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one year has gone, passed, ended ;

somehow i think so many things have changed,

and so many things have just stayed constant.

whatever, i mean,

if you really like whatever you long for,

why'd you still hanging around here?

i for one, know about what you've been doing secretly.

hide, don't hide, i can figure out that intention of yours,

and i'm truly, truly sad.

and shut up, stop saying its because of me.

why didn't you just go with whatever you were gonna do,

and stop trying to be happy and make me happy, while doing secret things.

i'm sorry.

i thought i was happy.

i thought we were happy.

i guess, not?

happy birthday, to me.

its sad,

rather sad.

one year has gone, passed, ended ;

somehow i think so many things have changed,

and so many things have just stayed constant.

whatever, i mean,

if you really like whatever you long for,

why'd you still hanging around here?

i for one, know about what you've been doing secretly.

hide, don't hide, i can figure out that intention of yours,

and i'm truly, truly sad.

and shut up, stop saying its because of me.

why didn't you just go with whatever you were gonna do,

and stop trying to be happy and make me happy, while doing secret things.

i'm sorry.

i thought i was happy.

i thought we were happy.

i guess, not?

happy birthday, to me.

its sad,

rather sad.

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As I'm staring through this fire,
it's too late to make you mine,
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted
and as both our worlds fall down,
we get lost and we get found
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted.

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.






hi.
bye.

attend my funeral,
depends on how many days it is usually after a death.
should be.. 4th oct?

cuz im dying on the first.
you can leave your presents in
my big pink coffin.




yeah im fat,
ugly,
obnoxious.


and you're not.
you're meant to be.
wohoo.



stuck up.

Post

It's hard to say our love had it's place
But the time is over,
It ran its course
I can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me
When I'm relying on you


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces of you
Is what'll get me through
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
I'm sorry that today is that day
I'm sorry but it's better this way


We fell in love, now we fall apart
All alone you always amazed me
But I, I Can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me when I'm relying on you


I want you to know
If it was meant to be
Where we left off
Is fine with me
I'll miss everything
Cherish the memories
That one time
You were mine


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces is what'll get me through
When the time get tough...
I'll miss, I'll miss
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything





hey bitch,
you're one lucky slut.
cuz i give up.

It's hard to say our love had it's place
But the time is over,
It ran its course
I can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me
When I'm relying on you


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces of you
Is what'll get me through
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
I'm sorry that today is that day
I'm sorry but it's better this way


We fell in love, now we fall apart
All alone you always amazed me
But I, I Can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me when I'm relying on you


I want you to know
If it was meant to be
Where we left off
Is fine with me
I'll miss everything
Cherish the memories
That one time
You were mine


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces is what'll get me through
When the time get tough...
I'll miss, I'll miss
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything





hey bitch,
you're one lucky slut.
cuz i give up.

As I'm staring through this fire,
it's too late to make you mine,
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted
and as both our worlds fall down,
we get lost and we get found
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted.

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.






hi.
bye.

attend my funeral,
depends on how many days it is usually after a death.
should be.. 4th oct?

cuz im dying on the first.
you can leave your presents in
my big pink coffin.




yeah im fat,
ugly,
obnoxious.


and you're not.
you're meant to be.
wohoo.



stuck up.

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Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


figurative speech, take note.




if you haven't figured,
i'm hiatus-ing, again.

haha and well,
i'm not lucky.
the song's retarded,
and it just keep going on,
and on,
and on

in my head for the whole of today.

hey,
i'm sorry i'm just
stupid, fat, obnoxious, ugly, loudmouth.


so just get away from me,
if i disgust you that much.

and yes, don't chose me.


just leave me, if you think i'm not good enough for you.

which i'm obviously not.




i'm sorry i'm not
pretty,
attractive,
graceful,
soft-spoken,


and i'm sorry you think i'm damn ugly.

so if i'm really not worth anything,
to you,


just leave me.



i won't cope well,
i won't be fine without you.

but since i disgust you so much,

since you think i'm too fat, too ugly, too whatever,

just leave me ;





cuz i know you want to.




oh and i'm sorry that all i've done meant nothing,

i'm sorry i gave you my heart,
and i gave you my love,

when all i got was being judged.



just leave me,



i really, really, really know you want to.

i'm just me,

i'm just bel.

deal with it,

if not,

then kill me before you go.

