This is all Yvonz fault

Therefore, under the influence of Yvonne and going high over the high chords and tunes of Lily Allen's fuck you, i dedicate this song to you* and only you* :)

* - Only applies to a particular male specimen who does not read my blog. I know he does not read my blog because i asked him.




ps: the song requires you to move your head left right left right left right because that's what i did when i listened to it.

This is all Yvonz fault

Therefore, under the influence of Yvonne and going high over the high chords and tunes of Lily Allen's fuck you, i dedicate this song to you* and only you* :)

* - Only applies to a particular male specimen who does not read my blog. I know he does not read my blog because i asked him.




ps: the song requires you to move your head left right left right left right because that's what i did when i listened to it.

frou frou

All I am asking of you now,
is just to take me back in time,
To the nights above the city
when you asked if you were mine

I made a mistake. A pretty horrible one. It makes me feel like mushy crap now. It definitely makes me feel like going on a F-word spam like deanna and it makes me feel like googling F you by Lily Allen like vonz.

But seriously, i so totally did not expect it to turn out this way. More importantly, i never expected myself to feel like this but whatthehell i did it because i thought i didn't () however, it turns out i DO kind of (). I know you () before and i know i () before but obviously (you didn't know) so i guess on my part i didn't tell you, so..

I don't think hitting 'let go- BLG' on replay is gonna help either because some way or another i just can't seem to.

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me? A kind of macabre and somber wondertwin type of harmony? What if it was you?

frou frou

All I am asking of you now,
is just to take me back in time,
To the nights above the city
when you asked if you were mine

I made a mistake. A pretty horrible one. It makes me feel like mushy crap now. It definitely makes me feel like going on a F-word spam like deanna and it makes me feel like googling F you by Lily Allen like vonz.

But seriously, i so totally did not expect it to turn out this way. More importantly, i never expected myself to feel like this but whatthehell i did it because i thought i didn't () however, it turns out i DO kind of (). I know you () before and i know i () before but obviously (you didn't know) so i guess on my part i didn't tell you, so..

I don't think hitting 'let go- BLG' on replay is gonna help either because some way or another i just can't seem to.

Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me? A kind of macabre and somber wondertwin type of harmony? What if it was you?

That'd be alright

With him, life was routine.
Without him, life was miserable.

There are those hearts that never mend again once they are broken. Or if they do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked and lopsided way, as if sewn together by a careless craftsman. Forgiveness hurts more than the wound we've suffered by the person we're suppose to forgive.

Today was so tiring i could've stabbed myself just to keep awake. And besides that, i experienced agony in many forms. Mainly physical pain because i'm a girl (i hope you know what i mean).

After the lit thing i couldn't stay back to watch deanna throw the stick :( because i was just to exhausted so i lugged my Fing heavy bag home and slept until 9. Could've slept the whole night through if it wasn't for the cramps that woke me up.

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If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
That'd be alright
Be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So, won't you fly with me

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I've got this obsession with pictures of food. Haha yes i know. Okay not the disgusting oily food but the v nice prim and proper i-am-a-lady-i-hold-my-pinkie-up-when-i-drink-tea kind of food.

That'd be alright

With him, life was routine.
Without him, life was miserable.

There are those hearts that never mend again once they are broken. Or if they do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked and lopsided way, as if sewn together by a careless craftsman. Forgiveness hurts more than the wound we've suffered by the person we're suppose to forgive.

Today was so tiring i could've stabbed myself just to keep awake. And besides that, i experienced agony in many forms. Mainly physical pain because i'm a girl (i hope you know what i mean).

After the lit thing i couldn't stay back to watch deanna throw the stick :( because i was just to exhausted so i lugged my Fing heavy bag home and slept until 9. Could've slept the whole night through if it wasn't for the cramps that woke me up.

