Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

• I don't know what's the point of learning things after CTs
• I have no mood to study logs and lns and Emath
• I will never understand OHH.
• I am going to repeatedly fail chem for the whole year.
• I don't really like SYF.
• I am kinda sad.
• Don't really feel hurt, well cuz i ate too much passion fruit ice scream.
• I feel full.
• And fat.
• I like American Idol and the Adam guy.
• Antm is like my most fav. trashy show now.
• I have this weird thing for lame jokes lately.
• I like the Bob the Builder lame joke.
• Today i found out something really hurtful and mean and i felt pathetic.
• Facebook is kinda overrated i guess.
• I need more ice scream
• I just realised i spelt ice cream wrongly and am too lazy to change it.
• Retail Therepy is no.1 on my to-do-list
• Because i don't have one.
• But it's in my brain now because i so craving to buy something, anything.
• I recieved my passport photo (again) today and i looked horrible.
• The screaming tatana girl in AI is v.irritating.
• I hope she does not get in.
• Today was a rough day. As rough as the endoplasmic reticulum.
• Jx got A1 for her math which resulted in many strange things happening today.
• I feel like a loser can.
• I feel like a loser. period.
• Gosh i just commited myself to a lifetime of loserness.
• I hope Bing and Shar and Niks and Kelly and the rest in torture camp are having a great time.
• I forgot to bring trackpants for Bing today but it was okay :)
• I think Mrs Sharon Pang is the best teacher ever.
• I am going to fail
• Chemistry (confirm)
• Eleclit AND ElecSS,
• EMATH (confirm)
• Chinese (please la)
• Bio ( i have a feeling i failed)
• I think next week is going to be worse than this week.
• I am v.scared for next week.
• I think i'm going to fail.
• I know i'm going to fail.
• Goshhhhhhh i don't wanna go to school next week.
• I wanna watch He's just not into you

Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

• I don't know what's the point of learning things after CTs
• I have no mood to study logs and lns and Emath
• I will never understand OHH.
• I am going to repeatedly fail chem for the whole year.
• I don't really like SYF.
• I am kinda sad.
• Don't really feel hurt, well cuz i ate too much passion fruit ice scream.
• I feel full.
• And fat.
• I like American Idol and the Adam guy.
• Antm is like my most fav. trashy show now.
• I have this weird thing for lame jokes lately.
• I like the Bob the Builder lame joke.
• Today i found out something really hurtful and mean and i felt pathetic.
• Facebook is kinda overrated i guess.
• I need more ice scream
• I just realised i spelt ice cream wrongly and am too lazy to change it.
• Retail Therepy is no.1 on my to-do-list
• Because i don't have one.
• But it's in my brain now because i so craving to buy something, anything.
• I recieved my passport photo (again) today and i looked horrible.
• The screaming tatana girl in AI is v.irritating.
• I hope she does not get in.
• Today was a rough day. As rough as the endoplasmic reticulum.
• Jx got A1 for her math which resulted in many strange things happening today.
• I feel like a loser can.
• I feel like a loser. period.
• Gosh i just commited myself to a lifetime of loserness.
• I hope Bing and Shar and Niks and Kelly and the rest in torture camp are having a great time.
• I forgot to bring trackpants for Bing today but it was okay :)
• I think Mrs Sharon Pang is the best teacher ever.
• I am going to fail
• Chemistry (confirm)
• Eleclit AND ElecSS,
• EMATH (confirm)
• Chinese (please la)
• Bio ( i have a feeling i failed)
• I think next week is going to be worse than this week.
• I am v.scared for next week.
• I think i'm going to fail.
• I know i'm going to fail.
• Goshhhhhhh i don't wanna go to school next week.
• I wanna watch He's just not into you

Pain

I need time. I need time to digest what i've learnt. The answer was so simple, yet i crossed out it's possibility. AND I WONDER WHY.

