First bard of Lirigon

Last night was, least to say- traumatic. I guess i should never attempt 5 consecutive hours of reading, and i now know that it literally kills.

Swallowing my pills was an even worse experience. I popped 2 into my mouth trying to flush them down asap while being handed over a cup of water. A cup of hot water. Thus i had to spit out everything and swallow another 2 pills. Eeyuck,

Okay anyway, i'm sitting here with the great almighty sylvia!!!
she rocks!

First bard of Lirigon

Last night was, least to say- traumatic. I guess i should never attempt 5 consecutive hours of reading, and i now know that it literally kills.

Swallowing my pills was an even worse experience. I popped 2 into my mouth trying to flush them down asap while being handed over a cup of water. A cup of hot water. Thus i had to spit out everything and swallow another 2 pills. Eeyuck,

Okay anyway, i'm sitting here with the great almighty sylvia!!!
she rocks!

The Singing

Sadness is easier because it's surrender.

I say make time to dance alone

with one hand waving free.

Today was pretty much fine. I did curls today and it felt nice :) Cell was time-out from life and stress and everything but somehow i feel it all coming back again.

Annoying- everything is annoying. I'm tired and i just want to lie in my fantasy books about bards and The Speech and Cadvan. I think Lucas Till is hot. But of course, no one can beat Chuck Bass. Cadvan of Lirigon has a chance against Chuck though :) I might just go off and marry Cadvan instead. And adopt Gara.

Yeah this post is shit because i feel like shit (obviously).

Excuse me, i'm going back to my quatret.

The Singing

Sadness is easier because it's surrender.

I say make time to dance alone

with one hand waving free.

Today was pretty much fine. I did curls today and it felt nice :) Cell was time-out from life and stress and everything but somehow i feel it all coming back again.

Annoying- everything is annoying. I'm tired and i just want to lie in my fantasy books about bards and The Speech and Cadvan. I think Lucas Till is hot. But of course, no one can beat Chuck Bass. Cadvan of Lirigon has a chance against Chuck though :) I might just go off and marry Cadvan instead. And adopt Gara.

Yeah this post is shit because i feel like shit (obviously).

Excuse me, i'm going back to my quatret.

Boom boom powwww

Love is when you're ready,
not when you're lonely

90 people get Swine Flu and everybody wants to wear a mask. A million people get AIDS and nobody wants to wear a condom. The world is that strange, no?

Anyway, i curled my hair. But it'll only last through the holidays :( I'm thinking about curling it for school too but what's the point. K i think someone has been cursing me the past few days cuz the Sun is unbearable. Kill me.

Boom boom powwww

Love is when you're ready,
not when you're lonely

90 people get Swine Flu and everybody wants to wear a mask. A million people get AIDS and nobody wants to wear a condom. The world is that strange, no?

Anyway, i curled my hair. But it'll only last through the holidays :( I'm thinking about curling it for school too but what's the point. K i think someone has been cursing me the past few days cuz the Sun is unbearable. Kill me.

Lyre

(A small excerpt from my rant-of-the-moment diary, not visible to the naked eye, neither visible to the clothed eye. In fact, sometimes it exists, sometimes it doesn't. I actually prefer to call it 'thoughts' but i guess i have so many, it's probably best to keep them in a small little diary up there somewhere in my brain.)

I
If you were to talk about just one particular context,
we should only say 'young and naive' once and once only.
Because i may be young and naive but i'd have learnt my lesson.
and the grave consequence of that mistake is already haunting me,

do no futher harm by mocking me with such downgrading slagger and, please,
let me move on.

II (my favourite)
People say I have my blonde moments,
and yes, I suppose that's true.
But the dumbest moment I've ever had
was the moment I became interested in someone like you.

--

Today was a busy busy day. And it will be for the next few too. I'm tired. And i'm tired of blogging as well. I'm sorry i've turned my blog into some kind of a disco blog with the Isabel Has Gone Mad Playlist. I guess my viva lachienne moment is over. Just like everything else.

Time is a merciless killer. But that fact alone barely scares me. It's the part where we are unable to hide from it, much less stop it. That's the thing that gets me the most.

Expecting the world to not treat you badly because you're a good person, is like expecting a bull not to charge at you because you're a vegetarian.

Lyre

(A small excerpt from my rant-of-the-moment diary, not visible to the naked eye, neither visible to the clothed eye. In fact, sometimes it exists, sometimes it doesn't. I actually prefer to call it 'thoughts' but i guess i have so many, it's probably best to keep them in a small little diary up there somewhere in my brain.)