--

If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
That'd be alright
Be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So, won't you fly with me

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I've got this obsession with pictures of food. Haha yes i know. Okay not the disgusting oily food but the v nice prim and proper i-am-a-lady-i-hold-my-pinkie-up-when-i-drink-tea kind of food.

Euthanasia

I've come to realize
I never really loved you;
I just loved the idea of you loving me.
It was an illusion my mind played on me,
tangling, twisting these memories

Looks like (__/08/2009) Isn't gonna happen. And since it's becoming an annual thing, we've either missed it or it's coming again.

I'm desperate to know how you are, but like a dream you disappeared without a sound, without a trace. Sleep well darling, wherever you are, I hope that you're happy tonight, and maybe you found someone who will love you right

I'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever. No, no. Even if i knew, even if' i knew what to say to you, it's just too late to make you stay.

English Feature Article (n), euthanasia (y). SS (n) Hitler + riots (y).

Love (y+n)

Euthanasia

I've come to realize
I never really loved you;
I just loved the idea of you loving me.
It was an illusion my mind played on me,
tangling, twisting these memories

Looks like (__/08/2009) Isn't gonna happen. And since it's becoming an annual thing, we've either missed it or it's coming again.

I'm desperate to know how you are, but like a dream you disappeared without a sound, without a trace. Sleep well darling, wherever you are, I hope that you're happy tonight, and maybe you found someone who will love you right

I'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever. No, no. Even if i knew, even if' i knew what to say to you, it's just too late to make you stay.

English Feature Article (n), euthanasia (y). SS (n) Hitler + riots (y).

Love (y+n)

Spiders

Searching on the wire,
for a wire,
for a peice of mind,
like the spiders in the corners that are never there
To the one,
to the magic sun,
you're not that bright now, but you will be someday,
soon,
and you will fall in love with the moonlight

Spiders

Searching on the wire,
for a wire,
for a peice of mind,
like the spiders in the corners that are never there
To the one,
to the magic sun,
you're not that bright now, but you will be someday,
soon,
and you will fall in love with the moonlight

Searching for a piece of mind

All in love
With stolen hearts
And we all fall down
And fall apart for love

But i'm giving it one last fight, i fancy not your night, I'm not your girl, but like thieves we are, all in love with stolen hearts. And we all fall down and fall apart for love.

I think lovedrug might just beat BLG big time. Today was quite.. mellow. I kind of anticipated (__/08/2009) But it might just, not, happen. Would you believe me if i told you, that i'm surfacing for just one more thieving moment, to try and steal your heart?

A girl, a boy, a hell, like thieves, we are.

Today saw bio prac which was so torturous. I hate pracs/spas, lab work is just not in my dna. And it was pretty quiet since sylvia didn't come, but all the same, school still sucked.

Lit was nice! :) I like lit lessons in the music room and it was fun digressing from TKAM to Racism and Hitler and stuff like that. Chinese was ________. Feel free to fill in the blank with any downgrading words. Physics was physics, and usually physics = (y) but unfortunately this year saw physics as (n).

Also, deena, vonz and kelly spent the whole of chinese/break trying to pry info abt i__ out of my head. For the love of all mankind, i can't remember! it was (3x365) days ago. Like whuuuut. Oh and deena i wanna play your Monsters vs plants or wtv. Sounds nice :)

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I'm surfacing for just one more thieving moment, to steal your heart.

Searching for a piece of mind

All in love
With stolen hearts
And we all fall down
And fall apart for love

But i'm giving it one last fight, i fancy not your night, I'm not your girl, but like thieves we are, all in love with stolen hearts. And we all fall down and fall apart for love.

I think lovedrug might just beat BLG big time. Today was quite.. mellow. I kind of anticipated (__/08/2009) But it might just, not, happen. Would you believe me if i told you, that i'm surfacing for just one more thieving moment, to try and steal your heart?

A girl, a boy, a hell, like thieves, we are.

