>24

Things i look absolutely love in life :

• Dinners/lunching with Sarah, Winnie and Joyce
• Giggling like MAD/CRAZY school girls in pizza hut
• Phidophilling over "cute" but young workers HAHA
• Disturbing all my calls (!!)
• Humming way-too-loudly to hb songs and doing weird actions
• copying sarah's art of stoning!
• playing stupid games like "who-laughs-first-when-the-hot-waiter-comes-to-serve-us"
• Trying but failling to take a decent group shot
• Watching joyce get wayyyyyy high

<3

Tomorrow, i'm sure we can do it. If we don't get what we want, at least we still have each other :) That's just all that's important for me really. HAHA and we're all looking forward to AUGUST heehee!

>24

Things i look absolutely love in life :

• Dinners/lunching with Sarah, Winnie and Joyce
• Giggling like MAD/CRAZY school girls in pizza hut
• Phidophilling over "cute" but young workers HAHA
• Disturbing all my calls (!!)
• Humming way-too-loudly to hb songs and doing weird actions
• copying sarah's art of stoning!
• playing stupid games like "who-laughs-first-when-the-hot-waiter-comes-to-serve-us"
• Trying but failling to take a decent group shot
• Watching joyce get wayyyyyy high

<3

Tomorrow, i'm sure we can do it. If we don't get what we want, at least we still have each other :) That's just all that's important for me really. HAHA and we're all looking forward to AUGUST heehee!

Stay close to me

You feel alive,
Do you feel alive?

--


CT's are coming. SYF is coming. SOP is coming. I wonder what isn't coming actually.
(Forgive me if i'm incoherent in this post, i've got through weird things today)

So today, I realised i haven't blogged much about my days. Actually i don't blog at all about my days. I used to. Haha. Okay let's see. Actually the only thing i can remember about today is that i had handbells. I'm having handbells everyday.

yknow sometimes i feel like slaping myself, seriously. I feel so stupid now : and imbellic. I've made so many wrong choices, i don't want to go down that path again. It's called backsliding and no, i don't want to backslide any further then i already have.

It does feel good to know that God will ALWAYS help you. It feels fantastic. Like you have a Saviour. Though sometimes i let myself slip into the other side of the picture (without God), but i will always try to find a way to get myself out of that shit hole (it's instinct LOL) and then *poof* i am given back my sight to see God right infront/next to me.

I miss many people in life actually. I miss Benj (I KNOW YOU MISS ME, COME BACK PLEASE?), dayna (come back from america!), HAZEL, (come back from...... oh- where ever you are, seriously) Sometimes i miss the past, sometimes i miss how i was, how i used to be.

But given a choice, i would travel to the future instead of the past. I wonder why. If only i could skip this whole stage of my life. Growing up and all that shit. Studying and getting scolded, playing around and getting burnt, loving and getting no reciprocation, holding back and realising you shouldn't have held back in the v.first place cuz life's just like that, it's short and you do what you do to get the best crap out of what it can actually, actually give you.

Haha I declare i am morbid. Heehee(!)




You'll go off, you'll forget,
You'll grow out of hanging from the edges,
Breaking off the past.

You'll know when to move up
You'll know when to take all the right chances,
Never looking back

Stay close to me

You feel alive,
Do you feel alive?

--


CT's are coming. SYF is coming. SOP is coming. I wonder what isn't coming actually.
(Forgive me if i'm incoherent in this post, i've got through weird things today)

So today, I realised i haven't blogged much about my days. Actually i don't blog at all about my days. I used to. Haha. Okay let's see. Actually the only thing i can remember about today is that i had handbells. I'm having handbells everyday.

yknow sometimes i feel like slaping myself, seriously. I feel so stupid now : and imbellic. I've made so many wrong choices, i don't want to go down that path again. It's called backsliding and no, i don't want to backslide any further then i already have.

It does feel good to know that God will ALWAYS help you. It feels fantastic. Like you have a Saviour. Though sometimes i let myself slip into the other side of the picture (without God), but i will always try to find a way to get myself out of that shit hole (it's instinct LOL) and then *poof* i am given back my sight to see God right infront/next to me.

