I'm only gonna break break your break break your heart

Woah Woah

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Woah woah

Theres not point trying to hide it
No point trying to erase me
I know i got a problem
By doing this behavour

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Macaroons

 

Where do i sign up for another empty thrill?
The present is nonexistent, the future is the past.
The black on black and shades of gray are failing to contrast.
So watch me as I fall away from everything I should be.
My hopes and dreams present themselves,
but I can barely see.

 

I'm a super happy girl today :) I LOVE MACAROOOOOOOOOOONS :D

Haha i love the rose flavour omg their so awesome! I tried all the flavours but apparently there's more in the states (as usual). Saaaad.

The coming week will be a busybusy one. However, unlike all my other busybusy weeks, this week will be full of fun :D can't wait can't wait! I'm going to escape! (Technically) :)

Heeheeeeeee. Okay my happiness will fade off tmr but in the meantime,

I LOVE MACAROONS :D

TGIF

 

I'll find what i'm looking for,
someday

 

Somehow i feel scared for that guy w the whale. Like i feel scared for everything else in my life. I love the holidays. I really really do. And i've also decided that i think you are one big fat joke :)

I wanna escape. Book a chalet. Ride bikes for 5 hours straight. Laugh. Stay up the whole night. Be happy :) Take all these things and put them on repeat forever. Forever would be fine.

Okay i saw this picture that lists exactly 10 of my fav things and instead of posting it up, i shall type it out for you :)

1. Sleeping in your own bed after you've been away
2. When you make someone else's day
3. Being sent mail
4. Listening to your fav songs on repeat
5. When you arrive just as the bus is pulling up
6. People who just 'get' you
7. Finding things you thought you had lost
8. Checking the time and it's exactly 11:11
9. Making it home just before it rains
10.  Waking up to text messages from friends

 

I love no.8. It never fails to excite me and give me a headrush from thinking to fast about my wish. Which btw, always comes true except for 11:11 of 11/11 haha. I think that's like a reverse effect :O but nevertheless... :)

Oh and Kpop is........ getting better :) Lee Byung Hun! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Cycle

 

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them for my sake

 

I'm ducking exhausted okay. Today was just one rush after another and i seriously, seriously have this affinity for birds okay. I saw this super colourful bird it was like red and blue and it was just standing near the handbell room motionless.

Obviously i thought it was injured right.

And then when i got my teacher up, the stupid bird 'woke up' and flew away. Stupid bird.

Okay i'm so tired i'm going to sleep now. Hope tmr will be a perfect day :)

Oh and i've decided to start trying to attend Sunday service again. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I am so proud of myself. LOL. Interesting.........................

OH and my bro made me create an aran acc. Great. Hi maple, we meet again.

Shawty's like the melody in my head

 

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

 

OH! I went to watch The Christmas Carol on saturday! With pig, celine and hazel (Hazel's back yay!). Haha I think i was the only one who enjoyed it okay i can't understand why they find it weird/stupid/boring.

We went to eat manhatten fish market and we spent 2hrs and 30mins there like WTH. Hahahaha but it was DAMN FUNNY. We played.. truth or dare and we found out pig's 10 years-down-the-road profession :D And then...... Celine was being stupid and made me swap fish with hers cuz apparently mine was bigger......... AND HAZEL'S A VEGETARIAN OMG! Okay a to-be-vegetarian. Sha, i should intro you to her :D

Then we played some alphabetical artists game which was also hilarious and idk why our laughter was so loud. Oh and i discovered why lemons are served with fish (it's quite stupid actually)

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Sunday was boring. Or is boring, whichever. There's hb tmr, and then double tuition. SAAAAAAAD.

New playlist! I've got a new fav playlist! But it only consists of 2 songs :(

Drops of jupiter- Train
REPLAY- SEAN KINGSTON

OMG I LOVE REPLAY HAHAHAHAHAHA ITS DAMN ADDICTIVE! Okay. I have been missing from onsugar for pretty long so.................. haha im back! And no, i didn't play maple 24/7 (unlike deanna and von) until i stopped onsugaring. I was just....... hiatusing heehee.

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SHAWTY'S LIKE THE MELODY IN MY HEAD
THAT I CAN'T KEEP OUT
GOT ME SINGIN' LIKE
NA NA NA NA EVERYDAY
IT'S LIKE MY IPOD STUCK ON REPLAY

Gone away

I think i'll be gone, away, awhile.

Complex

 

I know that I've been dancing around the truth.
Tell me what the hell I'm suppose to do.
And I, I'm a little bit agitated with a slight scent of denial.

 

Please disregard the bottom part of the previous post. Meant nothing i was just choking on 'what if(s)' and 'what could've been(s)'. I'm just a sucker for possibilities and happy endings which by the way, never do come true.

Besides, i've had my chance, i didn't grab it, time to let go now.

