhh :DD okay then we put our feet on the rope and took a pic. it was damn cool can! i try post it next time :D

okay then we went back and IT GETS REALLY FUN NOW. I PUSHED JOY INTO THE POOL. And my MAIN AIM was CELINE. I MANAGED TO PUSH CELINE IN TOO! AND THEN SHE PUSHED ME IN T.T and next was RACHEL. hahahahahaa. she damn idiot la! keep ducking and getting away. but in the end after she wash of her gel, I PUSHED RACHEL IN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay and then there were these float sticks. so we were like forming 2 grps! celine, rachel and suxia, then me, joy, shan and DOR! okay then we were like hitting lah! hahaha. and then shan the superwoman keep hitting celine again and again and again and again like 20-30 times in a row. zomg! haha.

okay so after that we went to bathe except for rachel! dirtydirty! xD and im not mean! neither am i a death eater of you-know-who DD: and then we ate realy nice spagetthi and hotdogs and chickenwings and stingray :D then we watched EVANS ALMIGHTY.

okay and rachel borrowed my hp and scrolled through. HELLO i was right behind her. so i took hers and scroll through too! HAHAHAHA. so scandalous xDD and then she keep wrapping my head with a blanket and i ALSO DID OKAY. IM NOT P-H-A-T-E-T-I-C :D and then we were like kicking and gossipping :DD and then each time one of the hps vibrated on the table, me and rachel will go rush to see if our dad is calling. end up is celine T.T

and then i sent celine and shan back :D

it was damn fun. THANKS JOY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you like our presents! LOVE YOU! haha! and RACHEL IM NOT MEAN DD: and thanks to another person who cheered me up in the midst of the pt :D really appreciated!

and then i was smsing at night. and I KNOW MORE SONGS THAN YOU SYLVIA CHIA. :D and ac, Thank God that you cracked the code -- naturally. LASTLY, RACHEL IM STILL NOT MEAN!! haha!

okay woke up for church today and im here typing now :D before piano class. --


first you say you will,
then you say you won't.
You keep me hanging on,
but we're not moving on.


i LOVE you :D
isabel

i experienced love again

Death is rolling in every verse.


today was, okay i guess? actually it was more than okay. it was FUN! haha cab-ed to ps and met dor. then we took balls for lunch :D and then went up to meet sylvia, xin yi, suxia and andrea at arcade and i daytona-ed! reminds me of the ol' times(:

okay and then we were left with like.. an hour? so we went to walk walk blahblah carefore-ed, music-ed and yeah.. just jalan jalan lor((: and then we went to buy popcorn and everything for the movie. THE MOVIE WAS DAMN FUNNY CAN. i was like laughing laughing la!

but it was so cold D: and sylvia kept kicking me. ahhhhhhh but the movie was NICE. and i shared food with DOR :D

so after the movie they went home i think. and i met celine cos she wanted to buy her.. CRUMPLER. took a mrt to somerset and walked to find paragon :D and then she bought her.. DAMN EX CRUMPLER. and it was limited edition.

just that it was green. and i HATE green can. and then we bought joy's present for her pt tomorrow :DD hahahahhahaaa i was laughing the whole time the 2 girls were trying to con us into buying some thing that i cannot say :DDD and then sent her home and went home too :D

so here i am.
burnt, blacked, and HICUPPING D:

ah Lord stop the hiccups DD:

and i felt.. love again. i learnt to love again too!
isabel is happy. and feels love.

i experienced love again

Death is rolling in every verse.


today was, okay i guess? actually it was more than okay. it was FUN! haha cab-ed to ps and met dor. then we took balls for lunch :D and then went up to meet sylvia, xin yi, suxia and andrea at arcade and i daytona-ed! reminds me of the ol' times(:

okay and then we were left with like.. an hour? so we went to walk walk blahblah carefore-ed, music-ed and yeah.. just jalan jalan lor((: and then we went to buy popcorn and everything for the movie. THE MOVIE WAS DAMN FUNNY CAN. i was like laughing laughing la!

