there's something i need to say

there's something i really need to say and let it out.


i may not understand what you really feel.
if you dont want to talk, then i'll stay quiet beside you.
its ok if you dont wish to say.
know i'm here for you every day, in every way.
maybe i'm not the one you're writing to,
but i have every right to tell you,
i'm always here for you.


and i don't seem to know why i HAVE to say this. something is bugging me. just can't tell what. and besides, i think im blogging excessively.

help me figure why i had JUST HAD to post that. and it kept bugging me for an hour or so. until i gave in to my own thoughts and it all came down to words. i got this poem from an email that one of my friends sent me. and i think it really means how i feel.

damn. i can't even decide what i want.



i'm not prepared to tell you yet.

there's something i need to say

there's something i really need to say and let it out.


i may not understand what you really feel.
if you dont want to talk, then i'll stay quiet beside you.
its ok if you dont wish to say.
know i'm here for you every day, in every way.
maybe i'm not the one you're writing to,
but i have every right to tell you,
i'm always here for you.


and i don't seem to know why i HAVE to say this. something is bugging me. just can't tell what. and besides, i think im blogging excessively.

help me figure why i had JUST HAD to post that. and it kept bugging me for an hour or so. until i gave in to my own thoughts and it all came down to words. i got this poem from an email that one of my friends sent me. and i think it really means how i feel.

damn. i can't even decide what i want.



i'm not prepared to tell you yet.

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You irk me so.


okay today was baaaaad
D:

got back my chinese results can. and i did rather badly DD: ack. and its like i was feeling so.. heavy the whole day. and after school i was cheered up (: a little at least. so shit lah! xD

hahaha okay 'm gonna mug chinese.

byeeeee :D
isabel

You irk me so.


okay today was baaaaad
D:

got back my chinese results can. and i did rather badly DD: ack. and its like i was feeling so.. heavy the whole day. and after school i was cheered up (: a little at least. so shit lah! xD

hahaha okay 'm gonna mug chinese.

byeeeee :D
isabel

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It ain't over yet. You've yet to APOLOGISE.

like i'd said, the one suffering isnt me. its YOU.


okay i know i've been on a shortttttt hiatus :D haha. did'nt exactly felt like blogging anyway. was kinda in a.. confused? mood. i guess. so yeah. but now imma blogging! :/ cos i feel like it :D

okay hmm. i'm rather pissed yet happy now. and japan SUCKS. please lah the reason why Korea even BOTHERED to do the penalities was cos' they felt sorry for the JAPANEASEEEEE i think xD AND SAUDI ROCKS. yes they do :D

and i only betted on iraq because of some nimcumput reason you threatened me with, if did'nt let you change the bet, sylvia chia.
and sarajane yes i will not ge white hair :D neverrrrrrrr.

BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU.
YAY. I SPELT IT CORRECTLY :D

okay i think im getting lame xD

byeeeeee.

It ain't over yet. You've yet to APOLOGISE.

like i'd said, the one suffering isnt me. its YOU.


okay i know i've been on a shortttttt hiatus :D haha. did'nt exactly felt like blogging anyway. was kinda in a.. confused? mood. i guess. so yeah. but now imma blogging! :/ cos i feel like it :D

okay hmm. i'm rather pissed yet happy now. and japan SUCKS. please lah the reason why Korea even BOTHERED to do the penalities was cos' they felt sorry for the JAPANEASEEEEE i think xD AND SAUDI ROCKS. yes they do :D

and i only betted on iraq because of some nimcumput reason you threatened me with, if did'nt let you change the bet, sylvia chia.
and sarajane yes i will not ge white hair :D neverrrrrrrr.

BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU BINDHU.
YAY. I SPELT IT CORRECTLY :D

okay i think im getting lame xD

byeeeeee.

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say it to my FACE.



today was another, yet another, sleepy day. was pratically YAWNING LA. tmr handbells are performing. have to wear the milkmaid costume again can. ah heck.

and i bought me self some shoes :D black heels with a simple strap at the back to tmr's performance :D yay! and i added another thing to my wishlist. GO SEEEE :D


AND THANK YOU PRISCILLA. i KNOW you are reading this :D I LOVE YOU :D hahahahaha. thanks for those 48 msgs of explaining and keeping me company while i mugged chinese :D and thanks most of all, FOR CHEERING ME UP :D your existance is appreciated xD

and thank you too! :D for sticking with me through these times of hatred. YOU MAKE ME SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDD thanks for all that you've done. touched me greatly. and maybe you're not that bad after all :D you can be my wonderwall! (:

friends are great :D
ISABEL.

say it to my FACE.



