II DIVO

Flying
Falling
The pain behind me
Sound
Lose
Empire of illusions
Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone


Seeking
Feeling
The passion of love
Treat
fleeing
when the time comes
Escaping from the past
You and I
Just love forever lasts


Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone


More... Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

Isabel
Where can I go

Isabel
Where can I go, without you?
I dont know how to survive
without you

Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

II DIVO

Flying
Falling
The pain behind me
Sound
Lose
Empire of illusions
Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone


Seeking
Feeling
The passion of love
Treat
fleeing
when the time comes
Escaping from the past
You and I
Just love forever lasts


Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone


More... Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

Isabel
Where can I go

Isabel
Where can I go, without you?
I dont know how to survive
without you

Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

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F language

don’t hesitate because growing up’s not that great.
you try to cry but you can’t and you don’t know why.
and there’s no more cotton candy and you toughen up.
yeah, you’re stronger. but is that better?

If sylvia can title her post 'genitals' why can't i post a related picture? :)

Today was partially horrible :( partially great :) Haha during break i found another F language speaking human, aka sha. And we both kinda suck(phuck) at it but oh well :)

Lunch was funny too. The black and white board game thing was fun and we went crazy with scrabble tiles after. And of course emphasized on the plain fact that tjy sucks. Haha and i hate the dental place/person. So annoying i haven't even done my dental!

And it was partially horrible because school is horrible. Lessons, teachers, notes, work. Annoyingly horrible.

I need to cut my hair. It's weighing me down and i think i'm being like pyscho trying to check whether i have splits or not. And there are so many July birthdays i'm gonna die. NVM i'll invest in a buck a cup :)

Okay byebye i shall marathon chuck. kbye!

F language

don’t hesitate because growing up’s not that great.
you try to cry but you can’t and you don’t know why.
and there’s no more cotton candy and you toughen up.
yeah, you’re stronger. but is that better?

If sylvia can title her post 'genitals' why can't i post a related picture? :)

Today was partially horrible :( partially great :) Haha during break i found another F language speaking human, aka sha. And we both kinda suck(phuck) at it but oh well :)

Lunch was funny too. The black and white board game thing was fun and we went crazy with scrabble tiles after. And of course emphasized on the plain fact that tjy sucks. Haha and i hate the dental place/person. So annoying i haven't even done my dental!

And it was partially horrible because school is horrible. Lessons, teachers, notes, work. Annoyingly horrible.

I need to cut my hair. It's weighing me down and i think i'm being like pyscho trying to check whether i have splits or not. And there are so many July birthdays i'm gonna die. NVM i'll invest in a buck a cup :)

Okay byebye i shall marathon chuck. kbye!

Tea

Okay i either really love tea or i'm highly addicted to it, like a drug. I felt so i-wanna-die and then i drank a cuppa tea and became i-dontreallywanna-die. Though Chinese really has it's way of making me go crazy, tea & I will be unstoppable.

Kill me.

Tea

Okay i either really love tea or i'm highly addicted to it, like a drug. I felt so i-wanna-die and then i drank a cuppa tea and became i-dontreallywanna-die. Though Chinese really has it's way of making me go crazy, tea & I will be unstoppable.

Kill me.

LIT (Lord i'm tired)

More...I'm just tired. Not Fuped but tired. Like exhausted, and really down. I have no idea what i want much less what i need. I need to curse and swear and then i need to get lost somewhere.
Find me? I don't think so. I don't want to be found anyway. FTW. (talk valgur)

LIT (Lord i'm tired)

More...I'm just tired. Not Fuped but tired. Like exhausted, and really down. I have no idea what i want much less what i need. I need to curse and swear and then i need to get lost somewhere.
Find me? I don't think so. I don't want to be found anyway. FTW. (talk valgur)

BYEBYE I DON'T MISS YOU

At the end of the day,
there are some things you just can’t help but talk about.
Some things we just don’t want to hear,
some things you say cause there’s no other choice.
Some things you keep to yourself.
And not too often, but every now and then,
some things simply speak for themselves.

Today was a shitty day. It was a crap day and i hated today. Immensely. I slept at 2am after watching HI and woke up at 618, feeling v.grumpy.

Quite obviously school didn't help much AT ALL. Everyone turned into freaks over the hols and came back to school as weird-bird-like people. Okay i honestly dk what i'm talking about but everyone was just. just weird.

And i had to endure Music all the way to like 5 (Thank God one hour early) and now i have to rush my stupid chinese brochure. Why do we even have to learn chinese. WHY CAN'T I HAVE A CHOICE! YOU STUPID PEOPLE ARE FORCING ME AGAINST MY WILL.