Today saw bio prac which was so torturous. I hate pracs/spas, lab work is just not in my dna. And it was pretty quiet since sylvia didn't come, but all the same, school still sucked.

Lit was nice! :) I like lit lessons in the music room and it was fun digressing from TKAM to Racism and Hitler and stuff like that. Chinese was ________. Feel free to fill in the blank with any downgrading words. Physics was physics, and usually physics = (y) but unfortunately this year saw physics as (n).

Also, deena, vonz and kelly spent the whole of chinese/break trying to pry info abt i__ out of my head. For the love of all mankind, i can't remember! it was (3x365) days ago. Like whuuuut. Oh and deena i wanna play your Monsters vs plants or wtv. Sounds nice :)

--

I'm surfacing for just one more thieving moment, to steal your heart.

Let go

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

When you dedicate your heart to someone, i guarentee you it's gonna get broken sooner or later. The thing is, the only person who won't ever, break my heart is God. Instead, i break his heart. And i wish i wouldn't, but we all know wishes don't come true.

I can try though, i guess. And i think i will.

BLG has really good songs that aren't up on their album but on youtube. I <3>

Kbye! Enjoy reading my old posts :)

Let go

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

When you dedicate your heart to someone, i guarentee you it's gonna get broken sooner or later. The thing is, the only person who won't ever, break my heart is God. Instead, i break his heart. And i wish i wouldn't, but we all know wishes don't come true.

I can try though, i guess. And i think i will.

BLG has really good songs that aren't up on their album but on youtube. I <3>

Kbye! Enjoy reading my old posts :)

The only way that i know how to feel

Okay i shall leave you one of my old blog post, yes from that year, 2006. It is titled, Misunderstood. Oys kill me now.

Misunderstood
I will continue blogging, but what i write can be false. feeling stressed out, stressed until at any point of time with no ryme or reason, i will start sobbing. Why? I cant tell u guys. But what you see in the blog is NOT me. Its another part of me. And i dont mean what i write here. This is just to let my anger and all feelings bottled inside me out. But i've been misunderstood, mistreated and betrayed. So......do i still have the right to live on, the will to live on and the courage to face other difficulties?

Yknow seriously if i have a chance, i'd go back to the past and kill myself. Or at least write better posts. Haha okay like shab, now i'm going to re-visit old posts when i feel sad. :)

The only way that i know how to feel

Okay i shall leave you one of my old blog post, yes from that year, 2006. It is titled, Misunderstood. Oys kill me now.

Misunderstood
I will continue blogging, but what i write can be false. feeling stressed out, stressed until at any point of time with no ryme or reason, i will start sobbing. Why? I cant tell u guys. But what you see in the blog is NOT me. Its another part of me. And i dont mean what i write here. This is just to let my anger and all feelings bottled inside me out. But i've been misunderstood, mistreated and betrayed. So......do i still have the right to live on, the will to live on and the courage to face other difficulties?

Yknow seriously if i have a chance, i'd go back to the past and kill myself. Or at least write better posts. Haha okay like shab, now i'm going to re-visit old posts when i feel sad. :)

Sick

The sky was pink and your heart was gold.
And a silver line of lovers jewels drew the line in the centre of gravity.
You, me, and a jungle book tale.

I must say i am v disgusted with my 12-year old self. Seriously if you read my 2006 posts you WILL go blind. Or just mentally unsound.

Sylvia passed her idk-what sickness to me and now i'm sick. And highly doubt i'm going school tomorrow so that's a good break for me i guess.

I'm hooked onto shaker fries! OYS OKAY THEY ARE SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOOOD. BAGUS. GO BUY SHAKER FRIES NOW. heehee but their so fattening urgh. I wish vegetables would taste and look exactly like shaker fries. But we all know, wishes don't come true.

Okay i badly need to go shopping. ION HAS OPENED AND I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN/GONE IN YET OMG SOMEONE KILL ME. :( :( :( I HATE CTs, SPAs AND EOYs. They deserve to burn in hell.

