Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
I see your dirty face
High behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
Because when I arive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
Live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
I see your dirty face
High behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
Because when I arive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
Monday, March 30, 2009
I'm all choked up that you're okay
What am I suppose to do when
the best part of me was always you,
What am I suppose to say when
i'm all choked up that you're okay
Today was horrible as usual. Mondays usually suck. I've got the Monday blues :( I guess tmr will suck even more then. 4 double-periods without break, are you Fing kidding me? And there's like morning run and Pe in the MORNING. Who runs in the morning. 20x200, 4000. 4km. I am so, looking forward to tomorrow.........
I'm all choked up that you're okay
What am I suppose to do when
the best part of me was always you,
What am I suppose to say when
i'm all choked up that you're okay
Today was horrible as usual. Mondays usually suck. I've got the Monday blues :( I guess tmr will suck even more then. 4 double-periods without break, are you Fing kidding me? And there's like morning run and Pe in the MORNING. Who runs in the morning. 20x200, 4000. 4km. I am so, looking forward to tomorrow.........
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Forever and always
It rains when you're here,
It rains when you're gone
Don't like alr right. You don't like me alr right. It's here alr. The end, the end to this whole episode/phase/period/timeslot of melodrama and never-ending convo(s). I don't know how i feel. Yes i am feeling the pinch of withdrawal symptoms and the loss of that charming alacrity of spirit but i feel free(er) and like, hahahaha. Sigh.
I think it's like kissing in some fake rain. Fake yet true, it does get rather confusing after awhile don't you think. I'm just glad it's ending :) I'm glad it's ending. I'm glad it's ending. I'm like trying to convince myself :( Oh shit...
Forever and always
It rains when you're here,
It rains when you're gone
Don't like alr right. You don't like me alr right. It's here alr. The end, the end to this whole episode/phase/period/timeslot of melodrama and never-ending convo(s). I don't know how i feel. Yes i am feeling the pinch of withdrawal symptoms and the loss of that charming alacrity of spirit but i feel free(er) and like, hahahaha. Sigh.
I think it's like kissing in some fake rain. Fake yet true, it does get rather confusing after awhile don't you think. I'm just glad it's ending :) I'm glad it's ending. I'm glad it's ending. I'm like trying to convince myself :( Oh shit...
Raining
it's raining like nobody's business now.
Fuck you aunty amina
Raining
it's raining like nobody's business now.
Fuck you aunty amina
Saturday, March 28, 2009
This couldn't be more unexpected
I'd post Sports day pics when i'm free which is like, never, whatever. Life is weighing me down with truckloads of to-do stuff. I've never practiced so much Handbells in my whole entire life. And i've never went for so many pracs consecutively without fail. I'm so proud of myself LOL.
But seriously, the pracs are killing me, hw is taking away ALL my free time and i've got so many things on my mind. I really hope SYF would friggin' be over and i have to stop Fing so much.
Keep me hanging on, so contagiously
This couldn't be more unexpected
I'd post Sports day pics when i'm free which is like, never, whatever. Life is weighing me down with truckloads of to-do stuff. I've never practiced so much Handbells in my whole entire life. And i've never went for so many pracs consecutively without fail. I'm so proud of myself LOL.
But seriously, the pracs are killing me, hw is taking away ALL my free time and i've got so many things on my mind. I really hope SYF would friggin' be over and i have to stop Fing so much.
Keep me hanging on, so contagiously
Friday, March 27, 2009
This couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
You're the only one,
i would take a shot on.
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
This couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
You're the only one,
i would take a shot on.
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
626
626
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Heartbreak
And i knew nothing of how to stop it.
Just a phase, i tell myself, just a phase.
Hurts you know, really does.
Heartbreak
And i knew nothing of how to stop it.
Just a phase, i tell myself, just a phase.
Hurts you know, really does.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
F
Ask Sarah! I think she's damn used to hearing me F all the way.
