IF YOU DON'T TAKE IN BIG GULPS OF AIR NOW YOU'D PROBABLY REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
JUNSU IS IN SINGAPORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
:D :D :D :D :D
I WISH I KNEW EARLIER! THEN I'D HAVE BREATHED A LITTLE MORE OF THE AIR NOW :) AHHHHH I'M BREATHING SINGAPORE AIR JUNSU'S BREATHING SINGAPORE AIR WE ARE ALL BREATHING THE SAME AIR YAY :)
TODAY'S PAPERS SUCK. SO BE IT.
BREATHE!
Listen- everything happens for a reason,
everything happens for a reason
Beautiful girls. all over the world, i could be chasing but my time would be wasted, they've got nothing on you baby, nothing on you.
Okay, marathon was today, band concert was on saturday and heartbeat was on friday. Where shall i start first? Or shall i delay the heartbeat and band concert posts and wait for photos to be uploaded on fb so i can upload them here? :)
Today's marathon was....... an epic failure for me hehehe. Whatever la, i finished my 2.4 and that's the only thing of any importance. Then i gained all my fats back by eating at macs. Oh but we laughed a lot hahaha while reminiscing 'Primary School Days' lol!
Sucker, primary school is long overrrr. Reality comes crashing back down and- oh look i'm wayyyyy behind time in studying for Myes. I just started on one random physics chapter on sunday night :( Pressure :( During the not-so-failure 3 hours studying marathon with sylvia. Which turned out to be 2 due to the stupid impossible game and whatever.
Anywayyyyy, there's school tomorrow. Omgomg when will this end?! Anyway, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, THEREFORE YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CLICK THE PLAY BUTTON BELOW TO SEE NICHKHUN RAPPING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *FAINTS*
I'm gonna be okay, gonna be okay,
I'll be okay, gonna be okay,
Baby without you,
Baby without you.
But things change. People change.
Change was one of the inevitable laws of nature,
exacting its toll on people’s lives.
Napfa was today. Napfa was okay. I managed an A for everything. Cept standing broad jump. (Obviously). Last year of sec school napfa. It feels fine :)
It's last everything. Last this, last that. Tomorrow marks the last handbell performance. It's bittersweet i guess. The only thing i really enjoyed bout practices were playing nice songs and all my loves who made hb pracs bearable! :) December 2009 was still the best. Hehe. I'll remember all the times we rushed back to school frantically tgth. And ikea. Hahahahaha.
I shall save the rest for the Goodbye Handbells post, hehe after CCA stand down i guess.
Today, singapore's epic weather revealed itself once more. It was hot like hell in the morning/afternoon and then there was thunder and a downpour in the evening. Wow. I do love my sunny island in the sun singapore.
Mmmm, what else. The days ahead are busy busy :( Mostly they're filled with non-stop violin pracs and.......... yeah. That's about it. I will eat violin sleep violin shit violin.
Haha, i never imagined sec4 would be so............. hectic. It's only gonna get worse. Okay. I shall finish Dear John now :) It bores me to death but i rented it so i may as well just try to read it. :)
Smile though your heart is aching,
smile even though it's breaking
I'm sorry, i'm really sorry N. You know i'm not worth this, i'm not worth what you're giving me. I honestly don't think i deserve it from someone this special. I'd rather keep you as a friend, rather than something that's awful. Pick anyone else but me, i'll only bring you misery.
To another, hi. I'm just stumbled over some old photos and just like that, it hits me. Ohmygod i miss you. For reasons unbeknownst to me as to why i won't answer your texts like i used to, why i don't pull you in for a hug when i see you, or why i don't want to see you at all anymore, i really do miss you. With all my heart. Then again, i'd wonder, how could you leave me just like that? How could you?!
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I'm not a good enough person, not a good enough friend, not a good enough lover, not a good enough student. I'm not good enough. I'll never be good enough. Never.
Today, i heard the bridge 'ba da ba ba da da ba da, ba da ba ba da ba ba da' Hehe i realised while singing it i mixed up the bas and the das however, i know now :)
I went for violin again today it ruined my fingertips i can't feel my fingertips now. It's hazardous. I have yet to master vibrato and for that i am deeply saddened.
It's !!:$& or in other words or in other numerical symbols, 11:47 and i am still in the middle of my commonwealth essay and i can assure you it doesn't make sense AT ALL. I took away the JL monster but the fairy is still there :) Yes i can see where this is going. Down the drain i suppose.
Somehow tomorrow is Friday! And the day after tomorrow is Thursday! Wow! All of a sudden, Friday comes before Thursday! Oh and today is Monday! Yesterday was Monday too! I love the days of the week! They are so totally not screwed up! Wow! In-cre-du-ble!
Now, back to my fairy and the rest of the rubbish that's gonna sprout out of my....... fingers. I will finish the essay! I can and i will!
MMT
I am crushed. I can see tiny fragments of bel on the floor. Seriously, i wouldn't support their individual activities until they come back as a group. Seriously, i've never felt so crushed in my whole entire life before. Seriously, dbsk can't disband.
They just can't.
Spiteful words can hurt feelings,
but silence can break hearts
The second week was busier than the first. Though i'm not complaining cuz it's only gonna get worse. It's a boring Saturday afternoon and i see a storm cloud approaching. No kidding.
Hehe this is suppose to be me! Deanna drew it in the midst of drawing all her other cute stick people for the Cambodian Genocide. Yes, though i have not been listening to pcd, i have indeed gotten the point of listening to it.
I dined at Cedele ytd. The biased waitress was rather pissing off but we piled the plate with different kinds of bread and ate them all :) Sarah and i were possibly dead and the other 2 were immensely hyper. Had to leave early though. And caught Clash of the Titans which was really nice. Cuz it was about greek mythology. Mmhmm.
How very true.
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