today was another, yet another, sleepy day. was pratically YAWNING LA. tmr handbells are performing. have to wear the milkmaid costume again can. ah heck.

and i bought me self some shoes :D black heels with a simple strap at the back to tmr's performance :D yay! and i added another thing to my wishlist. GO SEEEE :D


AND THANK YOU PRISCILLA. i KNOW you are reading this :D I LOVE YOU :D hahahahaha. thanks for those 48 msgs of explaining and keeping me company while i mugged chinese :D and thanks most of all, FOR CHEERING ME UP :D your existance is appreciated xD

and thank you too! :D for sticking with me through these times of hatred. YOU MAKE ME SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDD thanks for all that you've done. touched me greatly. and maybe you're not that bad after all :D you can be my wonderwall! (:

friends are great :D
ISABEL.

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WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. HOW COME YOU KEEP RUINING MY LIFE.


its always you, you, YOU. i get SO SICK and SO TIRED of you. seriously, i've won. no questions asked. FULL STOP. no chapter 2. and yes look its living proof that we can live without you. so there. just stfu can?

today was sleepy. i think the history classroom itself makes me sleepy without cekgu. ANDDDD today was english test. it was quite easy la. now mugging for chinese test this friday.

now time for somemore angry ramblings.

BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU'RE SO PHATETIC, PEOPLE WILL COME AND TAKE PITY ON YOU? FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. CAN'T YOU TELL NO ON ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT YOU NOW. yes everyone thinks you SUCKK. so just go and cry in your little RICH MANSIONS and get your filthy face out of my sight.

no i can't stand you that's for sure. and i HOPE that i won't be in the same class as you. no i dont know why you keep RUINING everything. i hate you, you know. WHAT RIGHT DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE, BARGING INTO MY LIFE LIKE THAT.

do you know how much you made me feel infuriated, how much tears you made me loose out of anger, how much stabbing my heart has suffered and how much loneliness i've felt? no you don't. DO NOT EVEN TRY TO ACT SO FAKE AND INNOCENT.

i can't tolerate you much longer. ONE FINE DAY I'LL SLAP YOU UNTIL YOUR FACE HAS MY HAND PRINT THERE. you can go around saying, "ISABEL SLAPPED ME COS I DID HER WRONG. IM SORRY." and no on will take pity on you.

but this has got to end. one way or another. and i'm winning. DON'T bother fighting back.

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. HOW COME YOU KEEP RUINING MY LIFE.


its always you, you, YOU. i get SO SICK and SO TIRED of you. seriously, i've won. no questions asked. FULL STOP. no chapter 2. and yes look its living proof that we can live without you. so there. just stfu can?

today was sleepy. i think the history classroom itself makes me sleepy without cekgu. ANDDDD today was english test. it was quite easy la. now mugging for chinese test this friday.

now time for somemore angry ramblings.

BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU'RE SO PHATETIC, PEOPLE WILL COME AND TAKE PITY ON YOU? FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. CAN'T YOU TELL NO ON ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT YOU NOW. yes everyone thinks you SUCKK. so just go and cry in your little RICH MANSIONS and get your filthy face out of my sight.

no i can't stand you that's for sure. and i HOPE that i won't be in the same class as you. no i dont know why you keep RUINING everything. i hate you, you know. WHAT RIGHT DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE, BARGING INTO MY LIFE LIKE THAT.

do you know how much you made me feel infuriated, how much tears you made me loose out of anger, how much stabbing my heart has suffered and how much loneliness i've felt? no you don't. DO NOT EVEN TRY TO ACT SO FAKE AND INNOCENT.

i can't tolerate you much longer. ONE FINE DAY I'LL SLAP YOU UNTIL YOUR FACE HAS MY HAND PRINT THERE. you can go around saying, "ISABEL SLAPPED ME COS I DID HER WRONG. IM SORRY." and no on will take pity on you.

but this has got to end. one way or another. and i'm winning. DON'T bother fighting back.

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I'd give all i have just to get you to stay.

just yesterday, when i was thinking about how to eat her brains while she dies a day later due to exessive bleeding (with no brains), i was doing my quiet time. and this is what 1John said.

"Anyone who claimes to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness."

- 1John chpt 2 : 9

and there i was, so highly amused of what i've read. and i dunno why. i should have felt guilty. but oh nevermind. the wonders of me :D okay then i read on somemore and it still talked about the darkness and light and the hate and love brother thing.



technically, she is not my brother. we are not related. maybe sisters in Christ. yeah but still. 'm trying to forgive her, priscilla.

yeah priscilla is a better christian than me! D:

can you believe it?! no i can't.

and btw, today i was searching my name on google images, and found this picture :D

'm oh so irritated :D but that is definetly NOT me. and i know i spell definetly wrongly.