but it was so cold D: and sylvia kept kicking me. ahhhhhhh but the movie was NICE. and i shared food with DOR :D

so after the movie they went home i think. and i met celine cos she wanted to buy her.. CRUMPLER. took a mrt to somerset and walked to find paragon :D and then she bought her.. DAMN EX CRUMPLER. and it was limited edition.

just that it was green. and i HATE green can. and then we bought joy's present for her pt tomorrow :DD hahahahhahaaa i was laughing the whole time the 2 girls were trying to con us into buying some thing that i cannot say :DDD and then sent her home and went home too :D

so here i am.
burnt, blacked, and HICUPPING D:

ah Lord stop the hiccups DD:

and i felt.. love again. i learnt to love again too!
isabel is happy. and feels love.

i hate that i can't hate you at all

10 things i hate about you:

10. i hate the fact that you keep entering my train of thought
9. i hate the fact that you have the ability to affect my heartbeat
8. i hate the fact that your smile has the ability to turn my whole day around
7. i hate the fact that because of you, i have to grapple with the fear of losing what little hope i have
6. i hate the fact that you make me lose whatever control i have over my feelings
5. i hate the fact that you are disrupting my daily life
4. i hate the fact that knowing you is very emotionally-draining
3. i hate the fact that i just can't seem to stop
2. i hate the fact that you just don't seem to care, and you don't take initiatives
1. but most of all, i hate the fact that no matter how hard i try, i just can't seem to hate you at all.

yes i cant hate you(:
you seem to make me smile when im angry(:

isabel

i hate that i can't hate you at all

10 things i hate about you:

10. i hate the fact that you keep entering my train of thought
9. i hate the fact that you have the ability to affect my heartbeat
8. i hate the fact that your smile has the ability to turn my whole day around
7. i hate the fact that because of you, i have to grapple with the fear of losing what little hope i have
6. i hate the fact that you make me lose whatever control i have over my feelings
5. i hate the fact that you are disrupting my daily life
4. i hate the fact that knowing you is very emotionally-draining
3. i hate the fact that i just can't seem to stop
2. i hate the fact that you just don't seem to care, and you don't take initiatives
1. but most of all, i hate the fact that no matter how hard i try, i just can't seem to hate you at all.

yes i cant hate you(:
you seem to make me smile when im angry(:

isabel

NATIONAL DAY

First you say you won't, then you say you will. You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.





today was okay i guess. ndp was a bore. B-O-R-E. but the songs that were sang in unision was nice i think :D and ac and rachel were so undoubtly.. cute? in that sense that they were uh. "fighting" yes.

anw was rather irritated after school but ohnvm. went to eat jx's recommendation, "my downstairs coffee shop the chicked rice". she said it was nice so we ate it and it was oh-kay la xD okay then she saw her sisters and her dog, toaster! yay!

okay and me, sylvia, sj and mich went to walk in maplewood park. it was breezy and nice and i was'nt carrying too many things so.. yeah it was relaxing i guess. and then we went to drink bubble tea! yay auntie! :DD

okay and i found many many new ways to get home :D and I LEARN MY LESSON ABOUT 62 ALREADY LOR. -.o unlike SOMEONE who has'nt learnt RELFECTIONS.

ohyes today was nice. and boring. but nice :D
isabel

NATIONAL DAY

First you say you won't, then you say you will. You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.





today was okay i guess. ndp was a bore. B-O-R-E. but the songs that were sang in unision was nice i think :D and ac and rachel were so undoubtly.. cute? in that sense that they were uh. "fighting" yes.

anw was rather irritated after school but ohnvm. went to eat jx's recommendation, "my downstairs coffee shop the chicked rice". she said it was nice so we ate it and it was oh-kay la xD okay then she saw her sisters and her dog, toaster! yay!

okay and me, sylvia, sj and mich went to walk in maplewood park. it was breezy and nice and i was'nt carrying too many things so.. yeah it was relaxing i guess. and then we went to drink bubble tea! yay auntie! :DD

okay and i found many many new ways to get home :D and I LEARN MY LESSON ABOUT 62 ALREADY LOR. -.o unlike SOMEONE who has'nt learnt RELFECTIONS.