I realised this post has quite a no. of capped words. I must be feeling agitated. I just don't know it because i'm too sick. *coughs* *sneezes* *blow nose* *curses*

I'm incoherent blahblah.

(This is probably either the side effects of shaker fries or the result of school) (I strongly believe it is the result of school) (Therefore i think i should not go to school for the rest of my life) (Or what's left of it)

Sick

The sky was pink and your heart was gold.
And a silver line of lovers jewels drew the line in the centre of gravity.
You, me, and a jungle book tale.

I must say i am v disgusted with my 12-year old self. Seriously if you read my 2006 posts you WILL go blind. Or just mentally unsound.

Sylvia passed her idk-what sickness to me and now i'm sick. And highly doubt i'm going school tomorrow so that's a good break for me i guess.

I'm hooked onto shaker fries! OYS OKAY THEY ARE SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOOOD. BAGUS. GO BUY SHAKER FRIES NOW. heehee but their so fattening urgh. I wish vegetables would taste and look exactly like shaker fries. But we all know, wishes don't come true.

Okay i badly need to go shopping. ION HAS OPENED AND I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN/GONE IN YET OMG SOMEONE KILL ME. :( :( :( I HATE CTs, SPAs AND EOYs. They deserve to burn in hell.

I realised this post has quite a no. of capped words. I must be feeling agitated. I just don't know it because i'm too sick. *coughs* *sneezes* *blow nose* *curses*

I'm incoherent blahblah.

(This is probably either the side effects of shaker fries or the result of school) (I strongly believe it is the result of school) (Therefore i think i should not go to school for the rest of my life) (Or what's left of it)

x^

Sometimes i think that nothing is worth anything simply because nothing is forever. Happiness is always short-lived and sadness seems to take an eternity to ever, subside. Laughter is a cruel joke, it makes you feel better, temporarily, but once gone you can feel anything and everything.

I feel quite alone,.

x^

Sometimes i think that nothing is worth anything simply because nothing is forever. Happiness is always short-lived and sadness seems to take an eternity to ever, subside. Laughter is a cruel joke, it makes you feel better, temporarily, but once gone you can feel anything and everything.

I feel quite alone,.

Lovedrunk

The glass it's breaking, I'm not afraid.
The noise it's making is taking my breath away.
This water is cold but I'm not alone
and something's moving
underneath my feet.
It's sinking me.

I am displaced.

Screw you bel.

Lovedrunk

The glass it's breaking, I'm not afraid.
The noise it's making is taking my breath away.
This water is cold but I'm not alone
and something's moving
underneath my feet.
It's sinking me.

I am displaced.

Screw you bel.

Hush hush

It rained all day and i figured it out
i'm not the person that i used to be.
washed away. please someone make me okay.
cause some days, it feels like the clouds won't stay away.

Okay today was nice :) After the whole dramatic senario when sha stole my pen!/pens. Then she ran off for her listening compre.

Yipyip brought me to gardens to eat chicken rice! It was nice :) Then i introduced her to Frolick which she claimed was sour but it's SWEET! Her tastebuds are screwed, not mine.

Oh and we gossiped alot ;)

Thennnnnn, i went home and collapsed on the bed. There's physics test tomorrow and i have a choice to either study at least one chapter (i usually don't even study) or watch CSI NY season 5. I have a feeling i'm gonna pick the latter. But this round i'm quite worried for my tests. Physics esp.

I need tea...

Hush hush

It rained all day and i figured it out
i'm not the person that i used to be.
washed away. please someone make me okay.
cause some days, it feels like the clouds won't stay away.

Okay today was nice :) After the whole dramatic senario when sha stole my pen!/pens. Then she ran off for her listening compre.

Yipyip brought me to gardens to eat chicken rice! It was nice :) Then i introduced her to Frolick which she claimed was sour but it's SWEET! Her tastebuds are screwed, not mine.