Wish I could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of me and you

I'd give all i have just to get you to stay.

just yesterday, when i was thinking about how to eat her brains while she dies a day later due to exessive bleeding (with no brains), i was doing my quiet time. and this is what 1John said.

"Anyone who claimes to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness."

- 1John chpt 2 : 9

and there i was, so highly amused of what i've read. and i dunno why. i should have felt guilty. but oh nevermind. the wonders of me :D okay then i read on somemore and it still talked about the darkness and light and the hate and love brother thing.



technically, she is not my brother. we are not related. maybe sisters in Christ. yeah but still. 'm trying to forgive her, priscilla.

yeah priscilla is a better christian than me! D:

can you believe it?! no i can't.

and btw, today i was searching my name on google images, and found this picture :D

'm oh so irritated :D but that is definetly NOT me. and i know i spell definetly wrongly.

Wish I could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of me and you

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Lean on me!
When you're not strong
and I'll be your friend
I'll
help you carry on
for it won't be long
'till I'm gonna need
somebody
to lean on (:

Lean on me!
When you're not strong
and I'll be your friend
I'll
help you carry on
for it won't be long
'till I'm gonna need
somebody
to lean on (:

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The footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways.



i've seen enough now, to know that beautiful things, don't always stay that way.
they say, that evil comes disguised.


and they do. evil DOES come disguised. i hate you. i always will. STOP RUINING MY PROJECT GRADES AND STOP HANGING ARD MY FRIENDS. hey, its a free country. do WHATEVER you like, dear. cos' 'm learning to avoid you. learn where you stand.

if you probe too much, you might as well not come to school for i will give you HELL. so STAY AWAY FROM ME. you are a jinx. and no matter how nice i may seem, i'll crush you just like i crushed others. you vixen. don't thing you can get away so damn easily. do you know how much HATRED i've bottled up inside me?

go on. after reading this, if you still don't think its you, ASK AROUND. im sure everyone will probably say the same like, "yes, she told me she hated you" and my oh my if i burst one day, you're gonna PAY BACK for all the tears, suffering and humiliation you've caused me. yes you will. i'll make sure of that.

don't even think i WANT to forgive you. you've spoilt my mood too much, and one more blow will make you regret doing what you've done to me. I'LL TURN YOUR FRIENDS AGAINST YOU, LEAVE YOU LIKE A LONER, AND NO ONE WILL EVEN CARE. you think everyone thinks your cute, stupid and dumb.

I KNOW YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE JUST A THUMBSUCKING LIAR. putting up that FAKE front is'nt gonna last you very long. i hate you, dear girl.

watch out.

The footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways.



i've seen enough now, to know that beautiful things, don't always stay that way.
they say, that evil comes disguised.


and they do. evil DOES come disguised. i hate you. i always will. STOP RUINING MY PROJECT GRADES AND STOP HANGING ARD MY FRIENDS. hey, its a free country. do WHATEVER you like, dear. cos' 'm learning to avoid you. learn where you stand.

if you probe too much, you might as well not come to school for i will give you HELL. so STAY AWAY FROM ME. you are a jinx. and no matter how nice i may seem, i'll crush you just like i crushed others. you vixen. don't thing you can get away so damn easily. do you know how much HATRED i've bottled up inside me?

go on. after reading this, if you still don't think its you, ASK AROUND. im sure everyone will probably say the same like, "yes, she told me she hated you" and my oh my if i burst one day, you're gonna PAY BACK for all the tears, suffering and humiliation you've caused me. yes you will. i'll make sure of that.

don't even think i WANT to forgive you. you've spoilt my mood too much, and one more blow will make you regret doing what you've done to me. I'LL TURN YOUR FRIENDS AGAINST YOU, LEAVE YOU LIKE A LONER, AND NO ONE WILL EVEN CARE. you think everyone thinks your cute, stupid and dumb.