I'd be immune to the pain by Sunday, it'll become dull and aching. Not so raw and not so painful at every second that i think about it. No, i have to survive this. Bel, you pathetic fool.

Pain

I need time. I need time to digest what i've learnt. The answer was so simple, yet i crossed out it's possibility. AND I WONDER WHY.

I'd be immune to the pain by Sunday, it'll become dull and aching. Not so raw and not so painful at every second that i think about it. No, i have to survive this. Bel, you pathetic fool.

TCCOBB

It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue

So please,
Let me be free from you





I cannot face the truth. haha okay shut up bel. Anw, to sum today up, it was meaningless and i think i didn't really do anything fruitful in school other than getting myself hated by () :( I didn't mean it! :( :( :( I really have to start shutting up! shut up bel shut up bel shut up bel. Gosh sylvia would really love this post man.

k, i caught _ today and i thought i was rather... I thought it was rather sad. And really really depressing and really, it was damn pessimistic la. Haha posh, i love i love :) Nice company, nice time!


+ the rain makes me wish for something so badly.

TCCOBB

It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue

So please,
Let me be free from you





I cannot face the truth. haha okay shut up bel. Anw, to sum today up, it was meaningless and i think i didn't really do anything fruitful in school other than getting myself hated by () :( I didn't mean it! :( :( :( I really have to start shutting up! shut up bel shut up bel shut up bel. Gosh sylvia would really love this post man.

k, i caught _ today and i thought i was rather... I thought it was rather sad. And really really depressing and really, it was damn pessimistic la. Haha posh, i love i love :) Nice company, nice time!


+ the rain makes me wish for something so badly.

I miss, i miss

Okay actually i felt damn euphoric and high and wtv cuz CTs were over but now i'm feeling this (to me it's absurb) sense of nostalgia and sadness haha. I watched the stupid video of alison sing and dancing to lemon tree which FB comments totally flooded my inbox but... I really kinda do miss 2.1. I miss everything, we went from 1.1 to 2.1, faced the first year of school together, studied for our streaming year together.

And now i feel dread. Tomorrow there's school and i can't believe i actually FBed for like a whole hour omg. Okay i'm gonna go throw myself at naruto and immerse my entire being into bleach.

Oh and what was i thinking?! JIAXUAN, IS IT TOO LATE TO ASK FOR THE REFUND OF THE SNOOKER SET BACK? oops!

I miss, i miss

Okay actually i felt damn euphoric and high and wtv cuz CTs were over but now i'm feeling this (to me it's absurb) sense of nostalgia and sadness haha. I watched the stupid video of alison sing and dancing to lemon tree which FB comments totally flooded my inbox but... I really kinda do miss 2.1. I miss everything, we went from 1.1 to 2.1, faced the first year of school together, studied for our streaming year together.

And now i feel dread. Tomorrow there's school and i can't believe i actually FBed for like a whole hour omg. Okay i'm gonna go throw myself at naruto and immerse my entire being into bleach.

Oh and what was i thinking?! JIAXUAN, IS IT TOO LATE TO ASK FOR THE REFUND OF THE SNOOKER SET BACK? oops!

Arwen, Fairies, Elves,

Arwen, pretty pretty, arwen. I'd give anything just to go into Warhammer Kingdom and take the place of arwen. Why, i'd even go to Rohan and fight battles and laugh with the Lady of the forest. Life here in the middle earth is too tough. So tough that i have to take temporary precautions like deluding myself into lotr world without Worries, Troubles, Problems, Emotions and whatnot. I can't help feeling as if i'm curling up in a corner in an imaginary sphere, untouchable. I feel sucked into the alternate reality of what i create, and it feels so good to be there. But there's always the sad parts, there's always tear-jerking moments, there's always, the end. I don't like endings. Makes my head spin. Once or twice there may be something beautiful in endings, but most endings are like shit.

and Because in the end, i wake up.