Oh and we gossiped alot ;)

Thennnnnn, i went home and collapsed on the bed. There's physics test tomorrow and i have a choice to either study at least one chapter (i usually don't even study) or watch CSI NY season 5. I have a feeling i'm gonna pick the latter. But this round i'm quite worried for my tests. Physics esp.

I need tea...

Meet sha

Believe it or not, sharanya ramanan drew that herself. Her self-potrait!

(Oh and press the pic to ENLAGE)

Meet sha

Believe it or not, sharanya ramanan drew that herself. Her self-potrait!

(Oh and press the pic to ENLAGE)

Choleric Sanguine

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you;
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for

Show neither fear nor favour.

Okay great Tuesday is over and that leaves Wednesday Thursday Friday. At least 2 thirds of chinese is over for the week and emath quiz is over AND i've watched hairy potter.

At least.

School today was fine too i guess. I've got this obsessive uh, infactuation with my school porridge HAHA. Of all things.. Uhm and as usual i'm doing as badly as ever for physics and chem- 2 sciences i can't seem to be good at. Thankfully bio is fine. I hope.

I'm suppose to be out by now, for the jog thing with sha and deanna :( But my mom didn't allow so, WHATTODO. Maybe if i go out she'd squash me til i'm a (fat) ball and start plaing volleyball.

Oh and i took shab's quizzzz thing and turns out im a what- choleric sanguine. I can't remember what they are so, my bff google, let me googled :) and thus : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Temperaments

Okay i'm just mostly dominative? and easily bad tempered and easily angered.

>:(

Haha and sanguine means i'm day-dreamy and off-task to the point of not accomplishing anything and can be impulsive, possibly acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion.

Okay sanguine thing totally sounds like me. I think.

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Hmm.. Love is like a letter wrote, and life is like an envelope. Be careful who you give it to, they might not give it back to you.

Choleric Sanguine

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you;
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for

Show neither fear nor favour.

Okay great Tuesday is over and that leaves Wednesday Thursday Friday. At least 2 thirds of chinese is over for the week and emath quiz is over AND i've watched hairy potter.

At least.

School today was fine too i guess. I've got this obsessive uh, infactuation with my school porridge HAHA. Of all things.. Uhm and as usual i'm doing as badly as ever for physics and chem- 2 sciences i can't seem to be good at. Thankfully bio is fine. I hope.

I'm suppose to be out by now, for the jog thing with sha and deanna :( But my mom didn't allow so, WHATTODO. Maybe if i go out she'd squash me til i'm a (fat) ball and start plaing volleyball.

Oh and i took shab's quizzzz thing and turns out im a what- choleric sanguine. I can't remember what they are so, my bff google, let me googled :) and thus : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Temperaments

Okay i'm just mostly dominative? and easily bad tempered and easily angered.

>:(

Haha and sanguine means i'm day-dreamy and off-task to the point of not accomplishing anything and can be impulsive, possibly acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion.

Okay sanguine thing totally sounds like me. I think.

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Hmm.. Love is like a letter wrote, and life is like an envelope. Be careful who you give it to, they might not give it back to you.

Nobody

See sorrow gets too heavy, and joy it tends
to hold you with the fear that it eventually departs.
And the truth is I’ve been dreaming of some tired tranquil place
where the weather won’t get trapped inside my bones

You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out. Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself. Because now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance.

Nobody

See sorrow gets too heavy, and joy it tends
to hold you with the fear that it eventually departs.
And the truth is I’ve been dreaming of some tired tranquil place
where the weather won’t get trapped inside my bones

You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out. Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself. Because now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance.

I deleted my 'I'm' post

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
Blessed are the hearts that can bend,
for they shall not break.

It's when i walk right past someone who was a big part of my life. How we used to be able to talk for hours and how now, i can barely even look at that person.

Haha I think only deanna saw/read my I'm post. I decided to delete it anyway, not edifying LOL.