I KNOW YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE JUST A THUMBSUCKING LIAR. putting up that FAKE front is'nt gonna last you very long. i hate you, dear girl.

watch out.

i love youuuuuuu

Everything i do, reminds me of you.


went ps-ing with celine and hui shannnn andand we went to watch HAPPY POTTER :D on saturday la. so i met shannn and we went to serangoon mrt to meet retarded no.2, celine. and then we went to ps. booked thhe 3.00 show cos 2.30 no more seatsssss D: okay then still got time right? went arcade to play drums. or something like that. and then shan so pro! (as usual can) HAHAHAHHA and celine canot take it xD

okay then play too much late 10min. went out of arcade faster buy food. YOU KNOW WHO THE HELL I SAW? althea and alison and their.... friend. ZOMG right. hahaha. *the following series of actions are enclosed in a secret* okay then we went into the cinema. AND DUNNO WHO JUST HAD TO BOOK THE 2ND ROW FROM THE FRONT. ZOMG. so i was like tilting my head upppp laaaa D:

okay :D
i think im real blessed(:


i hope i love you all my life.

isabel

i love youuuuuuu

Everything i do, reminds me of you.


went ps-ing with celine and hui shannnn andand we went to watch HAPPY POTTER :D on saturday la. so i met shannn and we went to serangoon mrt to meet retarded no.2, celine. and then we went to ps. booked thhe 3.00 show cos 2.30 no more seatsssss D: okay then still got time right? went arcade to play drums. or something like that. and then shan so pro! (as usual can) HAHAHAHHA and celine canot take it xD

okay then play too much late 10min. went out of arcade faster buy food. YOU KNOW WHO THE HELL I SAW? althea and alison and their.... friend. ZOMG right. hahaha. *the following series of actions are enclosed in a secret* okay then we went into the cinema. AND DUNNO WHO JUST HAD TO BOOK THE 2ND ROW FROM THE FRONT. ZOMG. so i was like tilting my head upppp laaaa D:

okay :D
i think im real blessed(:


i hope i love you all my life.

isabel

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ah. today was so.. exasperating. go look up the dictionary, idiot.
and yes im currently in a foul mood. so. yeah.

okay lets talk about the day D:

P.E was another waste of time, throwing balls here and there.. HAHA and playing against pris's group. and my group contained of people taller than 160cm. gahh i can't wait to grow one more cm T.T haha and obviously we won :D

english was okay. boringgggg public speaking again. was dying throughout can.

chinese was FUN! :D lin lao shi didnt come :DDDDDDDDDDD ahhhhh! im so delighted in relishing the memories :D but we had some chi yu competition on the white boardddd. and sylvia & i made up ways to rmbr them!
1. TO INFINITY AND BEYONDDDDD :D
2. right mountain come up ((:
3. light heart, light heart! :D
cheng yu made easyyyyyyy (:

i didnt bother to understand science. cos i can't.

live was another idiotic period where they released us late and we were so hungry tht we cld turn into canibals --

and something happened during lunch and i refuse to say what. go on. sue me.


and i changed my signaure! :D
ah isabel is the love.

ah. today was so.. exasperating. go look up the dictionary, idiot.
and yes im currently in a foul mood. so. yeah.

okay lets talk about the day D:

P.E was another waste of time, throwing balls here and there.. HAHA and playing against pris's group. and my group contained of people taller than 160cm. gahh i can't wait to grow one more cm T.T haha and obviously we won :D

english was okay. boringgggg public speaking again. was dying throughout can.

chinese was FUN! :D lin lao shi didnt come :DDDDDDDDDDD ahhhhh! im so delighted in relishing the memories :D but we had some chi yu competition on the white boardddd. and sylvia & i made up ways to rmbr them!
1. TO INFINITY AND BEYONDDDDD :D
2. right mountain come up ((:
3. light heart, light heart! :D
cheng yu made easyyyyyyy (:

i didnt bother to understand science. cos i can't.

live was another idiotic period where they released us late and we were so hungry tht we cld turn into canibals --

and something happened during lunch and i refuse to say what. go on. sue me.


and i changed my signaure! :D
ah isabel is the love.

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me and DOR(: taken in math before ms chew came xD

















yay! im the prettiest :D













MY FAV JUMPING SHOTTTT :D














NEVERGREEN & EVERGREEN :D

















KIM HO & MEEE :D













meet the bubble tea store "mei li de auntie"













UNGLAM PICTURES














AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.



ohoh and did i mention? i went to PS wit t clique again today :D

isaBEL

me and DOR(: taken in math before ms chew came xD

















yay! im the prettiest :D













MY FAV JUMPING SHOTTTT :D














NEVERGREEN & EVERGREEN :D

















KIM HO & MEEE :D













meet the bubble tea store "mei li de auntie"













UNGLAM PICTURES














AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.



ohoh and did i mention? i went to PS wit t clique again today :D

isaBEL

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AHAHA. im at com lab in school with t clique again :D just that sylvia went to FRENCH.