My throat was on fire today
and i had to P so many times :( :( :(
F
Ask Sarah! I think she's damn used to hearing me F all the way.
My throat was on fire today
and i had to P so many times :( :( :(
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Tmr
KK, 3 boxes of that stupid addictive chocolate biscuit, laughter, shopping, fun
<3 you sarah
cya tmr,
tmr tmr,
tmr tmr tmr,
tmr, tmr, tmr, tmr
heeeeheeeeee
Tmr
KK, 3 boxes of that stupid addictive chocolate biscuit, laughter, shopping, fun
<3 you sarah
cya tmr,
tmr tmr,
tmr tmr tmr,
tmr, tmr, tmr, tmr
heeeeheeeeee
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
You don't
Relaxing and enjoyable,
Mass upload of peekchur(s) tmr, seriously.
Gonna sleeeeeep,
sleep to forget,
till you forget to sleep.
Shut up, bel
You don't
Relaxing and enjoyable,
Mass upload of peekchur(s) tmr, seriously.
Gonna sleeeeeep,
sleep to forget,
till you forget to sleep.
Shut up, bel
Friday, March 13, 2009
Don't let it throw you off to far
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Don't let it throw you off to far
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
1,2,3,4 You make it easy
1,2,3,4 You make it easy
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
600th
- Today was so screwed.
- I can vaguely remember things that happened today.
- I was really tired and stressed out, so yeah.
- I need to go kk tmr. And buy flowers.
- Remember, remember, remember
- I don't like chinese. Period.
- I wonder when this is going to end because it's making me drop hair.
I'm so tired. I don't even wanna carry on with my daily routine. It's becoming so mundane and silly that i'm so sick of living. Sequential, there's nothing nice nor suprising except coming home to play. Then again, even though the ball is in my court and i enjoy playing, i don't know the rules and i'm sorry but i don't wanna play anymore.
600th
- Today was so screwed.
- I can vaguely remember things that happened today.
- I was really tired and stressed out, so yeah.
- I need to go kk tmr. And buy flowers.
- Remember, remember, remember
- I don't like chinese. Period.
- I wonder when this is going to end because it's making me drop hair.
I'm so tired. I don't even wanna carry on with my daily routine. It's becoming so mundane and silly that i'm so sick of living. Sequential, there's nothing nice nor suprising except coming home to play. Then again, even though the ball is in my court and i enjoy playing, i don't know the rules and i'm sorry but i don't wanna play anymore.
It's a joke, nobody knows
we both cried
I've got to let it go,
and just enjoy the show
Before it all ends,
before we run out of time
It's a joke, nobody knows
we both cried
I've got to let it go,
and just enjoy the show
Before it all ends,
before we run out of time
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
MICHELLE
MICHELLE
Monday, March 09, 2009
Trust
Trust
Sunday, March 08, 2009
My heart is going to pop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough
My heart is going to pop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough
Sundays
Okay and on a muchmuchmuch darker note, what am i thinking(?!) To like or not to like, that is the question. Blah maybe ignorance IS bliss but i can't help but to feel inclined to do something.
Sundays
Okay and on a muchmuchmuch darker note, what am i thinking(?!) To like or not to like, that is the question. Blah maybe ignorance IS bliss but i can't help but to feel inclined to do something.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Don't let me go
I stopped speaking so my words can't be misused.
They won't come back to haunt me.
Today saw, tiredness, exhaustion and a routine of what chinese does to your mental welfare and such. Today, also saw sadness, tears, and facades that i sometimes percieved to be fake. But we'll never know whether it's truly genuine, due to dg.
Oh and i like hedley and this song :
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
Don't let me go
I stopped speaking so my words can't be misused.
They won't come back to haunt me.
Today saw, tiredness, exhaustion and a routine of what chinese does to your mental welfare and such. Today, also saw sadness, tears, and facades that i sometimes percieved to be fake. But we'll never know whether it's truly genuine, due to dg.