I deleted my 'I'm' post

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
Blessed are the hearts that can bend,
for they shall not break.

It's when i walk right past someone who was a big part of my life. How we used to be able to talk for hours and how now, i can barely even look at that person.

Haha I think only deanna saw/read my I'm post. I decided to delete it anyway, not edifying LOL.

Klutz

Sometimes I want to simplify my life into
a single bare thing.
And other times I want to complicate it so thoroughly
that everything I touch will become bound in some way to me.

I don't know what I'm looking for. Although I hope I'll know it if I find it along the way.

But anyway, today was just interesting :) Hmm, during break i was introduced to porridge even though sylvia's been saying how i don't wanna eat it when she asks me to. Then i thought it was so nice, i just kept thinking about it HAHA.

We discussed wedding plans and i shall write them down here, now. In 10 years time if i ever get married and if any of you that were present during break, are invited, please do not bring up today's date and event. And esp this blog post :)

Okay first, i'll have flower girls! And then Bubble girls! (Mainly pris tan cuz she'll be perfect in a bubble, blowing bubbles). Then dry ice girls- girls who will dress up in arabic princess costumes and hold dry ice in their hands. :D (Deanna and sylvia)

HAHAHA sha you can be my fire blower and blow my name in fire!

Okay i shall go off to tution and stop thinking about the future for a while. Live in the present :) Even though the present kinda sucks but, oh well. Deal, deal, deal with it!

(It's not so often i'm this cheery and happy and optimistic, tsk!)

Klutz

Sometimes I want to simplify my life into
a single bare thing.
And other times I want to complicate it so thoroughly
that everything I touch will become bound in some way to me.

I don't know what I'm looking for. Although I hope I'll know it if I find it along the way.

But anyway, today was just interesting :) Hmm, during break i was introduced to porridge even though sylvia's been saying how i don't wanna eat it when she asks me to. Then i thought it was so nice, i just kept thinking about it HAHA.

We discussed wedding plans and i shall write them down here, now. In 10 years time if i ever get married and if any of you that were present during break, are invited, please do not bring up today's date and event. And esp this blog post :)

Okay first, i'll have flower girls! And then Bubble girls! (Mainly pris tan cuz she'll be perfect in a bubble, blowing bubbles). Then dry ice girls- girls who will dress up in arabic princess costumes and hold dry ice in their hands. :D (Deanna and sylvia)

HAHAHA sha you can be my fire blower and blow my name in fire!

Okay i shall go off to tution and stop thinking about the future for a while. Live in the present :) Even though the present kinda sucks but, oh well. Deal, deal, deal with it!

(It's not so often i'm this cheery and happy and optimistic, tsk!)

FML

I live in a world of fantasy
so keep your reality away from me.
I see what i want,
I want what i see
and that is all okay by me.

Okay game's over, i am too tired and truth be told, i feel bad. But you should've seen Jessica, pure bitch.

Details about today- me and deanna got kicked out of 2 people's houses :( 2! Duo! Double! Dioxide! hahahaha and then we went to macs and i felt fat because of (meiyo) <<>She is certain that i am crazy because of a certain combination of (toyota + birds) and i'm certain her english isn't very good because nobody owns pairs of shocks and haha her bubble tea is weird and probably expired cuz she kept it for so long TSK.

Then we got invited back to sha's house, (guilty conscience) and then we went running/jogging/running and then i hurt many things and then we went home :)

Now i'm tired and annoyed and irritated :)

I shall stop trying. Go to hell, i don't need you. / I don't want you.

FML

I live in a world of fantasy
so keep your reality away from me.
I see what i want,
I want what i see
and that is all okay by me.

Okay game's over, i am too tired and truth be told, i feel bad. But you should've seen Jessica, pure bitch.