Yknow what. I wanna die now. Like, now or never, i choose now. Or maybe i choose to watch Chuck and PD and drink tea and forget about my homework and what i need to do. I have, dementia.

Oh, fish, flower, food. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

BYEBYE I DON'T MISS YOU

At the end of the day,
there are some things you just can’t help but talk about.
Some things we just don’t want to hear,
some things you say cause there’s no other choice.
Some things you keep to yourself.
And not too often, but every now and then,
some things simply speak for themselves.

Today was a shitty day. It was a crap day and i hated today. Immensely. I slept at 2am after watching HI and woke up at 618, feeling v.grumpy.

Quite obviously school didn't help much AT ALL. Everyone turned into freaks over the hols and came back to school as weird-bird-like people. Okay i honestly dk what i'm talking about but everyone was just. just weird.

And i had to endure Music all the way to like 5 (Thank God one hour early) and now i have to rush my stupid chinese brochure. Why do we even have to learn chinese. WHY CAN'T I HAVE A CHOICE! YOU STUPID PEOPLE ARE FORCING ME AGAINST MY WILL.

Yknow what. I wanna die now. Like, now or never, i choose now. Or maybe i choose to watch Chuck and PD and drink tea and forget about my homework and what i need to do. I have, dementia.

Oh, fish, flower, food. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I do not hook up, up

Late night blogging doesn't quite help much i suppose. It's like.. 1258am now and i have church bright and early tomorrow. But i need to rant a little. To make me feel better. To sleep well tonight. To wake up early tmr w/o a bad eye day.

Okay so anyway, i just wanted to say that i don't like this - :). that smiley face. It is so meaningless and fake. Like, i can frown and type :) and you'd never know! IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A NOSE!

But i'm fine with :( Because that's the way i totally feel now. :( :( :( Haha AT LEAST the night was quite enjoyable.

I FINALLY had someone to accompany me through another boring Sat night. And the house was so quiet because it wasn't a usual Saturday with more people, hence the invitation for Sylvia to crash the house and spam wii.

But it was reaaaally boring after awhile and then we spammed wii again. Wii is so fun. HAHAHAHA.

Gosh i want a nintendo DS!

Okay and i just wanted to add that i don't miss you. Not one bit. I think. I hope. Besides, there's nothing to miss about you. Maybe i just kinda miss missing you. But i don't miss you. Not at all, nope. Zero, zilch, nada.

Good riddance! I SHALL FINALLY RIP. Literally. Not figuratively. Bye i wana sleep, though i know i can't, but it doesn't hurt to try.

And i think letting go is currently the hardest thing i've ever tried doing/done in my whole entire 14years+()months of life. Hmmm...

I do not hook up, up

Late night blogging doesn't quite help much i suppose. It's like.. 1258am now and i have church bright and early tomorrow. But i need to rant a little. To make me feel better. To sleep well tonight. To wake up early tmr w/o a bad eye day.

Okay so anyway, i just wanted to say that i don't like this - :). that smiley face. It is so meaningless and fake. Like, i can frown and type :) and you'd never know! IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A NOSE!

But i'm fine with :( Because that's the way i totally feel now. :( :( :( Haha AT LEAST the night was quite enjoyable.

I FINALLY had someone to accompany me through another boring Sat night. And the house was so quiet because it wasn't a usual Saturday with more people, hence the invitation for Sylvia to crash the house and spam wii.

But it was reaaaally boring after awhile and then we spammed wii again. Wii is so fun. HAHAHAHA.

Gosh i want a nintendo DS!

Okay and i just wanted to add that i don't miss you. Not one bit. I think. I hope. Besides, there's nothing to miss about you. Maybe i just kinda miss missing you. But i don't miss you. Not at all, nope. Zero, zilch, nada.

Good riddance! I SHALL FINALLY RIP. Literally. Not figuratively. Bye i wana sleep, though i know i can't, but it doesn't hurt to try.

And i think letting go is currently the hardest thing i've ever tried doing/done in my whole entire 14years+()months of life. Hmmm...

Michael Jackson

You and I have got something
but it's all and then it's nothing to me.
And I got my defenses
when it comes to your intentions for me.
And we wake up in the breakdown
with the things we never thought we could be.