ohyes today was nice. and boring. but nice :D
isabel

isabel is injured.

isabel is injured. too many times today. and i just got detol-ed and it stings. and stinks. whichever lah. today was okay. i don't really know how to describe it, but yeah. it was good(: and so many people were D: today.

okay lets see. chinese was okay, art was nice(: cos mr liao didnt come or something so another teacher took us in she was nice :DDD okay then we had to paint the garden from a bird's eye view. so hard D: but still fun :D

okay uh. then PE was just a waste of time. those who failed had to 2.4ed. sj failed and she 2.4ed today. and guess what? she failed again. and me and sylvia were like down there cheering her but she goooondooo la dunno how to run.
and something just struck me. i think my blood is turning cold at the thought of it.


ISABEL NEEDS MORE FAITH IN EVERYTHING. like God, friends, and myself D: i just can't think of losing them again. not when i have them now. ohno.

okay break was okay, music was good and finally, after school. where i got punched, hit (in wrong places), slapped, smacked, played and SCRATCHED by sylvia chia. and it hurt and bleed. AND THEY HAD TO PUT DETOL. I HATE DETOL. its so stinging. then sylvia and jx went for table tennis and sarajane had to be alone cos my mom wanted me to go back with her D:



ah. for the love of Christ, PLEASE GIVE ME FAITH AND STRENGTH.
isabel.

isabel is injured.

isabel is injured. too many times today. and i just got detol-ed and it stings. and stinks. whichever lah. today was okay. i don't really know how to describe it, but yeah. it was good(: and so many people were D: today.

okay lets see. chinese was okay, art was nice(: cos mr liao didnt come or something so another teacher took us in she was nice :DDD okay then we had to paint the garden from a bird's eye view. so hard D: but still fun :D

okay uh. then PE was just a waste of time. those who failed had to 2.4ed. sj failed and she 2.4ed today. and guess what? she failed again. and me and sylvia were like down there cheering her but she goooondooo la dunno how to run.
and something just struck me. i think my blood is turning cold at the thought of it.


ISABEL NEEDS MORE FAITH IN EVERYTHING. like God, friends, and myself D: i just can't think of losing them again. not when i have them now. ohno.

okay break was okay, music was good and finally, after school. where i got punched, hit (in wrong places), slapped, smacked, played and SCRATCHED by sylvia chia. and it hurt and bleed. AND THEY HAD TO PUT DETOL. I HATE DETOL. its so stinging. then sylvia and jx went for table tennis and sarajane had to be alone cos my mom wanted me to go back with her D:



ah. for the love of Christ, PLEASE GIVE ME FAITH AND STRENGTH.
isabel.

eck.

im posting for the second time today. blogger has'nt forgave me. its always on my mind, bugging me to post for the last hour.

i wanted to go to livejournal. but i think i'll stick with blogger :D and for stupid people, i have xanga that i don't go to and it really sucks. im just figuring out how to delete it can. SO WILL SOMEONE HELP ME. thankyou(:

and anway, im repeating for the second time. I HATE HER. she's like a VIXEN. D: and its that simple. have you listened to Madonna's "Hey you"? yes its really nice. and for SOME shitheads ah, I DO listen to Madonna. -.o on the radio, that is.

will someone send me the phantom of the opera. im dying here.

GET READY FOR MY 3RD POST TODAY. LATER.



in sleep he sang to me, in dreams he came.

eck.

im posting for the second time today. blogger has'nt forgave me. its always on my mind, bugging me to post for the last hour.

i wanted to go to livejournal. but i think i'll stick with blogger :D and for stupid people, i have xanga that i don't go to and it really sucks. im just figuring out how to delete it can. SO WILL SOMEONE HELP ME. thankyou(:

and anway, im repeating for the second time. I HATE HER. she's like a VIXEN. D: and its that simple. have you listened to Madonna's "Hey you"? yes its really nice. and for SOME shitheads ah, I DO listen to Madonna. -.o on the radio, that is.

will someone send me the phantom of the opera. im dying here.