i won't survive if you go anyway.

just kill me now.



hurt ; shaken ; agonising pain

never thought,

i would disgust you so much,

till you made tht decision.

haha i disgust you right.

nice to know

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


figurative speech, take note.




if you haven't figured,
i'm hiatus-ing, again.

haha and well,
i'm not lucky.
the song's retarded,
and it just keep going on,
and on,
and on

in my head for the whole of today.

hey,
i'm sorry i'm just
stupid, fat, obnoxious, ugly, loudmouth.


so just get away from me,
if i disgust you that much.

and yes, don't chose me.


just leave me, if you think i'm not good enough for you.

which i'm obviously not.




i'm sorry i'm not
pretty,
attractive,
graceful,
soft-spoken,


and i'm sorry you think i'm damn ugly.

so if i'm really not worth anything,
to you,


just leave me.



i won't cope well,
i won't be fine without you.

but since i disgust you so much,

since you think i'm too fat, too ugly, too whatever,

just leave me ;





cuz i know you want to.




oh and i'm sorry that all i've done meant nothing,

i'm sorry i gave you my heart,
and i gave you my love,

when all i got was being judged.



just leave me,



i really, really, really know you want to.

i'm just me,

i'm just bel.

deal with it,

if not,

then kill me before you go.

i won't survive if you go anyway.

just kill me now.



hurt ; shaken ; agonising pain

never thought,

i would disgust you so much,

till you made tht decision.

haha i disgust you right.

nice to know

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All the questions in my head
Are from my heart instead
Be real to me now
That's all I'm asking

Be real to me now






Priscilla Tan
1. Because you were bubbly and you'd make a good friend. i could tell from FIRST GLANCE, HAH! :D
2. Nichole Nordeman - Brave
3. You like the Jonas Brothers
4. Sec 1 camp? when you "paid" me to "move my hands" or like move my hands like wiping windows like that.
5. Kangeroo (idk how to spell :D) and uh starfruit HAHAHA.
6. How do you never stop talking? :D





haha.
okay.
violin kills me.

it irrates me.





study study study.
is that all?

All the questions in my head
Are from my heart instead
Be real to me now
That's all I'm asking

Be real to me now






Priscilla Tan
1. Because you were bubbly and you'd make a good friend. i could tell from FIRST GLANCE, HAH! :D
2. Nichole Nordeman - Brave
3. You like the Jonas Brothers
4. Sec 1 camp? when you "paid" me to "move my hands" or like move my hands like wiping windows like that.
5. Kangeroo (idk how to spell :D) and uh starfruit HAHAHA.
6. How do you never stop talking? :D





haha.
okay.
violin kills me.

it irrates me.





study study study.
is that all?

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You and I will ride tonight
'Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now

From the dark into the light
We can leave it all behind
We can stand together, we don't have to look back now





just keep swimming swimming swimming,
just keep swimming.






you're just another one.
another one of them,
that kind.

you were just testing me,
finding a reaction,
trying to spot any glimpse of euphoric expression.

well, excuse me,
to hell with cheering you up,
to hell with advising you.

screw me for trusting you,
screw it,
DAMN.







oys.




just get out of my sight.
you irk me.





So we'll let go of everything we've ever known

You and I will ride tonight
'Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now

From the dark into the light
We can leave it all behind
We can stand together, we don't have to look back now





just keep swimming swimming swimming,
just keep swimming.






you're just another one.
another one of them,
that kind.

you were just testing me,
finding a reaction,
trying to spot any glimpse of euphoric expression.

well, excuse me,
to hell with cheering you up,
to hell with advising you.

screw me for trusting you,
screw it,
DAMN.







oys.




just get out of my sight.
you irk me.





So we'll let go of everything we've ever known

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oys, today, oys TODAY!

i have a date today!

i have a date today with my mama!

hahahahahaha.

(gramdmother)

's really cool cuz she's treating me to a movie.

and we're going to amk hub.

for like my 100th time.

okay oh did i mention?

my mama got me into a NC16 movie.

HAHAHAHAHA yes she was nagging and bargaining with the stupid ticket seller

at cathay.

and she really rocks my socks okay

i love her to bits and pieces!

hahahahahahahaha.

sigh.

Do you remember the time we used to spend

Doing what we used to do back then

But the only thing that’s different now

You won’t admit your love, that’s if you’ll love me again

Everytime I close my eyes

The visions reappear

And when I wake up your not there

Could you fall in love with me again

Cause all I see is you

Everytime I close my eyes

When you look at me I wish you were mine once again

Cause now I love you more than I did then

And I’m hopin’ that we can mend it all back

That when we’re together the spark is there

And the flame comes back

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

i need to go out soon,

study date with love tmr!

cya

hugs and kisses

oys, today, oys TODAY!

i have a date today!

i have a date today with my mama!

hahahahahaha.

(gramdmother)

's really cool cuz she's treating me to a movie.

and we're going to amk hub.

for like my 100th time.

okay oh did i mention?

my mama got me into a NC16 movie.

HAHAHAHAHA yes she was nagging and bargaining with the stupid ticket seller

at cathay.

and she really rocks my socks okay

i love her to bits and pieces!

hahahahahahahaha.

sigh.

Do you remember the time we used to spend

Doing what we used to do back then

But the only thing that’s different now

You won’t admit your love, that’s if you’ll love me again

Everytime I close my eyes

The visions reappear

And when I wake up your not there

Could you fall in love with me again

Cause all I see is you

Everytime I close my eyes

When you look at me I wish you were mine once again

Cause now I love you more than I did then

And I’m hopin’ that we can mend it all back

That when we’re together the spark is there

And the flame comes back

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

i need to go out soon,

study date with love tmr!

cya

hugs and kisses

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...................................THIS IS MY COUNTRY



.......................................... THIS IS MY FLAG

. .....................................THIS IS MY FUTURE

. .......................................THIS IS MY LIFE

....................................... THIS IS MY 'FAMILY'

. .............................THESE ARE MY FRIENDS (:

. ....................................WE ARE SINGAPORE

......................................... SINGAPOREANS

BELATED NATIONAL DAY POST.

:D

haha back to mugging

hugs and kisses to all

...................................THIS IS MY COUNTRY



.......................................... THIS IS MY FLAG

. .....................................THIS IS MY FUTURE

. .......................................THIS IS MY LIFE

....................................... THIS IS MY 'FAMILY'

. .............................THESE ARE MY FRIENDS (:

. ....................................WE ARE SINGAPORE

......................................... SINGAPOREANS

BELATED NATIONAL DAY POST.

:D

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hugs and kisses to all

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Emotions are merely symptoms. They've no relevance in themselves.

Antagonism is a part of us, we fight for something we love and whatever fights against this, we deject and oppose against with hate. Not always of course. One 'fights' to make everything appear consistent with one's sense of 'order'.

But as we exercise our human rationality more deeply, we become capable of a benevolent and thoughtful kind of love, in which we go beyond our own needs and wants and love what is good for others and not just ourselves. We do so through the virtues of justice and friendship. This kind of love was called "amor benevolentiae."

amor benevolentiae,

xoxo

with this,

i shall depart from my ever inconsistent blogging,

and turn my unruly focus,

to books and starbucks and what not,

in an extent to raise my grades,

so long.

oh and if you didn't understand the first 2-3 paragraphs of this post,

you're either jia xuan or sylvia

or you're not an intellectual like me,

who uses profound analytical thinking,

deeply involved in abstract erudite ideas and theories.

oh yeah and the previous 2 lines were from wiki.

hah.

hugs and kisses

Emotions are merely symptoms. They've no relevance in themselves.

Antagonism is a part of us, we fight for something we love and whatever fights against this, we deject and oppose against with hate. Not always of course. One 'fights' to make everything appear consistent with one's sense of 'order'.

But as we exercise our human rationality more deeply, we become capable of a benevolent and thoughtful kind of love, in which we go beyond our own needs and wants and love what is good for others and not just ourselves. We do so through the virtues of justice and friendship. This kind of love was called "amor benevolentiae."

amor benevolentiae,

xoxo

with this,

i shall depart from my ever inconsistent blogging,

and turn my unruly focus,

to books and starbucks and what not,

in an extent to raise my grades,

so long.

oh and if you didn't understand the first 2-3 paragraphs of this post,

you're either jia xuan or sylvia

or you're not an intellectual like me,

who uses profound analytical thinking,

deeply involved in abstract erudite ideas and theories.

oh yeah and the previous 2 lines were from wiki.

hah.

hugs and kisses