Arwen, Fairies, Elves,

Arwen, pretty pretty, arwen. I'd give anything just to go into Warhammer Kingdom and take the place of arwen. Why, i'd even go to Rohan and fight battles and laugh with the Lady of the forest. Life here in the middle earth is too tough. So tough that i have to take temporary precautions like deluding myself into lotr world without Worries, Troubles, Problems, Emotions and whatnot. I can't help feeling as if i'm curling up in a corner in an imaginary sphere, untouchable. I feel sucked into the alternate reality of what i create, and it feels so good to be there. But there's always the sad parts, there's always tear-jerking moments, there's always, the end. I don't like endings. Makes my head spin. Once or twice there may be something beautiful in endings, but most endings are like shit.

and Because in the end, i wake up.

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Peter & John said
"Usually when things has gone this far, people tend to disappear."



i am so tired

Peter & John said
"Usually when things has gone this far, people tend to disappear."



i am so tired

We walk the plank on a sinking ship

A penny for your thoughts,
and a dollar for your insights



I, completely screwed E math up. Screw it, screwed it, still screwing it up in my mind. Omg k the questions were Ridiculous with a capital R please and i'm for sure gonna fail. I'm just aiming for 2digits above. Tmr is chem and physics, even more ridiculous. Who puts 2 sciences in one day wth. Nvm, God will be with me and that's all that counts.

I am off to gather more insights and knowledge about the different types of carbonates and sulphates and idiodates and chlordates and whatnot, +the ridiculous testing for stupid gases. Like we are gonna need tht kinda info in our careers like that. Okay i'm gonna submerge myself into testing for O2, CO2 H2 A2 B2 wtv. I am. So. excited...

We walk the plank on a sinking ship

A penny for your thoughts,
and a dollar for your insights



I, completely screwed E math up. Screw it, screwed it, still screwing it up in my mind. Omg k the questions were Ridiculous with a capital R please and i'm for sure gonna fail. I'm just aiming for 2digits above. Tmr is chem and physics, even more ridiculous. Who puts 2 sciences in one day wth. Nvm, God will be with me and that's all that counts.

I am off to gather more insights and knowledge about the different types of carbonates and sulphates and idiodates and chlordates and whatnot, +the ridiculous testing for stupid gases. Like we are gonna need tht kinda info in our careers like that. Okay i'm gonna submerge myself into testing for O2, CO2 H2 A2 B2 wtv. I am. So. excited...

Life is a maze,

I hate CTs, i exceptionally hate you.

Life is a maze,

I hate CTs, i exceptionally hate you.

peeekchur(s)

SJSM never fails to give me a sense of belonging and all, afterall it is my church so whatever. But i guess curousity got the better of me and made me venture out into other Holy parts of Sg, really Holy. But in the end, after all the drama and all the heart-thumping reactions and all, i still prefer to go back to my own church, + there's Mich and all my other loves like Gladys and Nicole and the whole cell so anw, no more trying new things out for the time being, i am contented :)

On a darker note, there's music CT tmr and i think i left my notes in school. And tmr there's school. That thought itself alr fills me up with dread and despair. Gosh there's school tmr. Man, I am. so. psyched..

peeekchur(s)

SJSM never fails to give me a sense of belonging and all, afterall it is my church so whatever. But i guess curousity got the better of me and made me venture out into other Holy parts of Sg, really Holy. But in the end, after all the drama and all the heart-thumping reactions and all, i still prefer to go back to my own church, + there's Mich and all my other loves like Gladys and Nicole and the whole cell so anw, no more trying new things out for the time being, i am contented :)

On a darker note, there's music CT tmr and i think i left my notes in school. And tmr there's school. That thought itself alr fills me up with dread and despair. Gosh there's school tmr. Man, I am. so. psyched..

Vday

K Vday was like any other nice outing days, just that the whole part of town was jammed pack with couples and more couples and probably lesbians and gays AND the cinema was even more horrible okay there were couples kissing everywhere and the show, (i wasn't distracted by the real life kissing unlike () ) was damn funny and nice and worth the ten bucks.