GET READY FOR MY 3RD POST TODAY. LATER.



in sleep he sang to me, in dreams he came.

BACK TO BLOGGINGGGGGG~

HELLO BLOGGER, ONCE MORE. i DID NOT, repeat, DID NOT, abandon you :D

i just went on a vacation to visit your long lost step sister, myspace

:D so there. okay anyway im baaaaackkkkk :D we a whole lot of CRAP. and btw, school is so screwed because of her, i can barely breathe. yes its so sickening can you imagine. and today was a saaaad day D: ah. i shall LIVE ON! urgh tomorrow got chinese.

so sickening.

and i think this song is really nice(: go SEE the lyrics. then download it. its by ALL TIME FAV NEY-YO :D and stupid rihanna. eeyer ella ella eh eh eh. sound like hokien can -.o


HATE THAT I LOVE YOU
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won’t let me

You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
Well I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me
That’s how much I love you
How much I need you

That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so
I can’t stand how much I need you


i really do, aobglwhssegkjaiwhfo
isabel.

BACK TO BLOGGINGGGGGG~

HELLO BLOGGER, ONCE MORE. i DID NOT, repeat, DID NOT, abandon you :D

i just went on a vacation to visit your long lost step sister, myspace

:D so there. okay anyway im baaaaackkkkk :D we a whole lot of CRAP. and btw, school is so screwed because of her, i can barely breathe. yes its so sickening can you imagine. and today was a saaaad day D: ah. i shall LIVE ON! urgh tomorrow got chinese.

so sickening.

and i think this song is really nice(: go SEE the lyrics. then download it. its by ALL TIME FAV NEY-YO :D and stupid rihanna. eeyer ella ella eh eh eh. sound like hokien can -.o


HATE THAT I LOVE YOU
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won’t let me

You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
Well I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me
That’s how much I love you
How much I need you

That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so
I can’t stand how much I need you


i really do, aobglwhssegkjaiwhfo
isabel.

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BINGO. you hit me right in my chest; through my heart.


and its never easy to love you. cos' you'll never know i do.

BINGO. you hit me right in my chest; through my heart.


and its never easy to love you. cos' you'll never know i do.

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i found the appetite to blog again :D


today was so tiring and hectic. almost died can. school was OKAY as uaual. and then after school was torture. had CIP. yes everyone's blogging about it can. so me and pris took this girl. and she was so reluctant to read and everything. and she said PL people look downnnn on xinghua.

ah that isnt very true can D: and besides she refused to co-operate. and she pissed me off again. ever so much. the bold-ed "she" is another girl can. and then walked back to school again. was damn tired la.

and then play ball with sylvia blahblah got hit and everything AND LEARNT NEW WORDS AND "STUFF" FROM BINDHU. right sylvia? we are so smart we can beat PRISCILLA NOW :D and then went to bubble tea shop with jx n sylvia and ate my very, very, very, (to infinity and beyonddddd :D) lunch and then went home at like 7.30.



and to sum it all up,
im accidentally in love(:

ahBEL.

i found the appetite to blog again :D


today was so tiring and hectic. almost died can. school was OKAY as uaual. and then after school was torture. had CIP. yes everyone's blogging about it can. so me and pris took this girl. and she was so reluctant to read and everything. and she said PL people look downnnn on xinghua.

ah that isnt very true can D: and besides she refused to co-operate. and she pissed me off again. ever so much. the bold-ed "she" is another girl can. and then walked back to school again. was damn tired la.

and then play ball with sylvia blahblah got hit and everything AND LEARNT NEW WORDS AND "STUFF" FROM BINDHU. right sylvia? we are so smart we can beat PRISCILLA NOW :D and then went to bubble tea shop with jx n sylvia and ate my very, very, very, (to infinity and beyonddddd :D) lunch and then went home at like 7.30.



and to sum it all up,
im accidentally in love(:

ahBEL.