--

And whats that saying again,
They're only words
and words can't kill me
Well, I can't even spell them
and cadence to what she says is well.

Let's talk about spaceships,
or anything
except you and me
Okay?

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Time to be busy. No time to think, definitely no time to feel.

Paranormal Activity

 

I'll keep this short cuz it's really late and i just came home and i'm exhausted. I caught paranormal activity OMGGGG! So, super, scary okay. And it was so dizzy i almost puke. Or rather, could feel the bile rise up my throat.

BUT STILL V V V SCARED WHEN SHE GOT DRAGGED OUT OF BED BY SOME FORCE EEEW. SERIOUSLY.

Interesting day! Hmmmmm :)

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I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do

--

Yes super cliche song i know but so v v v v true and applicable at this point of time ;) HMMMMMMMM :D
I think I’m fallin’ for you

Stereo Skyline

 

For every grain of sand, that you drew me pictures in.
Yeah there was one for every time that my heart dropped again.

 

Busy + Procrastination = Fked consqeuences. Yes, fked.

I've got this insane craving for brownies and muffins and cupcakes.

There's hb tmr, and then i'm (hopefully) gonna catch paranormal activity OMG. Hahaha! If nothing goes wrong, that is. I hope nothing goes wrong. The trailer for it looks pretty awesome so.. heehee can't wait.

I've decided (yes it's been left to my decision) that i'm not going for church camp. As fun as it seems, as promising as it sounds, there's just been too many unforseen events happening this year and i'm not ready to give up 4 days and 3 nights playing mindless games, bonding with the youths and worse- the pre-jitters of my camp group.

Honestly, i don't know where my life is heading to. I sense a brick wall coming up and i think i'd need a lot more than plastic surgery to pick myself up again. That is, if the brick wall ever comes. 

Your heart is an empty room

 

Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

 

I didnt even see it, but the wave came and crashed. To compare myself with a broken boat will be far off and an exaggeration, for I dont think this is broken. But Im pretty sure this is drifting.

Actually, I should have seen it coming, no?

This morning felt like a bomb, a little ripple effect, a little dejavu and too familiar for comfort. I cannot expect anything out of anyone at all. Because expecting anything out of anyone would be redundant.

People come, give you false hope then crush you by vanishing in an instant. Thats all people do.

I'm sorry i've wasted good pictures. Then again, why feel sorry when you can feel so much more?

Chrismukkah, rooney

 

Kirsten: We didn't really know how to raise Seth.
Seth: Yeah. So I raised myself. And in doing so, I created the greatest superholiday known to mankind. Drawing on the best that Christianity and Judaism have to offer.
Ryan: And you call it Chrismukkah?

 

I am tired. Do you know how inadequate I feel, to give so much but still its barely enough to be worth something. So here I am, in a oversized shirt that covers my knees if I bring them to my chin, curling my toes and waiting to be remembered. By anybody, anyone. Anyone?

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As you can see, I really wanna go to the beach. Unfortunately it's gonna be a bit impossible due to the CONSTANT, PREDICTABLE weather of our dear sunny singapore, or rather lack thereof but i'll find a way. Waves, sand, sea, whatever. I'll get there.

The OC craze is still going strong. Besides, the soundtrack is awesome. I discovered ROONEY! I know i'm a bit slow but their slow songs are really nice. Listen to 'Tell me soon'. It's nice.

Okay bye :) I'm not as bored ( like some people i know ) and won't mindlessly rant on my blog SO.... happy saturday night! Whatever you're doing. Just remember, school is coming, O's are coming and probably before you know it, i'll be dead.

Yes read the woes of my jaded heart, go on.

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You want it all, dear
A life for fairy tales
You had it all, dear
I can't give you anymore

The OC

 

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones

 

My new current obsession : The OC. Mischa Barton is so pretty omg. And seth and summer are so cute together! :) Adam Brody is hotttt. Hahaha

--

Sandy: Since the minute you were born I knew I would never take another easy breath without knowing that you were all right.

Seth: So I'm like asthma?

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HAHAHAHHAHA hilarious okay bye im gonna watch more!

FЯED

How cute are they!! AHHH. :) I named the female one bel!

Okay the male one is unnamed i think. But they are so. cute. omg.

☺☻☼♫♪♦♥▲►▼◄

Happy birthday Sylvia!

Happy birthday sylvia! Hope you enjoyed your birthday :)And liked your gifts :)Don't be so gay okay!Love you!

3A1 BOOMZ class gathering

 

You've got so much to give.
I've got nothing at all

 

I'll admit that i'm posting because i need to pass time. It's like 11:25 now and there's like idk 35 more mins to sylvia's birthday. If it wasn't for that i'd be long gone alr.

