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okay, today was so pmsed.
hahahaha.

anyway, ride to bishan with rachel
was,
the,
bomb,
omgosh.

HAHA we were acting like some retards.
and she guessed what my stuff toy was,
so i said :
princess and the_____?
and she said



"poo".




HOW RETARDED!
:D and i kept trying to ask her bout the taxi stuff n'all,
but she kept thinking i said what the bus driver like the hairy man etc.

anyway,
if you didn't understand any of the above,
proves ur probably sane.



i hate chinese.
:D
oh and God loves me :D
such a comforting thing
:D

okay, today was so pmsed.
hahahaha.

anyway, ride to bishan with rachel
was,
the,
bomb,
omgosh.

HAHA we were acting like some retards.
and she guessed what my stuff toy was,
so i said :
princess and the_____?
and she said



"poo".




HOW RETARDED!
:D and i kept trying to ask her bout the taxi stuff n'all,
but she kept thinking i said what the bus driver like the hairy man etc.

anyway,
if you didn't understand any of the above,
proves ur probably sane.



i hate chinese.
:D
oh and God loves me :D
such a comforting thing
:D

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i walk with a spring in my step,
cos i know He is with me.

i walk with a spring in my step,
cos i know He is with me.

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i think my posts need some *pauses*
colour,crap.

there's no pink.

wow, blogger, you have a WIDE range of colours, huh.

anyway, results have been ironic.

i mean, yeah Thank God for letting me get As and stuff.

and at the same time,

i ____.

(its the F word)

failed.

so i now need anti-depressents.

and shit, there's some retarded prefect shit tmr.

i hate it.

oh and i have no money.

so march birthday people, im sorry.

i know there's alot of you.

like Priscilla, Michelle, and a whole lot of other people
(i'm going to check althea's birthday book for march :D)

hahaha and the most you'll be getting from me is,

uh,

uh,

uh.

MY LOVE.

yay. such a priceless thing to recieve, yes.

hahahaha my love! that is, if i remember la.

peas out!

i think my posts need some *pauses*
colour,crap.

there's no pink.

wow, blogger, you have a WIDE range of colours, huh.

anyway, results have been ironic.

i mean, yeah Thank God for letting me get As and stuff.

and at the same time,

i ____.

(its the F word)

failed.

so i now need anti-depressents.

and shit, there's some retarded prefect shit tmr.

i hate it.

oh and i have no money.

so march birthday people, im sorry.

i know there's alot of you.

like Priscilla, Michelle, and a whole lot of other people
(i'm going to check althea's birthday book for march :D)

hahaha and the most you'll be getting from me is,

uh,

uh,

uh.

MY LOVE.

yay. such a priceless thing to recieve, yes.

hahahaha my love! that is, if i remember la.

peas out!

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SHIT.

OHCRAP.
SOMEONE JUST KILL ME NOW,
PLEASE.



CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP.

failure has a great way of shaking my faith.
SHIT.



isabel is at a loss of what to do.
and for the first time,
i don't think i really rock.

what a mask.



help,

SHIT.

OHCRAP.
SOMEONE JUST KILL ME NOW,
PLEASE.



CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP.

failure has a great way of shaking my faith.
SHIT.



isabel is at a loss of what to do.
and for the first time,
i don't think i really rock.

what a mask.



help,

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gosh, today, was, really, really, tiring.

today was a far cry from Heaven,
but it was still darn nice.


crap, life's getting beating the shit out of me.


till i see you again,
i'll be loving you,
love,
me.

gosh, today, was, really, really, tiring.

today was a far cry from Heaven,
but it was still darn nice.


crap, life's getting beating the shit out of me.


till i see you again,
i'll be loving you,
love,
me.

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i like long bus rides.
i think alot.
like during the whole journey,
my mind is like in lalaland.
or probably the sad part of lalaland.

i dont actually think when im happy, i guess.

And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
I look at you with such disdain

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight


It all comes down to this.
Well, i'd say screw you.
But thing is,
i'm sorry.
I really am.

i like long bus rides.
i think alot.
like during the whole journey,
my mind is like in lalaland.
or probably the sad part of lalaland.

i dont actually think when im happy, i guess.

