If i lose you, i don't know

You and me, a little different
though we tried to stay the same
It never leaves and when it changes
it is still a waiting game

I wait for a lonely breath
I wait to surface from this depth
I wait for the light to come
and take away these images I've kept
In my head

More than ever, I need to feel you

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I'm not one who really holds grudges. This is different. No matter how i try to bring myself to overlook it, a new wave of anger and frustration gets bottled up. It's not that i can't bring myself to forgive you, it's more of, i can't not hate you.

I don't know what your stupid problem is, but i hope you stop. Your actions are completely undesirable by not only me, but others as well. Sometimes i think you're eccentric and attention-seeking, but most of the time i just think you're absolutely selfish. That and you are completely useless when it comes to the area of friendship. You don't know how to make friends, and worse, you don't know how to keep them.

(Filthy backstabber)

I will tell it straight to your face one day. When i don't have to see you anymore. Actually i could just tell it to you now, but i think it'll cause a chain reaction, and i might lose friends i actually love. Maybe you tried. Well, try harder.