I am so drained. Haha the class gathering was seriously tiring. It rained also but Thank God it stopped? Haha we were singing Christian songs and it stopped! Yay God is merciful :)

And then the rest of the night was just tiring, running up and down in soaked clothes, trying to start the fire of the bbq and stuff. We had BOOMZ GLASSES that were damn cool haha! And glowsticks and all :)

But we found out smth sad :( It's really really sad :( I don't want it to happen :( :( :( This sucks :(

Okay pics up tmr or when someone uploads them. Then i can post up the BOOMZ GLASSES :D they were rad and very boomz! Hahaha.

Tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

I made a 11:11 wish! I wished smth simple but i hope it comes true! :) Haha today was exhasuting and i hope 12am comes in a flash urgh. Okay.

I shall wait. Goodnight :) Boomz class gathering was pretty fun, on a whole.

I'll blog about everything that happened today, tmr. I'm too tired today.

Yay hoped everyone enjoyed today :) It was a nice class gathering. Or at least, my first time attending a sec sch class gathering. Haha i loved the deco and the red cellophane paper on the lights. They were really nice. And the walkway of balloons!

OKAY I WILL POST EVERYTHING TMR GOODNIGHT!

Charades

 

 And sometimes your heart takes you to places
that can never lead to a happy ending.

 I've neglected onsugar :O but i'm back! :)

First there was handbells, which was a complete waste of time. We went to ikea to eat meatballs omg they were damn good! K then we spent the rest of the practice playing truth or dare which was hilarious.

I've been eating macs everyday for the whole entire week! Haha we played charades in macs :)

I remember the category was book and my word was 'Dracula' so i stuck 2 french fries into my mouth and left it hanging out like vampire's teeth.
Deanna : 'Walrus?'

Hilariously annoying!!

Post

 

You didnt care about me,
you dont destroy people you care about

 

So, Deanna and Alison's confirmation was pretty.. interesting. The priest sang every word and all their songs were hymns. Nevertheless, Alison and Deanna looked so pretty in their dresses! And omg Alison didn't wear a..... hmm!

The afterparty was fine, food was nice, games were funny.

Came back to a house full of people and like, some whom i've not met for like 5 years. Sylvia stayed over so i guess it made things better and i didn't have to go face my fears alone LOL. Still, nothing interesting happened, which is not very unusual because nothing interesting happens at all. It's like their on a different planet. Urgh.

Okay and then she marathoned L word, finally following the storyline instead of skipping to the lesbo porn parts :D And we threw marshmellows at Marina because she was disgusting eew. Then i gave up halfway and sleptttt.

Church was fun :) We just stayed in the office playing charades on my phone :D Which felt 10000x better than going for cluster.

Now i'm going to watch The L Word until the episode 7/8 or where sylvia stopped and then i'll watch The OC YAYZZZ! Eggciteddd.

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He wasn't what I'd thought he was;
maybe he never had been.
But I wasn't what I thought I was, either

All the right moves

I love one republic :)

HAHAHAHA

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All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They've got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down
before anybody's knowing our name.

They've got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
All the world is dead.

They've got,
They've got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

It doesn't matter what you see.
I know i could never be
Someone that looks like you.
It doesn't matter what you say
I know i could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down
They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down

Yeah we're going down
Yeah we're going down

All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down
All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down

Sweet disposition

 

So winters gone and soon I'll spring.
To summer where you'll call,
but I know that
All I'm doing is preparing for the fall

 

Gardens at bishan = fawesome awesome. Haha we were planning for a party instead of a gathering :) But it's gonna be so cool with music and deco and the pool omg! :) Come k!

Haha okay bye.

Cue the sun!

My sister's keeper

 

I started sending you a note on how I hope that you’re happy.
I hear you're somewhere in the sand,
and how I wish I was an ocean.
Maybe then I'd get to see you again.

So, My sister's keeper was.......... damn funny. Actually i was pre-warned that it was a waterworks show therefore haha idk what got over me and i just couldn't cry. :O

And i love daiso. It has the best steals everrrrrrrrr :)

But the performance was ......................... :O :( :O :( saddddd. Oh well. I am xxxxxxxxxxxtremely tired now and i can't wait to sleep but i still have my lit essay(s) to do and all the sin cosin graphs to draw oys save me!!

--

Most people are other people.
Their thoughts are someone elses' opinions,
their lives a mimicry,
their passions a quotation.

Starstruck!

Daaaaaamn funny when all the girls start running you can see their............................... bouncing :O HAHAHAHAHAHA

The tip of the iceberg

 

I am your thought but the water is amnesia.

My name is on the tip of your tongue.

My image is slipping but your memory is gripping it,

This is my breath in your lungs.

 

For the first time ever, onsugar is being a bitch. No scrap that, my whole internet connection is screwing up. Okay not nice today is not nice.

I hated physics prac/spa it was shit. Hb was no better. Everything sucks.

 

We should all listen to Matt Nathanson because he is nice and this song is nice. Now, back to the L word which in my opinion, is a show for people who don't wanna be straight anymore :O HAHA.

Hokay major moodswings much?