I miss many people in life actually. I miss Benj (I KNOW YOU MISS ME, COME BACK PLEASE?), dayna (come back from america!), HAZEL, (come back from...... oh- where ever you are, seriously) Sometimes i miss the past, sometimes i miss how i was, how i used to be.

But given a choice, i would travel to the future instead of the past. I wonder why. If only i could skip this whole stage of my life. Growing up and all that shit. Studying and getting scolded, playing around and getting burnt, loving and getting no reciprocation, holding back and realising you shouldn't have held back in the v.first place cuz life's just like that, it's short and you do what you do to get the best crap out of what it can actually, actually give you.

Haha I declare i am morbid. Heehee(!)




You'll go off, you'll forget,
You'll grow out of hanging from the edges,
Breaking off the past.

You'll know when to move up
You'll know when to take all the right chances,
Never looking back

But i want you

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

But i want you

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

You need to be here with me

i feel the wind rush across my face
like an invisible wave crashing over me
i started holding my breath the moment i left
wondering what the day was gonna bring for me

but there is no way that i could ever prepare
for the scope of it all for the chill in the air
the cold of the rain the warmth of the day
i'm never gonna be the same

the whole world is racing by
and no words can describe
how this feels inside
you need to be here
you need to be here with me
they come and go so fast
these moments never last
so you need to be here
you need to be here with me

it's something new and beyond every corner is a mystery
cause every road that i have taken can never be mistaken
for the one that is now under my feet
and i realize with open eye's
every second that we ... is once in a lifetime
once in a lifetime

the whole world is racing by
and no words can describe
how this feels inside
you need to be here
you need to be here with me
they come and go so fast
these moments never last
so you need to be here
you need to be here with me



--


Amazing, what repression does to you. My lit teacher should be a pyschologist, seriously.

You need to be here with me

i feel the wind rush across my face
like an invisible wave crashing over me
i started holding my breath the moment i left
wondering what the day was gonna bring for me

but there is no way that i could ever prepare
for the scope of it all for the chill in the air
the cold of the rain the warmth of the day
i'm never gonna be the same

the whole world is racing by
and no words can describe
how this feels inside
you need to be here
you need to be here with me
they come and go so fast
these moments never last
so you need to be here
you need to be here with me

it's something new and beyond every corner is a mystery
cause every road that i have taken can never be mistaken
for the one that is now under my feet
and i realize with open eye's
every second that we ... is once in a lifetime
once in a lifetime

the whole world is racing by
and no words can describe
how this feels inside
you need to be here
you need to be here with me
they come and go so fast
these moments never last
so you need to be here
you need to be here with me



--


Amazing, what repression does to you. My lit teacher should be a pyschologist, seriously.

Fickle,

This is going to be one of my ranting post. If you don't like it then skip it. It's that simple.

1. I don't like school.
2. I don't like SYF.
3. I don't like common tests.
4. I don't like feeling broke. (Okay this is just random)
5. I don't like lying.
6. I don't like lying to myself.
7. I don't like cheating.
8. I don't like cheating myself.
9. I am fat.
10. I don't like studying.
11. I don't like chemistry.
12. I don't like not liking chemistry.
13. I don't like the MOLE concept.
14. I don't really like physics too.
15. Physics is easier but still..
16. I don't like chinese.
17. I think CHINESE and CHEMISTRY suck BIG BALLS.
18. Maybe i hate things that start with C.
19. Like Cheating.
20. Like Cotton wool.
21. I hate Cotton wool.
22. Then again, i love cotton on.
23. Okay i don't like MOST things that start with C.
24. I will never ever marry a guy who's name starts with C.
25. :(
26. I don't like growing closer to people.
27. I don't like getting emotionally attached to people.
28. I doubt i'm a people person.
29. Okay i take that back.
30. I don't like liking a person and then not liking a person. (It's the same person)
31. In short, i don't like being fickle.
32. But i just am.
33. So deal with it.
34. I don't like today.
35. Neither did i like yesterday.
36. Nor the day before.
37. I feel morbid.
38. I don't like feeling morbid.
39. I am doing a v.stupid thing instead of doing other more productive stuff.
40. Actually i can't do productive stuff.
41. Reason being : I'm not in the correct emotional state to. (I don't want to hear your comments shut up)
42. So now i feel handicapped.
43. All because of my feelings and emotions.
44. I saw 11:11 today tgth with Girlfie.
45. I made a wish.
46. Wanna know my wish?