And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
I look at you with such disdain

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight


It all comes down to this.
Well, i'd say screw you.
But thing is,
i'm sorry.
I really am.

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i didn't go to school today! haha
AND, COINCIDENTALLY,
RACHEL ALSO DIDNT.
AND, WE HAVE THE SAME REASON.
WE BOTH HAVE *coughs* HEADACHES.

there you go :D


and i think you're being a real piss-off now.

i didn't go to school today! haha
AND, COINCIDENTALLY,
RACHEL ALSO DIDNT.
AND, WE HAVE THE SAME REASON.
WE BOTH HAVE *coughs* HEADACHES.

there you go :D


and i think you're being a real piss-off now.

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oh gosh, God works in ways we cannot understand! OH GOSH.
i Love Him ever so much.

haha okay today's topic is HEAVEN BUDDY.
and my Heaven Buddy is alr celine :D
but you guys can be like my heaven friends :D

haha thing is, why are we living and what do we live for.
and obviously the answer is God.
in the end we'll all just go to Heaven cos duh,
he created us.
but yala if we dont accept Christ then you won't be my heaven friend anymore la,
you'll be my hell-friend :(

so we'd probably be going to Heaven if we accept God into our lives,
and like, try to have a personal relationship with Him.
i tell you, he really rocks okay,
go and try trusting in him if you haven't experienced his love.

and, btw im free for the rest of my life in Heaven
which is everlasting life,
and anyway im already going out with celine to watch a movie and go to a gig,
when we reach Heaven,
so you can book me too! :D

hahahahahahahahaha.
DONT DELETE YOUR BLOG KAY CELINE,
I'M GOING TO M.C YOUR WEDDING
AND WHEN I TALK ABOUT THE PART WHEN WE WERE FRIENDS DURING OUR TEENS,
I SHOW THEM YOUR BLOG HAHAHAHAHA.
AND YOU BETTER NAME YOUR DAUGHTER ISABEL :D
Heaven Buddy!
seethingsinnewlight.blogspot.com

oh gosh, God works in ways we cannot understand! OH GOSH.
i Love Him ever so much.

haha okay today's topic is HEAVEN BUDDY.
and my Heaven Buddy is alr celine :D
but you guys can be like my heaven friends :D

haha thing is, why are we living and what do we live for.
and obviously the answer is God.
in the end we'll all just go to Heaven cos duh,
he created us.
but yala if we dont accept Christ then you won't be my heaven friend anymore la,
you'll be my hell-friend :(

so we'd probably be going to Heaven if we accept God into our lives,
and like, try to have a personal relationship with Him.
i tell you, he really rocks okay,
go and try trusting in him if you haven't experienced his love.

and, btw im free for the rest of my life in Heaven
which is everlasting life,
and anyway im already going out with celine to watch a movie and go to a gig,
when we reach Heaven,
so you can book me too! :D

hahahahahahahahaha.
DONT DELETE YOUR BLOG KAY CELINE,
I'M GOING TO M.C YOUR WEDDING
AND WHEN I TALK ABOUT THE PART WHEN WE WERE FRIENDS DURING OUR TEENS,
I SHOW THEM YOUR BLOG HAHAHAHAHA.
AND YOU BETTER NAME YOUR DAUGHTER ISABEL :D
Heaven Buddy!
seethingsinnewlight.blogspot.com

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i just realised, i haven't been online for 145496135441651 years.

and i havent blogged for 658452168546841 years.

which infact is actually a few days but yeah.

haha, so now i apologise :D

and that after the fureaking stupid common tests are over,

isabel who very much rocks, will be back to disturb all of you :D

and i mean disturb as in full time disturb :D

today i went to church,

and yes it was nice. :D

picture is of last last week's one.

yay :D

break my heart for what breaks Yours

i just realised, i haven't been online for 145496135441651 years.

and i havent blogged for 658452168546841 years.

which infact is actually a few days but yeah.

haha, so now i apologise :D

and that after the fureaking stupid common tests are over,

isabel who very much rocks, will be back to disturb all of you :D

and i mean disturb as in full time disturb :D

today i went to church,

and yes it was nice. :D

picture is of last last week's one.

yay :D

break my heart for what breaks Yours

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everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades.

common testttttsssssssssss.

haha look the pictures are appearing again!