AH FOB IS SRSLY THE LOVE. -ONE AND ONLY ROCKS. hahahaha! okay we're suppose to do on some composer? i dno xD haha just now was history and it was damn funny lah! maybe i should go back to twitting :D okay and then again maybe not.. later got NSW english --

ZOMG AH IM REACHING MY 200TH POST. okay then i'll reach many many more! and once i get t pics from niki you can see my clique! YAY! and im gna make it my blogskin :D

ISABELLLLLLL.

AHAHA. im at com lab in school with t clique again :D just that sylvia went to FRENCH.

AH FOB IS SRSLY THE LOVE. -ONE AND ONLY ROCKS. hahahaha! okay we're suppose to do on some composer? i dno xD haha just now was history and it was damn funny lah! maybe i should go back to twitting :D okay and then again maybe not.. later got NSW english --

ZOMG AH IM REACHING MY 200TH POST. okay then i'll reach many many more! and once i get t pics from niki you can see my clique! YAY! and im gna make it my blogskin :D

ISABELLLLLLL.

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okay. I SLEPT 3 HOURS STRAIGHT IN THE AFTERNOON. ahhhhh! cannot sleep tonight liao.. im still having a headache --

ah. & it all started after school, me n clique went t playgrd again la. then eat n drink alr go the red chair there spinning that one. then took some videos and pictures with sarajane who is a cam whore like me! just that im more zilian cann :D

and then i sat on the spinning chair and miss sylvia chia (who's gonna get it from me) spin me so hard until i stop that time my mind still spinning. now im still dizzy can -- AH tomorrow got chinese. yes i can die D:

and cheer up all you emo people!


how wonderful life is,
when you're in the world.


je'taime(:
ISAbel;

okay. I SLEPT 3 HOURS STRAIGHT IN THE AFTERNOON. ahhhhh! cannot sleep tonight liao.. im still having a headache --

ah. & it all started after school, me n clique went t playgrd again la. then eat n drink alr go the red chair there spinning that one. then took some videos and pictures with sarajane who is a cam whore like me! just that im more zilian cann :D

and then i sat on the spinning chair and miss sylvia chia (who's gonna get it from me) spin me so hard until i stop that time my mind still spinning. now im still dizzy can -- AH tomorrow got chinese. yes i can die D:

and cheer up all you emo people!


how wonderful life is,
when you're in the world.


je'taime(:
ISAbel;

ARGHHHHHH.

im sorry i shouted that day okay. i felt pissed. i just did.

ah. life sucks.

ARGHHHHHH.

im sorry i shouted that day okay. i felt pissed. i just did.

ah. life sucks.

the reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You
and the reason is You

the reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You
and the reason is You

ah.

The end of fear is where we begin, the moment we decide to let love in.


today sucked. with a capital S. ah.

and i think im gonna change my blogskin to something nice (:


love, isabel.

isabelisabelisabel.

ah.

The end of fear is where we begin, the moment we decide to let love in.


today sucked. with a capital S. ah.

and i think im gonna change my blogskin to something nice (:


love, isabel.

isabelisabelisabel.

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You are my SUNSHINE, my ONLY sunshine :D


ah! you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me HAPPY!, when the skys are grey D: you never know yet, how much I LOVE YOU. so please DON'T TAKE, MY SUNSHINE AWAY.

hahahaha. i feel rather high today. and i felt rather happy around my friends. or at least happier abit la. it was fun today :D yes it was. i had health check.. and my backbone is straighttttttttt :D yay! haha sorry my posts been so short lately
D:

im sorry, off to mug.. AGAIN
T.T


with love,
ISABEL.

You are my SUNSHINE, my ONLY sunshine :D


ah! you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me HAPPY!, when the skys are grey D: you never know yet, how much I LOVE YOU. so please DON'T TAKE, MY SUNSHINE AWAY.

hahahaha. i feel rather high today. and i felt rather happy around my friends. or at least happier abit la. it was fun today :D yes it was. i had health check.. and my backbone is straighttttttttt :D yay! haha sorry my posts been so short lately
D:

im sorry, off to mug.. AGAIN
T.T


with love,
ISABEL.

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Sometimes, all we want is for somebody to LISTEN.

Y


all the setbacks and disappointments,
we've all faced it in our lives.
guess they're all there for a reason.
i wish i knew what D:
hang in there girl, i'll always be by your side.
don't you worry, i've got your back(:


it is true isnt it. its ending. the joy, the laughter, the fun times. now its coming to another phrase, the tension, the cold wars, the heavy hearts. it has happened before. and now its time to learn from our mistake. i'll never lose you. never again.

i feel so much better now
:D
okay! im off to mug!


isabel.

Sometimes, all we want is for somebody to LISTEN.