Byebye Michael Jackson. I never knew why you wanted to be white when deep down you were black. And i never knew why you molested small boys. But i like your voice. You seriously sound like a girl. Haha. Okay bye hope to see you in Heaven :)

I have tution today :( :( :( Last night was interesting.. But it wasn't the same w/o ahem. But it's okay. If i've survived 5 years w/o him i don't see why i can't do the same for the next idk 70 years. Haha i hope.

Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race! There are people dying, if you care enough for the living, make it a better place for you and for me.

=Result of them spamming MJ songs on the radio, going : Tribute to the King Of Pop, Michael Jackson. Blahblahblahblah. Yes i v.much get it, Kingofpopmichaeljackson enough alr!

Zzzz okay i feel annoyed. Kbye!

Michael Jackson

You and I have got something
but it's all and then it's nothing to me.
And I got my defenses
when it comes to your intentions for me.
And we wake up in the breakdown
with the things we never thought we could be.

Byebye Michael Jackson. I never knew why you wanted to be white when deep down you were black. And i never knew why you molested small boys. But i like your voice. You seriously sound like a girl. Haha. Okay bye hope to see you in Heaven :)

I have tution today :( :( :( Last night was interesting.. But it wasn't the same w/o ahem. But it's okay. If i've survived 5 years w/o him i don't see why i can't do the same for the next idk 70 years. Haha i hope.

Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race! There are people dying, if you care enough for the living, make it a better place for you and for me.

=Result of them spamming MJ songs on the radio, going : Tribute to the King Of Pop, Michael Jackson. Blahblahblahblah. Yes i v.much get it, Kingofpopmichaeljackson enough alr!

Zzzz okay i feel annoyed. Kbye!

Escape

There are people who have an appetite for grief;
pleasure is not strong enough and they crave pain.
They have mithridatic stomachs
which must be fed on poisoned bread,
natures so doomed that no prosperity
can sooth their ragged and dishevelled desolation.

Yeah okay i just realised that this is a blog and everyone can come here so i'm sorry if you missed My Almost Lover post. I decided to draft it. Doesn't do much good when it's published.

Escape

There are people who have an appetite for grief;
pleasure is not strong enough and they crave pain.
They have mithridatic stomachs
which must be fed on poisoned bread,
natures so doomed that no prosperity
can sooth their ragged and dishevelled desolation.

Yeah okay i just realised that this is a blog and everyone can come here so i'm sorry if you missed My Almost Lover post. I decided to draft it. Doesn't do much good when it's published.

Period. Thing. Mr.M.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said.
Sometimes nothing should be said.
That it's not going to be easy.
Today, Tomorrow, the next day.
But it will somehow get better.

Today was more exhausting than the previous 2 and if you're smart, you'd know it from my title. I'm rushing for tution now. And idk what i'm watching tonight but it's still a movie and it's free :)

Okay bye. Chemistry awaits me.

More...We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.

Period. Thing. Mr.M.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said.
Sometimes nothing should be said.
That it's not going to be easy.
Today, Tomorrow, the next day.
But it will somehow get better.

Today was more exhausting than the previous 2 and if you're smart, you'd know it from my title. I'm rushing for tution now. And idk what i'm watching tonight but it's still a movie and it's free :)

Okay bye. Chemistry awaits me.

More...We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.

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Oh my god, this town, it feels like a headache
You were a safe bet, a safe bet
I'm falling in and out of love
Finally stopping what we were made of

--

I could use a hero right now
You could use someone to save
Someone like me
Someone who's not brave
Someone who's not free

More... Hello world, hope you're listening. Forgive me if i'm young, for speaking out of term. There's someone i've been missing, i think that they could be the better half of me. They're at their own place trying to make it right, but i'm tired of justifying.

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Oh my god, this town, it feels like a headache
You were a safe bet, a safe bet
I'm falling in and out of love
Finally stopping what we were made of

--

I could use a hero right now
You could use someone to save
Someone like me
Someone who's not brave
Someone who's not free

More... Hello world, hope you're listening. Forgive me if i'm young, for speaking out of term. There's someone i've been missing, i think that they could be the better half of me. They're at their own place trying to make it right, but i'm tired of justifying.

H1N1

Ohmygoodness today killed me.

I had to wake up so early in the morning just to go for hb and oys it was a complete waste of time.

We went to Ikea for lunch and i had 15 meatballs with Winnie and there was a King called Puke and we called him Puking and a whole lot of other stuff like my irritating hairband.

Afterwhich we rushed back to PL and went crazy because there was no mood to do anything. Oh and i was screaming for H1N1 to come to me. Then i fell into depression.