:D

today, i am once again saved by God's love

and that i am refreshed in my faith :D

so peace out,

isabel is loved.

everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades.

common testttttsssssssssss.

haha look the pictures are appearing again!

:D

today, i am once again saved by God's love

and that i am refreshed in my faith :D

so peace out,

isabel is loved.

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301st post which is probably my last post of my life,
cos im so sick and im going to die soon.
so, my last dying wish is to have a pink funeral,
EVERYONE CONTRIBUTE KAY.

okay i shall post the prayers for amanda and mojojo when im in Heaven,
cos im so sick,
im going to sleep.

i'd probably die in my sleep though,
goodbye world,
it was nice living,
i guess.

301st post which is probably my last post of my life,
cos im so sick and im going to die soon.
so, my last dying wish is to have a pink funeral,
EVERYONE CONTRIBUTE KAY.

okay i shall post the prayers for amanda and mojojo when im in Heaven,
cos im so sick,
im going to sleep.

i'd probably die in my sleep though,
goodbye world,
it was nice living,
i guess.

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ohdear.
i just backed spaced about, 500 words.
or would you rather, i just deleted the post that was dedicated to amanda.
IM SORRY AMANDA,
i'll post a post for you when my spirits are higher,
love you lots.


and you know what?
i just ruined my 300th post.




And i hope to God i'll figure out what's wrong.

ohdear.
i just backed spaced about, 500 words.
or would you rather, i just deleted the post that was dedicated to amanda.
IM SORRY AMANDA,
i'll post a post for you when my spirits are higher,
love you lots.


and you know what?
i just ruined my 300th post.




And i hope to God i'll figure out what's wrong.

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It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the passage of time. Rationally, i knew my lungs must still be intact, yet i gasped for air and my head spun like my yielded me nothing. My heart must have been beating, too, but i couldn't hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my hands felt blue with cold. I curled inwards, hugging my ribs to hold myself together. I scrambled for my numbness, my denial, but it evaded me.

And yet, i found that i could survive. I was alert, i felt the pain-the aching lost that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head-but it was manageable. I could live through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that i'd grown strong enough to bear it.

And for the first time in a long time, i didn't know what to expect in the morning.


seriously, life is freaking me out.
major hiatus, i have to think,
of what to do with this.

It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the passage of time. Rationally, i knew my lungs must still be intact, yet i gasped for air and my head spun like my yielded me nothing. My heart must have been beating, too, but i couldn't hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my hands felt blue with cold. I curled inwards, hugging my ribs to hold myself together. I scrambled for my numbness, my denial, but it evaded me.

And yet, i found that i could survive. I was alert, i felt the pain-the aching lost that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head-but it was manageable. I could live through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that i'd grown strong enough to bear it.

And for the first time in a long time, i didn't know what to expect in the morning.


seriously, life is freaking me out.
major hiatus, i have to think,
of what to do with this.

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okay i'm banned from the com.
ohdear.
and i know you wanna know why,
its cos' i failed my math quiz.
QUIZ.

take that into consideration please.
Q-U-I-Z.
but ohdear i've never failed anything in my life before.
so, this really sucks i guess.

HAHAHAHA.


okayokay i shall dedicate this post to :
PRIS, RACH, MOJOJO, AARON & peter.

yay thank you so much for helping me in my math,
and rach - in nagging me to study chinese.
HAHAHAHAHAA but, i failed my math,
and im going to fail my chinese!

so that obviously doesn't make you guys sound good.
infact, it makes you sound like bad teachers,
ohwell, you probably are though, yes :D
no future as teachers, that's for sure.

probably pris can become a pastor, or the FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT OF SINGAPORE HAHA.
rach can become the world's shortest guitar player.
mojojo and aaron would probably be nicked "emo and scary twins, bewareeeeee"
and peter would become.. a shit cleaner.