Okay i'm ending abruptly. I'm not gonna tell you my wish. Cuz it didn't come true. It won't come true. I hate making wishes that i know won't come true. So why do i even wish for that then. Sometimes, i truly disgust/amuse myself.

Fickle,

This is going to be one of my ranting post. If you don't like it then skip it. It's that simple.

1. I don't like school.
2. I don't like SYF.
3. I don't like common tests.
4. I don't like feeling broke. (Okay this is just random)
5. I don't like lying.
6. I don't like lying to myself.
7. I don't like cheating.
8. I don't like cheating myself.
9. I am fat.
10. I don't like studying.
11. I don't like chemistry.
12. I don't like not liking chemistry.
13. I don't like the MOLE concept.
14. I don't really like physics too.
15. Physics is easier but still..
16. I don't like chinese.
17. I think CHINESE and CHEMISTRY suck BIG BALLS.
18. Maybe i hate things that start with C.
19. Like Cheating.
20. Like Cotton wool.
21. I hate Cotton wool.
22. Then again, i love cotton on.
23. Okay i don't like MOST things that start with C.
24. I will never ever marry a guy who's name starts with C.
25. :(
26. I don't like growing closer to people.
27. I don't like getting emotionally attached to people.
28. I doubt i'm a people person.
29. Okay i take that back.
30. I don't like liking a person and then not liking a person. (It's the same person)
31. In short, i don't like being fickle.
32. But i just am.
33. So deal with it.
34. I don't like today.
35. Neither did i like yesterday.
36. Nor the day before.
37. I feel morbid.
38. I don't like feeling morbid.
39. I am doing a v.stupid thing instead of doing other more productive stuff.
40. Actually i can't do productive stuff.
41. Reason being : I'm not in the correct emotional state to. (I don't want to hear your comments shut up)
42. So now i feel handicapped.
43. All because of my feelings and emotions.
44. I saw 11:11 today tgth with Girlfie.
45. I made a wish.
46. Wanna know my wish?

Okay i'm ending abruptly. I'm not gonna tell you my wish. Cuz it didn't come true. It won't come true. I hate making wishes that i know won't come true. So why do i even wish for that then. Sometimes, i truly disgust/amuse myself.

I saw things that i shouldn't have

I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumoured nights, with the rendezvous,
I never thought the whispers were true till now



--

Sunday- busybusy (i'm always busy on Sundays)
Monday- hb
Tuesday- hb
Wednesday- hb
Thursday- hb + syf + sop
Friday- ()
Saturday- confined to home
Sunday- busybusy
Monday- Start of torture

until the Monday after.

Then camp.
F camp.



I know now, what i couldn't have,
i've gone too far to turn it back,
i've gone too far to turn it back

I saw things that i shouldn't have

I never heard the words that were spoken,
with the rumoured nights, with the rendezvous,
I never thought the whispers were true till now



--

Sunday- busybusy (i'm always busy on Sundays)
Monday- hb
Tuesday- hb
Wednesday- hb
Thursday- hb + syf + sop
Friday- ()
Saturday- confined to home
Sunday- busybusy
Monday- Start of torture

until the Monday after.

Then camp.
F camp.



I know now, what i couldn't have,
i've gone too far to turn it back,
i've gone too far to turn it back

We're almost here again

Right here, the best days of our lives.
Is this coincidence or a sign?
Is there anything I missed?
Is there anything I missed?

When we met I was on my back.
I swear we spent most afternoons
somewhere in the act.
We were part of something ours,
and ours alone.





We’re almost here again.
We’re almost here again.
We’re almost here again.
Right here, right now.

--

Life has been going unexpectedly well. I don't have as much to say as i did in the previous post. But i guess lyrics (as cliche as it is, i know) would probably give you a clue to how i'm feeling.

I've had this revelation that i'm probably v.blessed with an amazing family and great friends that i love v.much. God has given me the best things i could ever ask for and so much more. And although sometimes i do face stupid silly imbellic trials in my life but, i think from now onwards i have to remember that i've got people to turn to :)

Yay my first successful attempt at a happy post. Jiaxuan- it's not sad anymore! :)

We're almost here again

Right here, the best days of our lives.
Is this coincidence or a sign?
Is there anything I missed?
Is there anything I missed?