Oh and i realised i haven't been out with evergreen yet- i'm so sorry :(

H1N1

Ohmygoodness today killed me.

I had to wake up so early in the morning just to go for hb and oys it was a complete waste of time.

We went to Ikea for lunch and i had 15 meatballs with Winnie and there was a King called Puke and we called him Puking and a whole lot of other stuff like my irritating hairband.

Afterwhich we rushed back to PL and went crazy because there was no mood to do anything. Oh and i was screaming for H1N1 to come to me. Then i fell into depression.

Oh and i realised i haven't been out with evergreen yet- i'm so sorry :(

I HATE HB (HelloBye)

Morning came and I tried not to notice,
it was time for you to move along.
The minutes fell like petals all around us,
when goodbye felt so wrong.

I really hated today.

I hate HB like fextremely, fextrodinarily, alot. Like, i'd rather eat a bug than withstand the traumatic 30 hours. Seriously. And my hands are so bruised, i can't clench them. At all. The bones are like swelling and red blisters are forming at the joints.

Worse comes to worse- i'll kill myself tmr if the voices in my head stop screaming profanities. Beeecause, that's when i know that it's finally passed my limit and i've gone insane. Smth like that. I don't even know what crap i'm sprouting now. It's hell. It's worse than hell- it's heller.

God save me.

I HATE HB (HelloBye)

Morning came and I tried not to notice,
it was time for you to move along.
The minutes fell like petals all around us,
when goodbye felt so wrong.

I really hated today.

I hate HB like fextremely, fextrodinarily, alot. Like, i'd rather eat a bug than withstand the traumatic 30 hours. Seriously. And my hands are so bruised, i can't clench them. At all. The bones are like swelling and red blisters are forming at the joints.

Worse comes to worse- i'll kill myself tmr if the voices in my head stop screaming profanities. Beeecause, that's when i know that it's finally passed my limit and i've gone insane. Smth like that. I don't even know what crap i'm sprouting now. It's hell. It's worse than hell- it's heller.

God save me.

Skins

I am the dew on every hill
I am the leap in every womb
I am the fruit of every bough
I am the edge of every cliff
I am the hinge of every question

I am being forced to watch Hannah Montanna for the 2nd time. How bloody cruel is that. But on a lighter note, i've found myself a new trashy drama serial! :) And bought a new mega sized packet of tea from M'sia. AND i've got sims3 which i haven't started.

The sun is unbearable and i swear my room feels like a furnace. I hope(x999) that school opens one week later. I hate school. Hate, hate, hate it.

Okay i think my posts have been rather blahhh lately. Mid teen crisis LOL. Didn't go to church today.......... Wonder what that means.

Skins

I am the dew on every hill
I am the leap in every womb
I am the fruit of every bough
I am the edge of every cliff
I am the hinge of every question

I am being forced to watch Hannah Montanna for the 2nd time. How bloody cruel is that. But on a lighter note, i've found myself a new trashy drama serial! :) And bought a new mega sized packet of tea from M'sia. AND i've got sims3 which i haven't started.

The sun is unbearable and i swear my room feels like a furnace. I hope(x999) that school opens one week later. I hate school. Hate, hate, hate it.

Okay i think my posts have been rather blahhh lately. Mid teen crisis LOL. Didn't go to church today.......... Wonder what that means.

Life's a climb, but the view's great

In a show of hands,
who has said these words before?
In a show of hearts on the floor,
who has ever meant them more?

I am v. extremely sick of life. I will find myself a new trashy serial, and buy another boot load of tea and then i'll off my phone and the broadband and sit there quietly looking at someone else's ruined life.

I'm pretty much screwed.

I refuse to go back to school next week for i will, be, in, M'sia with Winnie and Sarah. So there. Come find us if you want, I'll curse H1N1 to attack your tiny ugly ass.

I really am going M'sia tomorrow (today). I didn't know it either until like, an hour ago. I shall go track down H1N1 infected people and make sure i get it so i'll either

a) Become quarrantined and escape hell next week
b) Become quarrantined and escape hell on July1
c) Become quarrantined and escape hell, forever, period. (Die)

Okay bye. Would someone just kindly kill me so i wouldn't have to wait so much?

Life's a climb, but the view's great

In a show of hands,
who has said these words before?
In a show of hearts on the floor,
who has ever meant them more?

I am v. extremely sick of life. I will find myself a new trashy serial, and buy another boot load of tea and then i'll off my phone and the broadband and sit there quietly looking at someone else's ruined life.

I'm pretty much screwed.