Y


all the setbacks and disappointments,
we've all faced it in our lives.
guess they're all there for a reason.
i wish i knew what D:
hang in there girl, i'll always be by your side.
don't you worry, i've got your back(:


it is true isnt it. its ending. the joy, the laughter, the fun times. now its coming to another phrase, the tension, the cold wars, the heavy hearts. it has happened before. and now its time to learn from our mistake. i'll never lose you. never again.

i feel so much better now
:D
okay! im off to mug!


isabel.

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was it a bad choice, really?
i can't help but to think.

was it a bad choice, really?
i can't help but to think.

prefect

all it took was just a simple question.

"miss chan, can you sign my prefect form?"

ZOMG. yes i asked her. AND I WOULD'NT HAVE. if it wasnt for sylvia and priscilla and niki :D haha so i filled up the form.. and asked miss chan. SO SCARY. hahaha. there's no harm in trying right?(: okay now i have to do homework
D:


screw chinese!



isabel.

prefect

all it took was just a simple question.

"miss chan, can you sign my prefect form?"

ZOMG. yes i asked her. AND I WOULD'NT HAVE. if it wasnt for sylvia and priscilla and niki :D haha so i filled up the form.. and asked miss chan. SO SCARY. hahaha. there's no harm in trying right?(: okay now i have to do homework
D:


screw chinese!



isabel.

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ZOMG. i hate the new timetable can.
D:

ZOMG. i hate the new timetable can.
D:

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And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Y


there's one thing you should know, is that i detest you. to the point that its enough to kill you. and please don't tell me you won, cos you WON'T with me around. you WON'T win until i learn to let it go.

its not over, so not.

HAHA. yes i got another of those KIND-FRIENDLY-ANG-MOH-GIANT again. as my examiner laa. and i did'nt do quite badly though. enough to pass but i don't know it its enough to get merit. D: so i went back to sch with the SOCCER BALL FOR SARAJANE :D

okay then IT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNYYYYY. hahahaaha. :D cos sylvia was like shouting "SARAJANE I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETING, LETS GO TOILET!" and then she was like !screaming! ZOMG! haha. then i asked sj's chinese teacher to sign, my chinese teacher to sign, and OUR FRIENDS TO SIGN(: okay and YES i treated SJ to lunch.

BEIBEI MIAN! hahahahah! for non-chinese people, its CUP NOODLES. hahahaaha. so we went to the playgrd then aft that we went to SJ's house. haha was quite fun la. but too bad we had shorttttt time so i the end i send DOR back :D

ah its a great thing.. love.
yes it is (:

-isabel.

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Y


there's one thing you should know, is that i detest you. to the point that its enough to kill you. and please don't tell me you won, cos you WON'T with me around. you WON'T win until i learn to let it go.

its not over, so not.

HAHA. yes i got another of those KIND-FRIENDLY-ANG-MOH-GIANT again. as my examiner laa. and i did'nt do quite badly though. enough to pass but i don't know it its enough to get merit. D: so i went back to sch with the SOCCER BALL FOR SARAJANE :D

okay then IT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNYYYYY. hahahaaha. :D cos sylvia was like shouting "SARAJANE I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETING, LETS GO TOILET!" and then she was like !screaming! ZOMG! haha. then i asked sj's chinese teacher to sign, my chinese teacher to sign, and OUR FRIENDS TO SIGN(: okay and YES i treated SJ to lunch.

BEIBEI MIAN! hahahahah! for non-chinese people, its CUP NOODLES. hahahaaha. so we went to the playgrd then aft that we went to SJ's house. haha was quite fun la. but too bad we had shorttttt time so i the end i send DOR back :D

ah its a great thing.. love.
yes it is (:

-isabel.

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I'm only left with used-to-be's, and once upon a star.



Don’t think I can’t feel there’s something wrong
You’ve been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there’s a distant light
And you and I know there’ll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking ’bout you or us.


ahah! TOMORROW IS MY DAMNED PIANO EXAM. pray for me okay? i neeeeeeed all the bloody mental preparation now. or i can imagine what i'll be thinking while i play my pieces. like sumay would be "ISABEL. SIT UP STRAIGHT!" zomg and what if i get sickkkk tomorrow? ahha.

okay what did i do today.. after school went to playgrd again to eat "lunch" and then sarajane and sylvia zhao to their life science, leaving me and elvina to clear their bloody noodles. okay then i ran after them and sylvia started running andithrewmybundongather. HAHA. i said i threw my bandong at her. and the pink liquid spilled all ovr her :D it was an act of impluse! it was an accident! BELIEVEEEEE MEEEEEE.

hah! then we cabbed to elvina's house and i tell you, her house is almost like heaven cann? and her dog super cute la. :D and then watched death note 2, ate again (imma getting fat) and she gave my money to cab home :D was damn fun la.

okay world, im gna rest now :D miss me and PRAY for me OKAY?
byeeee! loves,

sleiba(its in jumble so it spells isabel you idiot.)