HAHA and, i will become,
uh,
uh,
uh.

how strange, i never really decided on what i wanna be.
OH YA.
i wanna be a lawyer :D
then i can bang the thatthing.
whats that thing called.
you know when the lawyer wear the wig and bangs the thing on the table and shouts
"ORDER ORDER! COURT SMTHSMTH BLABHBLAH SHITSHIT."
that kind of thing.


ISABEL THE LAWYER.
WHO VERY MUCH ROCKS.


how cool :D

okay i'm banned from the com.
ohdear.
and i know you wanna know why,
its cos' i failed my math quiz.
QUIZ.

take that into consideration please.
Q-U-I-Z.
but ohdear i've never failed anything in my life before.
so, this really sucks i guess.

HAHAHAHA.


okayokay i shall dedicate this post to :
PRIS, RACH, MOJOJO, AARON & peter.

yay thank you so much for helping me in my math,
and rach - in nagging me to study chinese.
HAHAHAHAHAA but, i failed my math,
and im going to fail my chinese!

so that obviously doesn't make you guys sound good.
infact, it makes you sound like bad teachers,
ohwell, you probably are though, yes :D
no future as teachers, that's for sure.

probably pris can become a pastor, or the FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT OF SINGAPORE HAHA.
rach can become the world's shortest guitar player.
mojojo and aaron would probably be nicked "emo and scary twins, bewareeeeee"
and peter would become.. a shit cleaner.

HAHA and, i will become,
uh,
uh,
uh.

how strange, i never really decided on what i wanna be.
OH YA.
i wanna be a lawyer :D
then i can bang the thatthing.
whats that thing called.
you know when the lawyer wear the wig and bangs the thing on the table and shouts
"ORDER ORDER! COURT SMTHSMTH BLABHBLAH SHITSHIT."
that kind of thing.


ISABEL THE LAWYER.
WHO VERY MUCH ROCKS.


how cool :D

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THIS POST, IS DEDICATED TO RACHEL WONG :D
www.ggdownthedrain.blogspot.com
im advertising her blog for freeeeeeeee! :D

Dear Lord,
i am so happy, oh so happy to have met rachel :D
haha and even though sometimes she's an absolute pain in the ass,
she's really really really nice and a
really really really great friend!
although sometimes i think she's too dumb to understand how her existance means alot to me :D

like she even understood that sentence *points upwards*

anyway, i pray that you will just keep her in Your loving arms,
and uh, let her know that you will always be there with her, through thick and thin :D
andandand we'll meet each other in Heaven when we die!

hahahaha and i pray that she will never forget orson's no tomorrow,
for it makes us happy :D
other than You la! cos you make us the happiest.
in fact i think that we're suppose to be happy, that you made the song happy, and that we will be happy after listening to the happy song, and therefore we will be happy cos of You :D

and i pray that we'll be friend forever! (obviously, who forgets me, please la!) and she'll
invite me to her wedding,
and the moment before she gives birth, i pray i'll be there, (OUTSIDE THE ROOM LA),
and she'll name her daughter "isabel",
or her son, uh, the male version of isabel,
and she'll come to my wedding,
and uh, never get to name my child,
and when our children grow old we'll talk talk talk on the phone just like we're doing now!
and discuss bout Orson's no tomorrow!

:D

and Sorry, Father, for making you listen to my long prayer.
my mind tends to wonder when i pray :D hahahaha.

IN JESUS'S MOST PRECIOUS NAME I PRAY,
AMEN.

THIS POST, IS DEDICATED TO RACHEL WONG :D
www.ggdownthedrain.blogspot.com
im advertising her blog for freeeeeeeee! :D

Dear Lord,
i am so happy, oh so happy to have met rachel :D
haha and even though sometimes she's an absolute pain in the ass,
she's really really really nice and a
really really really great friend!
although sometimes i think she's too dumb to understand how her existance means alot to me :D

like she even understood that sentence *points upwards*

anyway, i pray that you will just keep her in Your loving arms,
and uh, let her know that you will always be there with her, through thick and thin :D
andandand we'll meet each other in Heaven when we die!