I refuse to go back to school next week for i will, be, in, M'sia with Winnie and Sarah. So there. Come find us if you want, I'll curse H1N1 to attack your tiny ugly ass.

I really am going M'sia tomorrow (today). I didn't know it either until like, an hour ago. I shall go track down H1N1 infected people and make sure i get it so i'll either

a) Become quarrantined and escape hell next week
b) Become quarrantined and escape hell on July1
c) Become quarrantined and escape hell, forever, period. (Die)

Okay bye. Would someone just kindly kill me so i wouldn't have to wait so much?

Spooning

I've always been a dreamer,
I've hid my head among the clouds.
But now that I'm coming back
down, won't you be my solid ground?

Okay i shall briefly tell you what i did today.

Finished Harper's Island epi8 on sylvia's annoying computer which (thankfully) was able to download the vlc player. And then i ate lunch and we went to catch 2 movies;

Ghost of Girlfriend's past (ended at 445) & Hannah Montanna (started at 445).

Hahaha okay Ghost of Girlfriend's past was oysingly suprisingly v.nice and i would seriously watch it again. Given a chance. There were quite several of tear-jerking parts and needless to say, jiaxuan cried and brawled HAHA. And sniffed.

Hannah Montanna was............ okay quite weird, but all the same, enjoyable. Nice songs actually, definately nicer than the previous album i guess.

K watching 2 movies tired me out quite, a, bit. Zzz k bye! :)

Spooning

I've always been a dreamer,
I've hid my head among the clouds.
But now that I'm coming back
down, won't you be my solid ground?

Okay i shall briefly tell you what i did today.

Finished Harper's Island epi8 on sylvia's annoying computer which (thankfully) was able to download the vlc player. And then i ate lunch and we went to catch 2 movies;

Ghost of Girlfriend's past (ended at 445) & Hannah Montanna (started at 445).

Hahaha okay Ghost of Girlfriend's past was oysingly suprisingly v.nice and i would seriously watch it again. Given a chance. There were quite several of tear-jerking parts and needless to say, jiaxuan cried and brawled HAHA. And sniffed.

Hannah Montanna was............ okay quite weird, but all the same, enjoyable. Nice songs actually, definately nicer than the previous album i guess.

K watching 2 movies tired me out quite, a, bit. Zzz k bye! :)

Harper's Island

We choose partners and change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope,
all the while wondering if somewhere,
somehow, someone perfect is searching for us

T'was good. Harper's Island was fawesome and i can't believe i actually finished, like, finished, 7 episodes of it. But i realised i can't sit still for like, an hour or 2. I need to walk somewhere (mainly the kitchen) and get something to like drink/munch.

Oh and sylvia was being v.annoying. She kept cheating in the scrabble game. No- lub is not a word and neither is DC. DC is not a word by itself it is just Washington D.C. T'was annoying!!

Okay even though i have no affirmative plans for tomorrow, i think i need to step out of the house, even for a day. The enclosed space is killing me.

:) K bye!

Harper's Island

We choose partners and change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope,
all the while wondering if somewhere,
somehow, someone perfect is searching for us

T'was good. Harper's Island was fawesome and i can't believe i actually finished, like, finished, 7 episodes of it. But i realised i can't sit still for like, an hour or 2. I need to walk somewhere (mainly the kitchen) and get something to like drink/munch.

Oh and sylvia was being v.annoying. She kept cheating in the scrabble game. No- lub is not a word and neither is DC. DC is not a word by itself it is just Washington D.C. T'was annoying!!

Okay even though i have no affirmative plans for tomorrow, i think i need to step out of the house, even for a day. The enclosed space is killing me.

:) K bye!

Our love is like a song but you won't sing along

Can we be friends again?
Sure.
Like before?
I don't think so, like before is gone, Peyton.

But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so, strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it. Our love is like a song, but you won't sing along

I need to learn how to let go. Like, let go like fang shou, yknow? Okay maybe my defination of let go is quite screwed. To let go (for me) is to cast out every particular memory of that thing that i wanna let go. Like, like a mindwipe. Brainwash, etc.

Which totally explains why i can't let go because technically you can't forget something entirely. Only people with STML but i don't have STML.

Have you ever looked a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died.

Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

I'm rambling i'm rambling. Oh i learnt something new today! Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer, but keep your enemy's friends next to you.

HAHAHAHA okay byebye I'm going crazy. Must be the physics blog.

Our love is like a song but you won't sing along

Can we be friends again?
Sure.
Like before?
I don't think so, like before is gone, Peyton.