I'm only left with used-to-be's, and once upon a star.



Don’t think I can’t feel there’s something wrong
You’ve been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there’s a distant light
And you and I know there’ll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking ’bout you or us.


ahah! TOMORROW IS MY DAMNED PIANO EXAM. pray for me okay? i neeeeeeed all the bloody mental preparation now. or i can imagine what i'll be thinking while i play my pieces. like sumay would be "ISABEL. SIT UP STRAIGHT!" zomg and what if i get sickkkk tomorrow? ahha.

okay what did i do today.. after school went to playgrd again to eat "lunch" and then sarajane and sylvia zhao to their life science, leaving me and elvina to clear their bloody noodles. okay then i ran after them and sylvia started running andithrewmybundongather. HAHA. i said i threw my bandong at her. and the pink liquid spilled all ovr her :D it was an act of impluse! it was an accident! BELIEVEEEEE MEEEEEE.

hah! then we cabbed to elvina's house and i tell you, her house is almost like heaven cann? and her dog super cute la. :D and then watched death note 2, ate again (imma getting fat) and she gave my money to cab home :D was damn fun la.

okay world, im gna rest now :D miss me and PRAY for me OKAY?
byeeee! loves,

sleiba(its in jumble so it spells isabel you idiot.)

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And i love you whether its wrong or right.

Y


is there any way i can stay in your arms?
i hope i will love you all my life :D


HAHA. OKAY. the day after tmr is my piano exam. and im damn scaredddddd D: aww and im missing half a day of school :D thank goodness maths is included. YES! haha must miss me okay? and pray for me. yesyes! aha then im comingg back for SJ'S BIRTHDAYYY! :D ahaha! AND IM SO BROKE DON'T BULLY ME AND MAKE ME TREAT YOU D:

esp not swensens D: butbutbut MUST TAKE ALOTALOT OF PICTURES okay sj? and then i post on bloggggg :D yesyes!

okay what did i do today.. school was NORMAL.. nothing much to rmbr laaa. and then.. i suppose t go heartland cos i was rushing D: and sylvia was suppose to go home i think. okay then we crossed the road and saw 113. BOOOOO. so 'obvsly we missed it. and SHE HAD HER BRILLIANT IDEA for me to take 62. so i thought it stopped outside heartland so i just go. AND I SAT ON THE UPPER DECK! :DDDDD yay! hahahahahaa. my 4th time! :D okay then how wld i know the stop tht she stop on is also my stop huh.

AND I HAD TO WALK UNDER THE BLOODY HOT SUN WITH MY BLOODY HEAVY BAG WEARING THE DAMN THICK AND STUFFY UNIFORM. ahhhhh. i almost died okay.

okay now im home :D hahahahahahaahaha.



L-O-V-E
isaBELBELBELBELBEL.

isabel :D

And i love you whether its wrong or right.

Y


is there any way i can stay in your arms?
i hope i will love you all my life :D


HAHA. OKAY. the day after tmr is my piano exam. and im damn scaredddddd D: aww and im missing half a day of school :D thank goodness maths is included. YES! haha must miss me okay? and pray for me. yesyes! aha then im comingg back for SJ'S BIRTHDAYYY! :D ahaha! AND IM SO BROKE DON'T BULLY ME AND MAKE ME TREAT YOU D:

esp not swensens D: butbutbut MUST TAKE ALOTALOT OF PICTURES okay sj? and then i post on bloggggg :D yesyes!

okay what did i do today.. school was NORMAL.. nothing much to rmbr laaa. and then.. i suppose t go heartland cos i was rushing D: and sylvia was suppose to go home i think. okay then we crossed the road and saw 113. BOOOOO. so 'obvsly we missed it. and SHE HAD HER BRILLIANT IDEA for me to take 62. so i thought it stopped outside heartland so i just go. AND I SAT ON THE UPPER DECK! :DDDDD yay! hahahahahaa. my 4th time! :D okay then how wld i know the stop tht she stop on is also my stop huh.

AND I HAD TO WALK UNDER THE BLOODY HOT SUN WITH MY BLOODY HEAVY BAG WEARING THE DAMN THICK AND STUFFY UNIFORM. ahhhhh. i almost died okay.

okay now im home :D hahahahahahaahaha.



L-O-V-E
isaBELBELBELBELBEL.

isabel :D

if you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?