hahahaha and i pray that she will never forget orson's no tomorrow,
for it makes us happy :D
other than You la! cos you make us the happiest.
in fact i think that we're suppose to be happy, that you made the song happy, and that we will be happy after listening to the happy song, and therefore we will be happy cos of You :D

and i pray that we'll be friend forever! (obviously, who forgets me, please la!) and she'll
invite me to her wedding,
and the moment before she gives birth, i pray i'll be there, (OUTSIDE THE ROOM LA),
and she'll name her daughter "isabel",
or her son, uh, the male version of isabel,
and she'll come to my wedding,
and uh, never get to name my child,
and when our children grow old we'll talk talk talk on the phone just like we're doing now!
and discuss bout Orson's no tomorrow!

:D

and Sorry, Father, for making you listen to my long prayer.
my mind tends to wonder when i pray :D hahahaha.

IN JESUS'S MOST PRECIOUS NAME I PRAY,
AMEN.

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Saviour, He can move the mountains,
my God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save.


How interesting, today was tiring.
really, really, really, excruciatingly, tiring.
i could barely keep my eyes open during piano.
and i composed shit.

oh, and besides, i slept with my contacts.
this proves how tired i am.
even now, my eyes are like, fogging up.
ohdear.


ANYWAY, i didn't play for cluster today!
how stress-relieving! :D
i opened prayer anyway, interesting.


my life, is stressful.
every second im stressing about smth.
but seriously, I'm going to live through it,
Through God of cos', cos no one else matters anymore.

none.

as in seriously, i'm not going to get into any BGR anymore,
i'm going to quit going after worldly desires - mainly people, i guess.

and i quite like the word seriously,
seriously :D

here comes my lame-ness again!
i was beginning to wonder where it had gone off to.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
right.


oh well, i tried, i guess.
i tried real, real hard.
but seriously, i guess it was enough for you,
wasn't it.

seriously.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
my God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save.


How interesting, today was tiring.
really, really, really, excruciatingly, tiring.
i could barely keep my eyes open during piano.
and i composed shit.

oh, and besides, i slept with my contacts.
this proves how tired i am.
even now, my eyes are like, fogging up.
ohdear.


ANYWAY, i didn't play for cluster today!
how stress-relieving! :D
i opened prayer anyway, interesting.


my life, is stressful.
every second im stressing about smth.
but seriously, I'm going to live through it,
Through God of cos', cos no one else matters anymore.

none.

as in seriously, i'm not going to get into any BGR anymore,
i'm going to quit going after worldly desires - mainly people, i guess.

and i quite like the word seriously,
seriously :D

here comes my lame-ness again!
i was beginning to wonder where it had gone off to.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
right.


oh well, i tried, i guess.
i tried real, real hard.
but seriously, i guess it was enough for you,
wasn't it.

seriously.

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I ROCK, I ROCK, I ROCKKKKKKKK :D

ISABEL ROCKS :D COS SHE CAN PLAY F#m like

FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :D:D:D

im so happy that im willing to post big picture of soi fon for you, mojojojo :D

you better be happy ah.

BUT I STILL ROCK MORE THAN HER, I ROCK I ROCK.

OH OH I CAN PLAY INDESCRIBABLE AND MIGHTY TO SAVE ALR!

this rocks, this rocks :D

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

You are amazing, God.

Saviour, He can move the mountains.

And You came to my rescue

Its You O Lord i seek, to know and to be known.

i rather like playing the guitar for worship,

its nicey-nice :D

just dont get sick of me, oh nono :D

I ROCK, I ROCK, I ROCKKKKKKKK :D

ISABEL ROCKS :D COS SHE CAN PLAY F#m like

FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :D:D:D

im so happy that im willing to post big picture of soi fon for you, mojojojo :D

you better be happy ah.

BUT I STILL ROCK MORE THAN HER, I ROCK I ROCK.

OH OH I CAN PLAY INDESCRIBABLE AND MIGHTY TO SAVE ALR!

this rocks, this rocks :D

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

You are amazing, God.

Saviour, He can move the mountains.

And You came to my rescue

Its You O Lord i seek, to know and to be known.

i rather like playing the guitar for worship,

its nicey-nice :D

just dont get sick of me, oh nono :D