But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so, strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it. Our love is like a song, but you won't sing along

I need to learn how to let go. Like, let go like fang shou, yknow? Okay maybe my defination of let go is quite screwed. To let go (for me) is to cast out every particular memory of that thing that i wanna let go. Like, like a mindwipe. Brainwash, etc.

Which totally explains why i can't let go because technically you can't forget something entirely. Only people with STML but i don't have STML.

Have you ever looked a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died.

Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

I'm rambling i'm rambling. Oh i learnt something new today! Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer, but keep your enemy's friends next to you.

HAHAHAHA okay byebye I'm going crazy. Must be the physics blog.

Shawty is cool like the fire

I don't know what I'm looking for.
Although I hope I'll know it if I find it along the way.
Sometimes I want to simplify my life into a single bare thing.
And other times I want to complicate it so thoroughly
that everything I touch will become bound in some way
to me.

I was so tempted to type Shawty is cool lyk da fiya, COOL LYK, FIYAAA. Haha Shawn Kingston, please eeee-nounciate.

Okay Today was shyt. I didn't go for cluster/cell and didn't get to see girlfie's top D: But, Ahem was being a b!tch. I know she didn't mean it but she is what she always is, overboard.

Zzz i'm starting to really detest physics. And something's wrong with me because i like Eminem's Beautiful. It's quite nice actually, aside from all the vulgarities and stuff. Okay i'm gonna go now. Tmr's gonna be homebound + spamming physics blog with Shab but i doubt i can actually finish. I'll just blog or smth. Blah.

Here today, gone tomorrow, but you got to walk a thousand miles
In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside eachothers minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through each others eyes

But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Shawty is cool like the fire

I don't know what I'm looking for.
Although I hope I'll know it if I find it along the way.
Sometimes I want to simplify my life into a single bare thing.
And other times I want to complicate it so thoroughly
that everything I touch will become bound in some way
to me.

I was so tempted to type Shawty is cool lyk da fiya, COOL LYK, FIYAAA. Haha Shawn Kingston, please eeee-nounciate.

Okay Today was shyt. I didn't go for cluster/cell and didn't get to see girlfie's top D: But, Ahem was being a b!tch. I know she didn't mean it but she is what she always is, overboard.

Zzz i'm starting to really detest physics. And something's wrong with me because i like Eminem's Beautiful. It's quite nice actually, aside from all the vulgarities and stuff. Okay i'm gonna go now. Tmr's gonna be homebound + spamming physics blog with Shab but i doubt i can actually finish. I'll just blog or smth. Blah.

Here today, gone tomorrow, but you got to walk a thousand miles
In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside eachothers minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through each others eyes

But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Another heart calls

The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point
that I don't know what I want.
I just know I want it to be easy.

Great. It's close to 2 now. And i'm still trapped in the prison of my mind, desperately finding what i really want. It's kinda hard to do so when i know i'm suppose to be doing something more importantly productive, like, sleep or touch my physics blog but.

I guess i'll never ever get to see him again. No, it doesn't make me sad in any way whatsoever. However, it irks me. That i'll never get to tell him what i wanted to, i'll never get to know him more. But i'm done. Quite simply said.

I want what the world can't give, but i'll get it anyway. I know you're not sorry, but i've forgiven you anyway. I wish you were here with me now, but it's been 5 years and i'm still wishing anyway.

Adults are like, a mess of sadness and phobias.
Kids are not allowed to have secrets.

This is by far, the most random post ever and i think i'm ready to sleep now. Goodnight, the only thing i'm looking forward to is getting my bag tomorrow, Piano on Sunday (OYSF right i can't believe it either, i must really be delusional or smth), Harper's Island on Tuesday, IDK what on Wednesday, doing productive stuff on Thurs.

Is there more to life, that just this?

Another heart calls

The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point
that I don't know what I want.
I just know I want it to be easy.

Great. It's close to 2 now. And i'm still trapped in the prison of my mind, desperately finding what i really want. It's kinda hard to do so when i know i'm suppose to be doing something more importantly productive, like, sleep or touch my physics blog but.

I guess i'll never ever get to see him again. No, it doesn't make me sad in any way whatsoever. However, it irks me. That i'll never get to tell him what i wanted to, i'll never get to know him more. But i'm done. Quite simply said.

I want what the world can't give, but i'll get it anyway. I know you're not sorry, but i've forgiven you anyway. I wish you were here with me now, but it's been 5 years and i'm still wishing anyway.

Adults are like, a mess of sadness and phobias.
Kids are not allowed to have secrets.

This is by far, the most random post ever and i think i'm ready to sleep now. Goodnight, the only thing i'm looking forward to is getting my bag tomorrow, Piano on Sunday (OYSF right i can't believe it either, i must really be delusional or smth), Harper's Island on Tuesday, IDK what on Wednesday, doing productive stuff on Thurs.

Is there more to life, that just this?

Goodbye my almost lover

I've been reduced to promises.
I lie to myself cause I do it best.
I'm not honest with my intentions.
But still i pour concrete on the roots
just to make sure you'll never move.

Last night was fawesome! I scrolled through all my pictures and happily chatted until 3 in the morning but hung up cuz i was too sleeeeepy and tired :( But HAHA sylvia rocks for sending me Jx's unglams. I had hysterical giggling fits at that one. Yayz! :)

I need some fun in my life :( I wanna play paintball paintball paintball (!) And gosh, Sundays are becoming increasingly dreary and dreadful gah D: D: D: k bye i'm off to maple :)

Actually i think my posts are getting shorter each time but nvm! Kbye! :)

Goodbye my almost lover

I've been reduced to promises.
I lie to myself cause I do it best.
I'm not honest with my intentions.
But still i pour concrete on the roots
just to make sure you'll never move.

Last night was fawesome! I scrolled through all my pictures and happily chatted until 3 in the morning but hung up cuz i was too sleeeeepy and tired :( But HAHA sylvia rocks for sending me Jx's unglams. I had hysterical giggling fits at that one. Yayz! :)

I need some fun in my life :( I wanna play paintball paintball paintball (!) And gosh, Sundays are becoming increasingly dreary and dreadful gah D: D: D: k bye i'm off to maple :)

Actually i think my posts are getting shorter each time but nvm! Kbye! :)

SYLVIA

Meet Sylvia.

I pledge to be loyal to my handphones :)

I like to pretend i'm sleepwalking.

I think i have alot of muscles. I like to contort them in weird shapes.

Oh i also like to pretend i'm a mental cocked-eye person.

Actually i'm beginning to realise that i don't have to pretend cuz i'm one already! :)

Gah sylvia chia, my boobs will have their VENGEANCE.

SYLVIA

Meet Sylvia.

I pledge to be loyal to my handphones :)

I like to pretend i'm sleepwalking.

I think i have alot of muscles. I like to contort them in weird shapes.

Oh i also like to pretend i'm a mental cocked-eye person.

Actually i'm beginning to realise that i don't have to pretend cuz i'm one already! :)

Gah sylvia chia, my boobs will have their VENGEANCE.

Tabby

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore to love is to suffer,
not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore,
to be unhappy one must love,
or love to suffer,
or suffer from too much happiness.
I hope you're getting this down.

Today was ultra mega super hot. And the afternoon was kinda boring cuz ggs2 was being annoying and xbox sucked. And harper's island was quite nice actually. But megavid sucks as well :( I wanna watch Harper's Island!

But jumper was still, incredibly entertaining and i re-watched ggs2 again :) And Sylvia went crazy. Delirious. On drugs. Idk. Mac's fishofillet should not be trusted ever again. Haha, BUT, it was one of her i-am-crazy moments. Quite amusing actually! :D

Oooooookay, bye. I really hopehopehope that Sylvia was so delirious she'd have deleted all my unglams :D :D

K bye!

Tabby

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore to love is to suffer,
not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore,
to be unhappy one must love,
or love to suffer,
or suffer from too much happiness.
I hope you're getting this down.

Today was ultra mega super hot. And the afternoon was kinda boring cuz ggs2 was being annoying and xbox sucked. And harper's island was quite nice actually. But megavid sucks as well :( I wanna watch Harper's Island!

But jumper was still, incredibly entertaining and i re-watched ggs2 again :) And Sylvia went crazy. Delirious. On drugs. Idk. Mac's fishofillet should not be trusted ever again. Haha, BUT, it was one of her i-am-crazy moments. Quite amusing actually! :D

Oooooookay, bye. I really hopehopehope that Sylvia was so delirious she'd have deleted all my unglams :D :D

K bye!

I'm gonna miss you forever

If you're not willing to risk it all,
then you don't want it bad enough.