Details about today- me and deanna got kicked out of 2 people's houses :( 2! Duo! Double! Dioxide! hahahaha and then we went to macs and i felt fat because of (meiyo) <<>She is certain that i am crazy because of a certain combination of (toyota + birds) and i'm certain her english isn't very good because nobody owns pairs of shocks and haha her bubble tea is weird and probably expired cuz she kept it for so long TSK.

Then we got invited back to sha's house, (guilty conscience) and then we went running/jogging/running and then i hurt many things and then we went home :)

Now i'm tired and annoyed and irritated :)

I shall stop trying. Go to hell, i don't need you. / I don't want you.

Macs + Sha's house

HAHAHAHAHA SHA FINALLY LET US INTO HER HOUSE AFTER 3 YEARS. 3 YEARS OF SOLITUDE! HAHAHAHA okay anyway me and deanna were kicked out of 2 people's houses.

And we saw a flock of birds and she had a stone in her shock HAHA.

Now we are going to run. We're gonna run soon! yay :) :) :) I ate macs and i feel so full. Kbye!

Macs + Sha's house

HAHAHAHAHA SHA FINALLY LET US INTO HER HOUSE AFTER 3 YEARS. 3 YEARS OF SOLITUDE! HAHAHAHA okay anyway me and deanna were kicked out of 2 people's houses.

And we saw a flock of birds and she had a stone in her shock HAHA.

Now we are going to run. We're gonna run soon! yay :) :) :) I ate macs and i feel so full. Kbye!

Love drunk

Heart pain, heart die.

Love drunk

Heart pain, heart die.

Post

No star is ever lost,we once have seen.
We always may bewhat we might have been.


It isn't fair, it isn't fair. Sometimes i miss you. Because the simplest of the most complicated issues can remind me of you.

I worry that i actually didn't know you, I worry that you will forget me. Sometimes I worry too much.

At times i don't think you're worth my concern and i get really frustrated and annoyed and i feel like running to you though you're miles away, so i would be worn out and too tired to think, but i'd get to see you.

Maybe it's suppose to be like that. And maybe, just maybe, things would've been worse if you were still here. One thing's for sure, i'm done with you, i'm done especially with you and only with you at this point in time.

Face it, i've got better ones now, so have you. 50,50. Why do i not feel satisfied?

No star is ever lost,we once have seen.
We always may bewhat we might have been.


It isn't fair, it isn't fair. Sometimes i miss you. Because the simplest of the most complicated issues can remind me of you.

I worry that i actually didn't know you, I worry that you will forget me. Sometimes I worry too much.

At times i don't think you're worth my concern and i get really frustrated and annoyed and i feel like running to you though you're miles away, so i would be worn out and too tired to think, but i'd get to see you.

Maybe it's suppose to be like that. And maybe, just maybe, things would've been worse if you were still here. One thing's for sure, i'm done with you, i'm done especially with you and only with you at this point in time.

Face it, i've got better ones now, so have you. 50,50. Why do i not feel satisfied?

I gotta feeling

I don’t know what it is
I want them if they want me
I only know they want me

Today's been the best day ever since school started. Daddy got me my DS! Like finally i can spam cooking mama and super mario and pokemon platinum and be 5yearold me again.

COOS on sat with mich was.. coos. Well it wasn't sjsm for sure so haha i don't really know what to say about coos but it made me realise how i was so close to sjsm.

So, school resumes tomorrow and it's birthdays all over again and more tests and chinese.

I guess with God, chuck and ds, everything is pretty bearable.

I gotta feeling

I don’t know what it is
I want them if they want me
I only know they want me

Today's been the best day ever since school started. Daddy got me my DS! Like finally i can spam cooking mama and super mario and pokemon platinum and be 5yearold me again.

COOS on sat with mich was.. coos. Well it wasn't sjsm for sure so haha i don't really know what to say about coos but it made me realise how i was so close to sjsm.

So, school resumes tomorrow and it's birthdays all over again and more tests and chinese.

I guess with God, chuck and ds, everything is pretty bearable.