I
If you were to talk about just one particular context,
we should only say 'young and naive' once and once only.
Because i may be young and naive but i'd have learnt my lesson.
and the grave consequence of that mistake is already haunting me,

do no futher harm by mocking me with such downgrading slagger and, please,
let me move on.

II (my favourite)
People say I have my blonde moments,
and yes, I suppose that's true.
But the dumbest moment I've ever had
was the moment I became interested in someone like you.

--

Today was a busy busy day. And it will be for the next few too. I'm tired. And i'm tired of blogging as well. I'm sorry i've turned my blog into some kind of a disco blog with the Isabel Has Gone Mad Playlist. I guess my viva lachienne moment is over. Just like everything else.

Time is a merciless killer. But that fact alone barely scares me. It's the part where we are unable to hide from it, much less stop it. That's the thing that gets me the most.

Expecting the world to not treat you badly because you're a good person, is like expecting a bull not to charge at you because you're a vegetarian.

Viva, la Chienne!

I can be a lovely person.
I've just chosen to not share that part of me with you

All the time that you were gone,
I thought about how things went wrong
Now youre coming down to earth
Ok, hello, welcome to the world

She saw the bright lights
She caught the fever
She got contagious
She never leave it
So no more time spent
And no more free shit
In fact this free ride has reached its destination

(And no more free shit)

--

AHAHAHAHA okay i'm in love with this song, and Fire Burning on the Dancefloor and Good days bad days and young folk OYS what is wrong with me!

BTW, i've kept the rest of the post in (Here, love) Beeeeecause, it contains music that i likED at the spurr of the moment and it also contains all my boring rants, but feel free to click and read my i-live-for-the-moment post. One of it's kind, i guarantee.

Sticks and stones and Animal bones :)

This is the Most. Screwed. Playlist. EVER. but it brings me this sense of I-am-on-drugs-i-can-forget-everything-and-pretend-i'm-Obama's-long-lost-distant-cousin-Kind-Of-Euphoric feeling. :)

Aaaaand if you only have time for A song, just one song, listen to Good days Bad days. Seriously. I may wake up tomorrow and look back at this post and think to myself "bel what the hell were you thinking, what happened to your 'i-love-alt-rock-phase'" But Oh weeeeell. I live for the moment ;

Viva, la Chienne!

(ppppppppps: FB IS BEING A FAWSOME FAGGOT, so sylvia jx sara bing please come online and i'll send you the pics so you can post it on fb and see if fb shits you too)

(pppppppppppppps: BLOGGER CAN JOIN IN THE GAYNESS OF WEBSITES THAT I SUSPECT ARE SECRETLY OPOSING AND PLOTING PLANS AGAINST ME)

(ps: Does anyone know how to play the LYRE or actually, have one? Does anyone even know what a lyre is?! I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE LYRE *inserts sad faces and pouts*)

Viva, la Chienne!

I can be a lovely person.
I've just chosen to not share that part of me with you

All the time that you were gone,
I thought about how things went wrong
Now youre coming down to earth
Ok, hello, welcome to the world

She saw the bright lights
She caught the fever
She got contagious
She never leave it
So no more time spent
And no more free shit
In fact this free ride has reached its destination

(And no more free shit)

--

AHAHAHAHA okay i'm in love with this song, and Fire Burning on the Dancefloor and Good days bad days and young folk OYS what is wrong with me!

BTW, i've kept the rest of the post in (Here, love) Beeeeecause, it contains music that i likED at the spurr of the moment and it also contains all my boring rants, but feel free to click and read my i-live-for-the-moment post. One of it's kind, i guarantee.

Sticks and stones and Animal bones :)

This is the Most. Screwed. Playlist. EVER. but it brings me this sense of I-am-on-drugs-i-can-forget-everything-and-pretend-i'm-Obama's-long-lost-distant-cousin-Kind-Of-Euphoric feeling. :)

Aaaaand if you only have time for A song, just one song, listen to Good days Bad days. Seriously. I may wake up tomorrow and look back at this post and think to myself "bel what the hell were you thinking, what happened to your 'i-love-alt-rock-phase'" But Oh weeeeell. I live for the moment ;

Viva, la Chienne!

(ppppppppps: FB IS BEING A FAWSOME FAGGOT, so sylvia jx sara bing please come online and i'll send you the pics so you can post it on fb and see if fb shits you too)

(pppppppppppppps: BLOGGER CAN JOIN IN THE GAYNESS OF WEBSITES THAT I SUSPECT ARE SECRETLY OPOSING AND PLOTING PLANS AGAINST ME)

(ps: Does anyone know how to play the LYRE or actually, have one? Does anyone even know what a lyre is?! I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE LYRE *inserts sad faces and pouts*)