Oh and i like hedley and this song :
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
Rain, rain, go away
Life has been treating me rather well, i guess. Or rather, God has been treating me rather well. My whole week has just been filled with thoughts of () and obviously i can't really concentrate on anything else. At least school now feels like an escape. From akward silences and expected reactions and lots and lots of thinking. I needed an escape and the week proved school to be a good one.
My results pretty much suck as usual. First F9s, E8s, D7s, you name it, i have it. It's v.irritating when they blame it on transition and all. But maybe then again, that is the cause. Idk and I don't care. I don't like change and that's that.
Did i mention it's been raining for the past whole week. Rain is.. good. Rain makes me feel nostalgic, lonely, rather sad actually. The thunder and lightning seemed to be pouring their sorrows together with me as i sat near the window with my usual cup of hot chocolate. The rain made me think, made me consider different things, made me remember what it was like to be naive and totally rid of hatred and unkindness. Whatever. Things have changed and people change along with it.
I'm so disgusted with myself. For hiding and underlying whatever that was true, i spinned a web of lies and contradicting truths to totally change my way of thinking. I'm sorry. I don't know if i () or not.
Wake up call, it's 415 in the afternoon now. It's a wet Saturday and it's still raining :(
Rain, rain, go away
Life has been treating me rather well, i guess. Or rather, God has been treating me rather well. My whole week has just been filled with thoughts of () and obviously i can't really concentrate on anything else. At least school now feels like an escape. From akward silences and expected reactions and lots and lots of thinking. I needed an escape and the week proved school to be a good one.
My results pretty much suck as usual. First F9s, E8s, D7s, you name it, i have it. It's v.irritating when they blame it on transition and all. But maybe then again, that is the cause. Idk and I don't care. I don't like change and that's that.
Did i mention it's been raining for the past whole week. Rain is.. good. Rain makes me feel nostalgic, lonely, rather sad actually. The thunder and lightning seemed to be pouring their sorrows together with me as i sat near the window with my usual cup of hot chocolate. The rain made me think, made me consider different things, made me remember what it was like to be naive and totally rid of hatred and unkindness. Whatever. Things have changed and people change along with it.
I'm so disgusted with myself. For hiding and underlying whatever that was true, i spinned a web of lies and contradicting truths to totally change my way of thinking. I'm sorry. I don't know if i () or not.
Wake up call, it's 415 in the afternoon now. It's a wet Saturday and it's still raining :(
Thursday, March 05, 2009
what
what
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Standing still
And then what?
Standing still
And then what?
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
I'm love sick somewhere, tonight
I'm love sick somewhere, tonight
Monday, March 02, 2009
And it isn't hard to believe, i think you cheated on me
I'm love sick somewhere tonight
I don't need writing on the wall
I felt it for so long
Am I even on your mind
Or are you now in
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I think you cheated on me
I've been this love sick before
I've felt just like this before
There was another just like you
I loved her for so long
But I had poison on my mind
And I drove her into
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I think she cheated on me
I've said I've had this stage before
But I left an open door
For this to walk into my life
And maybe I suspect too much
But this is hard for me to trust
When I'm all wound up inside
I just drive you often into
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I was never easy to please
I think you cheated on me
You cheated on me
I think you cheated on me
And it isn't hard to believe, i think you cheated on me
I'm love sick somewhere tonight
I don't need writing on the wall
I felt it for so long
Am I even on your mind
Or are you now in
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I think you cheated on me
I've been this love sick before
I've felt just like this before
There was another just like you
I loved her for so long
But I had poison on my mind
And I drove her into
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I think she cheated on me
I've said I've had this stage before
But I left an open door
For this to walk into my life
And maybe I suspect too much
But this is hard for me to trust
When I'm all wound up inside
I just drive you often into
Someone else's eyes
someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I was never easy to please
I think you cheated on me
You cheated on me
I think you cheated on me