When we met I was on my back.
I swear we spent most afternoons
somewhere in the act.
We were part of something ours,
and ours alone.





We’re almost here again.
We’re almost here again.
We’re almost here again.
Right here, right now.

--

Life has been going unexpectedly well. I don't have as much to say as i did in the previous post. But i guess lyrics (as cliche as it is, i know) would probably give you a clue to how i'm feeling.

I've had this revelation that i'm probably v.blessed with an amazing family and great friends that i love v.much. God has given me the best things i could ever ask for and so much more. And although sometimes i do face stupid silly imbellic trials in my life but, i think from now onwards i have to remember that i've got people to turn to :)

Yay my first successful attempt at a happy post. Jiaxuan- it's not sad anymore! :)

The rendezvous

I have nothing to bring forward from the past. I can only hope and wish i'd make new friends, so that when now becomes the past, i'd have people to rely on, i'd finally have people to rely on.

Just because you like someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a band-aid to cover all wounds, never pretend to a love you do not actually feel, oh- how can i, how could i?

I'm exhausted. I've been easily worn out for the past weeks and i wonder why. Maybe life is weighing me down. Maybe trying to balance everything and making everything perfect for me is tiring. Maybe, i tried too hard to set myself free.

I wish the week would just pass. There's tests almost every single day and hb is not making things better, not at all.

I come home, drop my bag, sit on my chair and stare. Stare at the wall that used to be covered with my scribbles and pictures and post-it(s) to help me remember all my usernames and passwords. I wonder why i took everything down and repainted it again. I wonder why i had that sudden inspiration to clear everything that forgot me- so that i could forget them too?

Hate to break it to myself but i haven't forgotten a single thing. Life sucks so hard sometimes i just feel that i've got no more strength left in me to carry on.

Maybe this is why i love sleeping so much. Maybe sleeping is my catharsis. It's funny how i used to hate afternoon naps like hell and now, i constantly crave for more sleep. I probably will never understand myself then i think i do.

This is so cliche but hell, life sucks.

The rendezvous

I have nothing to bring forward from the past. I can only hope and wish i'd make new friends, so that when now becomes the past, i'd have people to rely on, i'd finally have people to rely on.

Just because you like someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a band-aid to cover all wounds, never pretend to a love you do not actually feel, oh- how can i, how could i?

I'm exhausted. I've been easily worn out for the past weeks and i wonder why. Maybe life is weighing me down. Maybe trying to balance everything and making everything perfect for me is tiring. Maybe, i tried too hard to set myself free.

I wish the week would just pass. There's tests almost every single day and hb is not making things better, not at all.

I come home, drop my bag, sit on my chair and stare. Stare at the wall that used to be covered with my scribbles and pictures and post-it(s) to help me remember all my usernames and passwords. I wonder why i took everything down and repainted it again. I wonder why i had that sudden inspiration to clear everything that forgot me- so that i could forget them too?

Hate to break it to myself but i haven't forgotten a single thing. Life sucks so hard sometimes i just feel that i've got no more strength left in me to carry on.

Maybe this is why i love sleeping so much. Maybe sleeping is my catharsis. It's funny how i used to hate afternoon naps like hell and now, i constantly crave for more sleep. I probably will never understand myself then i think i do.

This is so cliche but hell, life sucks.

Love lettering

You don't know this but I'm aching. I haven't been able to sleep normally and I toss and turn countless number of times, only to find that my heartache hasn't gone away. It probably will if you die and I move on. But you're still alive and I''m still stuck knowing.





I am v.much still alive, unfortunately. Was thinking tht i'd be dead by now, but.. K anyway, shortshort update, Easter photos sucked big time (GIRLFIE WE NEED DECENT PHOTOS GAH) haha and uh. Nothing much has happened actually :D

Fine, quite a bit has happened but i do believe it's just a phase, just a phrase that i v.importantly NEED to get past. I wonder how long this will last, can't hold on much longer actually.

If i'm not wrong, CTs are coming or something. I. am. so. screwed. Repeat, I. am. so. screwed. Like seriously, i haven't gotten my ass down to study. I need to throw my mattress out of the window so i won't keep sleeping. It's not even my fault that i've been lazing around like some handicapped la. It's all ()'s fault. SIGH.



Haha k i'll update soon k!

Love lettering

You don't know this but I'm aching. I haven't been able to sleep normally and I toss and turn countless number of times, only to find that my heartache hasn't gone away. It probably will if you die and I move on. But you're still alive and I''m still stuck knowing.





I am v.much still alive, unfortunately. Was thinking tht i'd be dead by now, but.. K anyway, shortshort update, Easter photos sucked big time (GIRLFIE WE NEED DECENT PHOTOS GAH) haha and uh. Nothing much has happened actually :D

Fine, quite a bit has happened but i do believe it's just a phase, just a phrase that i v.importantly NEED to get past. I wonder how long this will last, can't hold on much longer actually.

If i'm not wrong, CTs are coming or something. I. am. so. screwed. Repeat, I. am. so. screwed. Like seriously, i haven't gotten my ass down to study. I need to throw my mattress out of the window so i won't keep sleeping. It's not even my fault that i've been lazing around like some handicapped la. It's all ()'s fault. SIGH.



Haha k i'll update soon k!

The End

I don't really have much to say. I'm just tired of blogging, tired of thinking that blogging could actually be my catharsis. I'm actually sick of telling the whole wide world how i feel about this and that. I really wanted to delete xxlalasxx, doveslikelovers & paperpinkhearts but thinking about it, maybe i'd come back to them someday and read up on how i was like in the past haha. Till then, :)

The End

I don't really have much to say. I'm just tired of blogging, tired of thinking that blogging could actually be my catharsis. I'm actually sick of telling the whole wide world how i feel about this and that. I really wanted to delete xxlalasxx, doveslikelovers & paperpinkhearts but thinking about it, maybe i'd come back to them someday and read up on how i was like in the past haha. Till then, :)

But i know nothing about love

How much longer will it take to cure this,
Just to cure it cuz i can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
But i know nothing about love


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So, Easter haha! Easter was okay. And and and, oh gosh and. Just and. Haha. I felt so tired after piano, like the day's events were taking a toll on me. And i haven't started on hw yet. I need to be bothered with it. I cannot not be bothered. God, please buy a handphone.




Just know i'm here whenever you need me,
I'll wait for you

I'll keep your things right where you left them,
I'll be here for you




I'm love sick, somewhere tonight.

But i know nothing about love

How much longer will it take to cure this,
Just to cure it cuz i can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
But i know nothing about love


---------------------------------------------------------------------------

So, Easter haha! Easter was okay. And and and, oh gosh and. Just and. Haha. I felt so tired after piano, like the day's events were taking a toll on me. And i haven't started on hw yet. I need to be bothered with it. I cannot not be bothered. God, please buy a handphone.




Just know i'm here whenever you need me,
I'll wait for you

I'll keep your things right where you left them,
I'll be here for you




I'm love sick, somewhere tonight.

a big love affair

Hey,
you and i
are going to have
a big
love affair
and it won't work
but somewhere in
the middle
my God, we tried

------------------------------------------------------------------------------


When i look back at myself in whichever, whatever year, i feel like slapping myself so hard i'd just faint and die. How stupid, dumb, imbellic, senseless, idiotic, confused person i was. If only i'd see what i'm seeing now, believe what i'm believing now, gosh. Life would have been so much better capital B.

Oh well, that's the past and now's Now. I should just look forward to

• Tmr's shopping with girlfie! <3
• Flea
• Easter

I'm just afraid i'd get the monday blues v.soon. Time passes Fing quicking when you're happy and having fun. How ironic.

But anyway, God is always with me and i'll just trust Him.

a big love affair

Hey,
you and i
are going to have
a big
love affair
and it won't work
but somewhere in
the middle
my God, we tried

------------------------------------------------------------------------------


When i look back at myself in whichever, whatever year, i feel like slapping myself so hard i'd just faint and die. How stupid, dumb, imbellic, senseless, idiotic, confused person i was. If only i'd see what i'm seeing now, believe what i'm believing now, gosh. Life would have been so much better capital B.

Oh well, that's the past and now's Now. I should just look forward to

• Tmr's shopping with girlfie! <3
• Flea
• Easter

I'm just afraid i'd get the monday blues v.soon. Time passes Fing quicking when you're happy and having fun. How ironic.

But anyway, God is always with me and i'll just trust Him.

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love





This sucks. I feel as if i've lost like part of my life's memories and now their just coming back to me in drips and draps (zzz E math teacher much). I guess there are v.different phases of my life, some good, some bad, some heart wrenching, some as if i'm euphoric, some tear-jerking moments, some ridiculously humourous incidents.

Then there are the people i've met and lost contact with over the years. No, i wasn't planning to keep track of everyone whom i've met but people who've played a super impt. part in helping me grow up all seemed to have faded away. To where, idk.
It felt like a sudden cut of the string that attached both recipients. You say clean break, i say tragic loss for a child of that age, what- 9, 10, 11?

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love





This sucks. I feel as if i've lost like part of my life's memories and now their just coming back to me in drips and draps (zzz E math teacher much). I guess there are v.different phases of my life, some good, some bad, some heart wrenching, some as if i'm euphoric, some tear-jerking moments, some ridiculously humourous incidents.

Then there are the people i've met and lost contact with over the years. No, i wasn't planning to keep track of everyone whom i've met but people who've played a super impt. part in helping me grow up all seemed to have faded away. To where, idk.
It felt like a sudden cut of the string that attached both recipients. You say clean break, i say tragic loss for a child of that age, what- 9, 10, 11?

WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART

WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART (?!)



Today was a rather ordinary day. Nothing much happened, only the fact that i hate tuesday(s) (fact still remains) and stupid retarded, Capital R songs are stuck in my head and i'm oh so crazy in love with some fugly weird disgusting horrible and downright flirt from outer space. Z.

On a lighter note, there's only 2 more days left to the 3-day hol i'm oh so looking forward to, 3 days that i don't have to wake up and fearly 6 in the fearly morning and drag myself out of bed to the daily toture chamber. No- instead i get to spend 3 awesome days going out to shop, worship God etcetc heehee.


I don't like school,
*writhes in agony*


School is the epitome of sadness/horror/toture/sorrow/(all the bad things you can ever think about)



WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART (?!)

WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART

WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART (?!)



Today was a rather ordinary day. Nothing much happened, only the fact that i hate tuesday(s) (fact still remains) and stupid retarded, Capital R songs are stuck in my head and i'm oh so crazy in love with some fugly weird disgusting horrible and downright flirt from outer space. Z.

On a lighter note, there's only 2 more days left to the 3-day hol i'm oh so looking forward to, 3 days that i don't have to wake up and fearly 6 in the fearly morning and drag myself out of bed to the daily toture chamber. No- instead i get to spend 3 awesome days going out to shop, worship God etcetc heehee.


I don't like school,
*writhes in agony*


School is the epitome of sadness/horror/toture/sorrow/(all the bad things you can ever think about)



WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART (?!)

Tonight

GEZZXZ ANOTHER RETARDED SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD. What is wrong with the world. I haven't been shopping for ages :( sad sad sad i need shoes! and a dress, and new earrings, i'm so sick of my pair alr. And i need a new bf LOL.

Tonight

GEZZXZ ANOTHER RETARDED SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD. What is wrong with the world. I haven't been shopping for ages :( sad sad sad i need shoes! and a dress, and new earrings, i'm so sick of my pair alr. And i need a new bf LOL.

Miss you quite terribly

gez, of all songs why must this get stuck in my head

Miss you quite terribly

gez, of all songs why must this get stuck in my head

Miss you quite terribly

gez, of all songs why must this get stuck in my head

Miss you quite terribly

gez, of all songs why must this get stuck in my head

123pm

"He's rich? I totally forgot. For goodness sake, go flirt!"

123pm

"He's rich? I totally forgot. For goodness sake, go flirt!"

Breakdown

This is damn shit.

Breakdown

This is damn shit.

A fight between my heart and mind

No one really wins this time,
no one really wins this time



Welcome love, I have made a place for you here
I know every word they say.
I know how they want to make you change.





ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I HATE HB WTH

A fight between my heart and mind

No one really wins this time,
no one really wins this time



Welcome love, I have made a place for you here
I know every word they say.
I know how they want to make you change.





ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I HATE HB WTH

but don't you go and change for me

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave

It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time

but don't you go and change for me

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave

It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time