Love is for suckers

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love

Today was rather horrible. I'm so tired.

tem·per·a·men·tal
a : marked by excessive sensitivity and impulsive mood changes
b : unpredictable in behavior or performance

Love is for suckers

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love

Today was rather horrible. I'm so tired.

tem·per·a·men·tal
a : marked by excessive sensitivity and impulsive mood changes
b : unpredictable in behavior or performance

Sashimi overload

What fabric have you woven today into your soul?
Are all routines grey?
What color have you woven today in your soul
and will you release your heart in your fingertips?

I wanted to blog ytd about sakura and how me and winnie went crazy and high and really crazy and we kept eating sashimi until we couldn't eat and we just kept laughing and laughing and laughing.

And then my lack of sleep + exhaustion due to volleyball = Grumpy Wednesday. Poor Yvonne. Then i only remember mimicking shows like chuck and gg and writing like secret letters and retarded texts to D HAHA okay nvm.

Tut was boring and cold and i was so grumpy but Pris bought gummies which i don't normally like and infact, really hate but i didn't know why i ate so many. o.o

Okay bye. Emath sucks. Chuck rocks.

Someone watch transformers with me? (I'm a loser i know :( )

Sashimi overload

What fabric have you woven today into your soul?
Are all routines grey?
What color have you woven today in your soul
and will you release your heart in your fingertips?

I wanted to blog ytd about sakura and how me and winnie went crazy and high and really crazy and we kept eating sashimi until we couldn't eat and we just kept laughing and laughing and laughing.

And then my lack of sleep + exhaustion due to volleyball = Grumpy Wednesday. Poor Yvonne. Then i only remember mimicking shows like chuck and gg and writing like secret letters and retarded texts to D HAHA okay nvm.

Tut was boring and cold and i was so grumpy but Pris bought gummies which i don't normally like and infact, really hate but i didn't know why i ate so many. o.o

Okay bye. Emath sucks. Chuck rocks.

Someone watch transformers with me? (I'm a loser i know :( )

Captain Awesome

Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment,
or a place, or even a person.
No matter what else has changed in your or the world,
that one song says the same,
just like that moment.

Blogger has been sucking a lot cuz it won't let me post up pictures, therefore i have no mood to post. But whatever.

Today i went to cut my hair. Okay actually just my fringe cuz you can't spot even a 0.01 difference in my back hair.

There's school tomorrow. I hate school. Hate hate hate school. I think this post is v moody. I shall go back to Chuck. Haha byebye.

Captain Awesome

Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment,
or a place, or even a person.
No matter what else has changed in your or the world,
that one song says the same,
just like that moment.

Blogger has been sucking a lot cuz it won't let me post up pictures, therefore i have no mood to post. But whatever.

Today i went to cut my hair. Okay actually just my fringe cuz you can't spot even a 0.01 difference in my back hair.

There's school tomorrow. I hate school. Hate hate hate school. I think this post is v moody. I shall go back to Chuck. Haha byebye.

Don't let me go

It rained paper, I tore every piece apart so they can't read me.
I stopped speaking so my words can't be misused.
They won't come back to haunt me.

Today saw, tiredness, exhaustion and a routine of what chinese does to your mental welfare and such. Today, also saw sadness, tears, and facades that i sometimes percieved to be fake. But we'll never know whether it's truly genuine, due to dg.

Oh and i like hedley and this song :

Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

Don't let me go

It rained paper, I tore every piece apart so they can't read me.
I stopped speaking so my words can't be misused.
They won't come back to haunt me.

Today saw, tiredness, exhaustion and a routine of what chinese does to your mental welfare and such. Today, also saw sadness, tears, and facades that i sometimes percieved to be fake. But we'll never know whether it's truly genuine, due to dg.

Oh and i like hedley and this song :

Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

here we go now

Tonight you're falling in love
let me go now

here we go now

Tonight you're falling in love
let me go now