Jx kept having giggling fits when it came to the 'i have a crush on you' part. And sylvia had to find this video at 1220am which officially marks today as the 10th of June, 10days of holidays alr! :)

They're coming over tomorrow! (Today). YAYZZZ I AM fexcited x2 :) :) we can spam gg season2 tmr :D yayz

wheeeeee k deanna asked me why so many people are online so late and to tell you the truth, i honestly dunno :o but i'm having fun talking to sha on my cbox anyway :)

I'm gonna miss you forever

If you're not willing to risk it all,
then you don't want it bad enough.

Jx kept having giggling fits when it came to the 'i have a crush on you' part. And sylvia had to find this video at 1220am which officially marks today as the 10th of June, 10days of holidays alr! :)

They're coming over tomorrow! (Today). YAYZZZ I AM fexcited x2 :) :) we can spam gg season2 tmr :D yayz

wheeeeee k deanna asked me why so many people are online so late and to tell you the truth, i honestly dunno :o but i'm having fun talking to sha on my cbox anyway :)

caJUSTse

deanna said:
you shouldn't have left the convo
sha and i are crapping now

♥bel said:
HAHA
okay im glad i did
HAHAHAHA

deanna says:
NO I BET YOU'RE REGRETTING IT AND YOU'LL REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AND EVERYDAY YOU'LL WAKE UP CRYING BECAUSE YOU LEFT THE CONVO THAT FATEFUL DAY

--

deanna says :
BLOGS ARE DEPRESSING. EVERYTIME YOU READ THEM ITS LIKE YOU DIE INSIDE! YOU SHOULD NEVER READ THEM! IT'LL ONLY KILL YOU SOONER! OMG OMG OMG OMG THE WORLD IS ENDING! MR LIM WANTS US TO BLOG! HE WANTS US TO DIE


Deanna has a lot to say hmm >: ( ADD child tsk! HAHA

caJUSTse

deanna said:
you shouldn't have left the convo
sha and i are crapping now

♥bel said:
HAHA
okay im glad i did
HAHAHAHA

deanna says:
NO I BET YOU'RE REGRETTING IT AND YOU'LL REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AND EVERYDAY YOU'LL WAKE UP CRYING BECAUSE YOU LEFT THE CONVO THAT FATEFUL DAY

--

deanna says :
BLOGS ARE DEPRESSING. EVERYTIME YOU READ THEM ITS LIKE YOU DIE INSIDE! YOU SHOULD NEVER READ THEM! IT'LL ONLY KILL YOU SOONER! OMG OMG OMG OMG THE WORLD IS ENDING! MR LIM WANTS US TO BLOG! HE WANTS US TO DIE


Deanna has a lot to say hmm >: ( ADD child tsk! HAHA

6694

Even when you're not sure where you're headed,
it helps to know you're not going there alone.

Today was nice :) I did my bio in the library and got really distracted like every 15 mins and we ate this really huge mushroom and cheese sandwhich and took gazillion pics, therefore i have no way of uploading all of them cuz the files are too big and there are too many of them.

Oh by pics i actually mean unglams. And i wanted to do a short narration of sylvia for a post but the stupid photo files are fextremely big. (Decode fextremely)

And then we wandered around j8 (IT'S V.BORING), had a v.shiok bus ride and at last ended up at jx's house where we proceeded to eat pukka ice cream :D and take more unglams. And sing songs and recorded songs and then we went home :(

But it's okay. Jx wants to bring us to try paint ball yay! :D V.fexciting (!!) :D

K bye i'm off to decapitate my camera into a tiny million fragments because it sucks. So does blogger and facebook and all other websites that only allow a maximum of 2MB files to be uploaded. Seriously Foff, screw you!

K BYE :D

6694

Even when you're not sure where you're headed,
it helps to know you're not going there alone.

Today was nice :) I did my bio in the library and got really distracted like every 15 mins and we ate this really huge mushroom and cheese sandwhich and took gazillion pics, therefore i have no way of uploading all of them cuz the files are too big and there are too many of them.

Oh by pics i actually mean unglams. And i wanted to do a short narration of sylvia for a post but the stupid photo files are fextremely big. (Decode fextremely)

And then we wandered around j8 (IT'S V.BORING), had a v.shiok bus ride and at last ended up at jx's house where we proceeded to eat pukka ice cream :D and take more unglams. And sing songs and recorded songs and then we went home :(

But it's okay. Jx wants to bring us to try paint ball yay! :D V.fexciting (!!) :D

K bye i'm off to decapitate my camera into a tiny million fragments because it sucks. So does blogger and facebook and all other websites that only allow a maximum of 2MB files to be uploaded. Seriously Foff, screw you!

K BYE :D