there's something i need to say

there's something i really need to say and let it out.


i may not understand what you really feel.
if you dont want to talk, then i'll stay quiet beside you.
its ok if you dont wish to say.
know i'm here for you every day, in every way.
maybe i'm not the one you're writing to,
but i have every right to tell you,
i'm always here for you.


and i don't seem to know why i HAVE to say this. something is bugging me. just can't tell what. and besides, i think im blogging excessively.

help me figure why i had JUST HAD to post that. and it kept bugging me for an hour or so. until i gave in to my own thoughts and it all came down to words. i got this poem from an email that one of my friends sent me. and i think it really means how i feel.

damn. i can't even decide what i want.



i'm not prepared to tell you yet.