The other side of the line, yeah that was the name of the show. Haha so i enjoyed it (i thought i wouldn't cuz there was a () acting in it but gosh it was really damn damn damn nice k!


Oh and bout my dp there <, i couldn't crop the pic that showed only me without showing half of sylvia's head so not to be mean and just show half her silly little head, i decided to put the whole form of the ape there, till i change it again :D

Vday

K Vday was like any other nice outing days, just that the whole part of town was jammed pack with couples and more couples and probably lesbians and gays AND the cinema was even more horrible okay there were couples kissing everywhere and the show, (i wasn't distracted by the real life kissing unlike () ) was damn funny and nice and worth the ten bucks.

The other side of the line, yeah that was the name of the show. Haha so i enjoyed it (i thought i wouldn't cuz there was a () acting in it but gosh it was really damn damn damn nice k!


Oh and bout my dp there <, i couldn't crop the pic that showed only me without showing half of sylvia's head so not to be mean and just show half her silly little head, i decided to put the whole form of the ape there, till i change it again :D

Fday the 13th

HAHAHAHAHA (!!) Today's Fday the 13th but idk why PL celebrated Vday the 14th. Anw, together they make VFday the 27th :D K i'm being lame. Anw, ALISON, SUMAY, ALTHEA AND MANY MANY OTHERS ARE THE BESTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF THE BEST :D i loved their presents, big time. Haha hugs and kisses!

And i'm not the kind of person tht actually gives Vday presents and anw it wasn't really Vday today afterall. But i did give someone a present.

I gave xuan a sock cuz she spilled chicken soup all over her shoezxz. And sockszxz. HAHAHAHAHA and it was so disgusting k idk why she even wanted to wear mine la (eeew) K anw, 3A1 has been so fun and all other than 3A() which i was supposed to go to but anw YAY :D

Fday the 13th

HAHAHAHAHA (!!) Today's Fday the 13th but idk why PL celebrated Vday the 14th. Anw, together they make VFday the 27th :D K i'm being lame. Anw, ALISON, SUMAY, ALTHEA AND MANY MANY OTHERS ARE THE BESTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF THE BEST :D i loved their presents, big time. Haha hugs and kisses!

And i'm not the kind of person tht actually gives Vday presents and anw it wasn't really Vday today afterall. But i did give someone a present.

I gave xuan a sock cuz she spilled chicken soup all over her shoezxz. And sockszxz. HAHAHAHAHA and it was so disgusting k idk why she even wanted to wear mine la (eeew) K anw, 3A1 has been so fun and all other than 3A() which i was supposed to go to but anw YAY :D

America's suitehearts

LETS HEAR IT FOR AMERICA'S SUITEHEARTS, I MUST CONFESS, I'M IN LOVE WITH MY OWN SINS(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I love this song k! Haha. School has been tiring so far. And cca has been stressful till no end. Regardless, i have tests coming up and i have to focus. And not think about anything else. Anything/anyone else. Haha no diff. V day is coming(!!) Yay haha bride wars bride wars bride wars shopping!

Okay i only have one last thing to annouce,
i have deduced tht () is an ape!

America's suitehearts

LETS HEAR IT FOR AMERICA'S SUITEHEARTS, I MUST CONFESS, I'M IN LOVE WITH MY OWN SINS(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I love this song k! Haha. School has been tiring so far. And cca has been stressful till no end. Regardless, i have tests coming up and i have to focus. And not think about anything else. Anything/anyone else. Haha no diff. V day is coming(!!) Yay haha bride wars bride wars bride wars shopping!

Okay i only have one last thing to annouce,
i have deduced tht () is an ape!

Piss Off

EDIT

You see right, after unsuccessfully trying to finish my Amath hw, i got really grumpy and i was tired, physically and emotionally. So i decided to take a break and go online. And guess what, i think you're more pissing off than ever before and i don't see why i should actually give a damn about you so screw you and don't try to correct my actions anymore because simply put, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HELL TO WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME.


/EDIT

Piss Off

EDIT

You see right, after unsuccessfully trying to finish my Amath hw, i got really grumpy and i was tired, physically and emotionally. So i decided to take a break and go online. And guess what, i think you're more pissing off than ever before and i don't see why i should actually give a damn about you so screw you and don't try to correct my actions anymore because simply put, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HELL TO WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME.


/EDIT

Paper Pink Hearts

Hello paperpinkhearts! Hahaha change change change change change (!!) Anw, i found out that i was like previously crazed over some moodswing lunatic. Tsk bel tsk, your taste is getting bad to worse, seriously.

Paper Pink Hearts

Hello paperpinkhearts! Hahaha change change change change change (!!) Anw, i found out that i was like previously crazed over some moodswing lunatic. Tsk bel tsk, your taste is getting bad to worse, seriously.

I'll wait, i'll wait

I don't like this, don't like you, don't like this at all. But i'll wait, till it takes forever till i die, i'll wait. Whatever whichever snap and i've gotta come back down to earth.

I'll wait, i'll wait

I don't like this, don't like you, don't like this at all. But i'll wait, till it takes forever till i die, i'll wait. Whatever whichever snap and i've gotta come back down to earth.

Unsaid things

I've still go so many unsaid things, i wanna say,
And i just can't wait another day,
i wish she knew,
i still wait up wondering if she will remember,
but there's no way for me to know



I bought new cardssssss and they're circle! As in instead of the normal boring retangular paper cut cards, i have round never ending edges circle playing cards :D Haha anw. I don't know when is common test but it feels like it's taking a v.long time to come. I wish it'd just come and get itself done and over with.

On a lighter note, instead of travelling one hour/ sixty minutes/ three thousand six hundred minutes to Dover, i get to travel to Gardens instead and the cause is all the same :) But wth i have totally nothing to wear and i think i'm just gonna sew my own clothes together so i'm all covered up. Whatever whichever, wth let's see if i enjoy my morning tmr, i hope so HAHA.

okay bel shut up.

Anw go listen to Usaid things by MCFLY :D haha it's stuckkkkkk in my headddddd. K i'm gonna start freaking out in 10 minutes after i completely fail to scan my cupboard for anything decent enough to wear but oh well.

Unsaid things

I've still go so many unsaid things, i wanna say,
And i just can't wait another day,
i wish she knew,
i still wait up wondering if she will remember,
but there's no way for me to know



I bought new cardssssss and they're circle! As in instead of the normal boring retangular paper cut cards, i have round never ending edges circle playing cards :D Haha anw. I don't know when is common test but it feels like it's taking a v.long time to come. I wish it'd just come and get itself done and over with.

On a lighter note, instead of travelling one hour/ sixty minutes/ three thousand six hundred minutes to Dover, i get to travel to Gardens instead and the cause is all the same :) But wth i have totally nothing to wear and i think i'm just gonna sew my own clothes together so i'm all covered up. Whatever whichever, wth let's see if i enjoy my morning tmr, i hope so HAHA.

okay bel shut up.

Anw go listen to Usaid things by MCFLY :D haha it's stuckkkkkk in my headddddd. K i'm gonna start freaking out in 10 minutes after i completely fail to scan my cupboard for anything decent enough to wear but oh well.

Predictable

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this
I could give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should of
And now I'm making a change
I'm living today
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
everyone i meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..[echo].....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
for the rest of my life
Everyone I love(so predictable)
Everyone I care about
They all wanna know what's wrong with me
i know what it is(so predictable)
what it is, and I'm ending this right now

Predictable

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this
I could give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should of
And now I'm making a change
I'm living today
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
everyone i meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..[echo].....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
for the rest of my life
Everyone I love(so predictable)
Everyone I care about
They all wanna know what's wrong with me
i know what it is(so predictable)
what it is, and I'm ending this right now

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I like impromptu

I like impromptu