Y

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
Yes we will


:D
yes i love this song. its by daniel bendingfield. i love songs that describes my emotions. as usual, not many words can describe how i feel now. GAHH. and im super angry at my mother laa. D: as usual again.

okay after school today, went to playground with usual gangg ; SJ, sylvia, michelle and today jiaxuan came too :D and yes ate and drank. it was quite fun la. and then SOME PEOPLE were so anti-social. okay then we got real high and started doing the "special friend!" thing and "ate" grass, soil, flowers AND COINS. and jiaxuan sniffed tires :D HAHA..

okay then it was getting late so SJ went home and we went to jiaxuan's house. ZOMG her dog is SUPER CUTE! TOASTER! and then my earring the diamond got stuck in my flesh again D: okay then i ALMOST got addicted to the stupid X-BOX game. yesyes and we went home :D


Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.


LOVESLOVESLOVE,
ISABEL.

if you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?


Y

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
Yes we will


:D
yes i love this song. its by daniel bendingfield. i love songs that describes my emotions. as usual, not many words can describe how i feel now. GAHH. and im super angry at my mother laa. D: as usual again.

okay after school today, went to playground with usual gangg ; SJ, sylvia, michelle and today jiaxuan came too :D and yes ate and drank. it was quite fun la. and then SOME PEOPLE were so anti-social. okay then we got real high and started doing the "special friend!" thing and "ate" grass, soil, flowers AND COINS. and jiaxuan sniffed tires :D HAHA..

okay then it was getting late so SJ went home and we went to jiaxuan's house. ZOMG her dog is SUPER CUTE! TOASTER! and then my earring the diamond got stuck in my flesh again D: okay then i ALMOST got addicted to the stupid X-BOX game. yesyes and we went home :D


Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.


LOVESLOVESLOVE,
ISABEL.

i hate her.

Do you know how it feels like to love someone who's in a rush to throw you away.

Y


im bothered around her. i can't stand her. and you're killing me with all the jelousy, and yet i can't walk away, cos' i know i'd loose you again. she means alot to you, i can see. you mean alot to me too. and i know i mean alot to you. but is it her or is it me. make your choice.

ah yes. back to the ramblings again :D but this time things have changed. im on the winning side, YES I AM :D


okay! tatas!
isaBEL.

i hate her.

Do you know how it feels like to love someone who's in a rush to throw you away.

Y


im bothered around her. i can't stand her. and you're killing me with all the jelousy, and yet i can't walk away, cos' i know i'd loose you again. she means alot to you, i can see. you mean alot to me too. and i know i mean alot to you. but is it her or is it me. make your choice.

ah yes. back to the ramblings again :D but this time things have changed. im on the winning side, YES I AM :D


okay! tatas!
isaBEL.

hah!

YOU CARED. AND IT WAS ALL THAT MATTERED.

Y

TMR'S CHURCH. yes. and i haven't done my devotions. ohdear D: ah but nevermind. i shall do them this weeeeeek. and one day passed. means, ITS ONE DAY LESS TO MY PIANO EXAM ON 6TH JUNE. which reminds me, its SJ's birthday! on 6th june!

LOVESLOVES SJ!

haha! but i have handbell practise on tht day ._. ah IMMA SORRY SARAJANE DDD: ahhhhh! and i dno what to get you for your birthday present too D: aww maaaaaan. haha and btw, tmr's church have to wear GREEN. and i don't have a single piece of green clothing in my closet. SO I BOUGHT A LIME GREEN SHIRT! yay! LOVESLOVES! haha.

okay isabel is tired and freaked out.
yes i am freaked out.
gdnites! :D


what you said, mattered to me.
it really did.
and i thank you for brightening up my life.
yes you care (:

hah!

YOU CARED. AND IT WAS ALL THAT MATTERED.

Y

TMR'S CHURCH. yes. and i haven't done my devotions. ohdear D: ah but nevermind. i shall do them this weeeeeek. and one day passed. means, ITS ONE DAY LESS TO MY PIANO EXAM ON 6TH JUNE. which reminds me, its SJ's birthday! on 6th june!

LOVESLOVES SJ!

haha! but i have handbell practise on tht day ._. ah IMMA SORRY SARAJANE DDD: ahhhhh! and i dno what to get you for your birthday present too D: aww maaaaaan. haha and btw, tmr's church have to wear GREEN. and i don't have a single piece of green clothing in my closet. SO I BOUGHT A LIME GREEN SHIRT! yay! LOVESLOVES! haha.

okay isabel is tired and freaked out.
yes i am freaked out.
gdnites! :D


what you said, mattered to me.
it really did.
and i thank you for brightening up my life.
yes you care (: