ugh.

pinky is dead tired. DEAD and TIRED.
wows.

tired and lonely these few days.
i can't turn back. theres no POINT.
and i was the one who decided to take a few steps back to
start from the
beginning.

if it hurt you then obviously im sorry. you can't BLAME me just like that.
snap.
how i wish i know what future holds for me.
staying single is nice!
but probably not for long.



i've decided that i'm gna fall in love with euu.



a smile is a curved line that makes things straight! <3
LOVE,
bel
pinky

ugh.

pinky is dead tired. DEAD and TIRED.
wows.

tired and lonely these few days.
i can't turn back. theres no POINT.
and i was the one who decided to take a few steps back to
start from the
beginning.

if it hurt you then obviously im sorry. you can't BLAME me just like that.
snap.
how i wish i know what future holds for me.
staying single is nice!
but probably not for long.



i've decided that i'm gna fall in love with euu.



a smile is a curved line that makes things straight! <3
LOVE,
bel
pinky

HAHA.

OMG LUHS.
wth is with ah lians nowadays.

FIRSTLY, they name themselves
XIAObaobao, XIAOfire and XIAOprincess.
what the hell is a small fire.
and WHY DO EUU WANNA BE ONE?!

SECONDLY, they try enlarging their small puny eyes by having
OVER DOSEGE EYELINER.
YOU'VE GOT SMALL EYES.
DEAL WITH IT EUU SHITHEAD.

lastly,
thhEy typpeE lyykE tHhiish.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH EUU PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!
SHIFT BUTTON SPOIL ISIT?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

okayys. enough rambling. im seriously tired AND pissed.

<3,
bel
pinky

HAHA.

OMG LUHS.
wth is with ah lians nowadays.

FIRSTLY, they name themselves
XIAObaobao, XIAOfire and XIAOprincess.
what the hell is a small fire.
and WHY DO EUU WANNA BE ONE?!

SECONDLY, they try enlarging their small puny eyes by having
OVER DOSEGE EYELINER.
YOU'VE GOT SMALL EYES.
DEAL WITH IT EUU SHITHEAD.

lastly,
thhEy typpeE lyykE tHhiish.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH EUU PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!
SHIFT BUTTON SPOIL ISIT?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

okayys. enough rambling. im seriously tired AND pissed.

<3,
bel
pinky

rawrr.

this is like my everyday diary.
cos i everyday post muhs.
HAHA.

anws, past few days like alot of people damn sad.
esp all my bellas ):
so they sad i also sad ):
no luhs. i have mood swings.
but still feel damn sad at times, then ridiculously happy.
LOL.

as usual, i hate geography to the fullest, i've been hating quite a few things.
past few days.
have been negatively optimistic. sighs.
sorry guys if i dun answer or smses.
cos now currently using a PDA so is damn hard to type.
yeahs.

okayys, maybe i'll edit this post,
make it longer,
TOMORROW.
cos mom nagging like dunno wad now.
have to leaveya!

lovee,
bel
pinky

rawrr.

this is like my everyday diary.
cos i everyday post muhs.
HAHA.

anws, past few days like alot of people damn sad.
esp all my bellas ):
so they sad i also sad ):
no luhs. i have mood swings.
but still feel damn sad at times, then ridiculously happy.
LOL.

as usual, i hate geography to the fullest, i've been hating quite a few things.
past few days.
have been negatively optimistic. sighs.
sorry guys if i dun answer or smses.
cos now currently using a PDA so is damn hard to type.
yeahs.

okayys, maybe i'll edit this post,
make it longer,
TOMORROW.
cos mom nagging like dunno wad now.
have to leaveya!

lovee,
bel
pinky

bang.

bang.
sunshine.
hmms. im retarded.
i cant think now.
RAWRR.
):

sighs. feel so moody nowadays. its like, theres a
BIGBIG
hole in my heart.
i hate geography. seriously.
i dread going to school cos of geography.
it sucks.

i baked scones today! and it was
EDIBLE.
woots.
i just hope i dun get food poisoning.
or something.
it was kinda fun. and i loved the smell.
my was..... moist? and crumbly. but superr
SWEET.
i needed water. didnt bring it muhs.
was like totally dying of thirst.
awws.
poor me.

i love my life.
i love my dog.
sighs.
i love my daddy and my mommy.

gawd, that was damn random.
i hate her, she's a pure
BITCH.

oops. i said it out loud.
euu didnt see that.
haha. i got alotalot of homework.
sighs.
got zuo ye, chem worksheets, maths questions, etc etc....
okayys. i better finish them.
gotta go!

love,
bel
pinky

bang.

bang.
sunshine.
hmms. im retarded.
i cant think now.
RAWRR.
):

sighs. feel so moody nowadays. its like, theres a
BIGBIG
hole in my heart.
i hate geography. seriously.
i dread going to school cos of geography.
it sucks.

i baked scones today! and it was
EDIBLE.
woots.
i just hope i dun get food poisoning.
or something.
it was kinda fun. and i loved the smell.
my was..... moist? and crumbly. but superr
SWEET.
i needed water. didnt bring it muhs.
was like totally dying of thirst.
awws.
poor me.

i love my life.
i love my dog.
sighs.
i love my daddy and my mommy.

gawd, that was damn random.
i hate her, she's a pure
BITCH.

oops. i said it out loud.
euu didnt see that.
haha. i got alotalot of homework.
sighs.
got zuo ye, chem worksheets, maths questions, etc etc....
okayys. i better finish them.
gotta go!

love,
bel
pinky

heck.

my immortal - evanescense
it rocks. the lyrics are damn real.
haha!
im being all emo. i HATE today.
sighs.

its like, everyone has good points,
musical
or
sports.

i dun think i even
HAVE
any. sighs. yeahs. as i was saying,
i dun think anyone really reads this blog.
really.

i feel sad. what would euu do,
if the next day, i migrated without telling euu?
if the next day, i just suddenly disappeared?
or if the next day, i just
died?
would euu cry for me?
or would euu just say
"heck, she's nt worth crying for"?

sighs. i feel selfish past few days.
or maybe just plain
jelousy.
is lying a sin?
yes.
then i can say that i have commited over 1million of that sin,
in my whole life.
its like, lying is so easy.

i can tell people's emotion from the way they talk to me.
or maybe,
they dun even NEED to talk to me.
i can tell if their pissed off, angry, sad.
i can also hide my emotions. mind euu,
i might be laughing like a retard at times but deep down i can
actually
feel real REAL sad. no one can tell that.
their all like
"PINKY! SIAO UHH. SO HIGH TODAY"
yeahs. and i'll carry on with my act.
NO ONE really knows me well. except
GOD.
he knows inside me, he knows wad im thinking,
he knows how im feeling, he knows totally
EVERYTHING.

haha. think about it.
how well do euu really know the one euu call your best fren?
or maybe, just a fren?

lovee,
bel
pinky

heck.

my immortal - evanescense
it rocks. the lyrics are damn real.
haha!
im being all emo. i HATE today.
sighs.

its like, everyone has good points,
musical
or
sports.

i dun think i even
HAVE
any. sighs. yeahs. as i was saying,
i dun think anyone really reads this blog.
really.

i feel sad. what would euu do,
if the next day, i migrated without telling euu?
if the next day, i just suddenly disappeared?
or if the next day, i just
died?
would euu cry for me?
or would euu just say
"heck, she's nt worth crying for"?

sighs. i feel selfish past few days.
or maybe just plain
jelousy.
is lying a sin?
yes.
then i can say that i have commited over 1million of that sin,
in my whole life.
its like, lying is so easy.

i can tell people's emotion from the way they talk to me.
or maybe,
they dun even NEED to talk to me.
i can tell if their pissed off, angry, sad.
i can also hide my emotions. mind euu,
i might be laughing like a retard at times but deep down i can
actually
feel real REAL sad. no one can tell that.
their all like
"PINKY! SIAO UHH. SO HIGH TODAY"
yeahs. and i'll carry on with my act.
NO ONE really knows me well. except
GOD.
he knows inside me, he knows wad im thinking,
he knows how im feeling, he knows totally
EVERYTHING.

haha. think about it.
how well do euu really know the one euu call your best fren?
or maybe, just a fren?

lovee,
bel
pinky

all emo.

LOL.
i really wonder how many people
ACTUALLY
read this blog or visit it or something.

i think no one ):
im sad.

im emo.
sighs.

I SLACKED RUN.
slacked like SHIT,
then i was telling jessica
and she was like
"OI. euus so used to 2.4 how come slack??"
haha.

BUT.
got reason to why i slack.
cos, my mom was watching me the WHOLE 12 rounds.
so i was like damn...
embarrassed?

okayys. i got so much homework now.
i
HATE
geography. it totally SUCKS.
it sucks my socks.
dun even know how that make sense.
so far the subject that has given me the
MOST
homework and projects is
GEOGRAPHY.


i HATE it.
REALLY REALLY HATE IT.
i got NOTHING to look forward to fridays,
except for the fact that the weekends are SO
near.

and the fact that there WILL be tons and
TONS
of homework. like shit luh.
sighs.
feeling damn moody.

now on the line. sighs.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.

i cant believe im flooding my own post.
RAWR.
sighs.
IM BORED.
luhluhluhluh

):

bel
pinky

all emo.

LOL.
i really wonder how many people
ACTUALLY
read this blog or visit it or something.

i think no one ):
im sad.

im emo.
sighs.

I SLACKED RUN.
slacked like SHIT,
then i was telling jessica
and she was like
"OI. euus so used to 2.4 how come slack??"
haha.

BUT.
got reason to why i slack.
cos, my mom was watching me the WHOLE 12 rounds.
so i was like damn...
embarrassed?

okayys. i got so much homework now.
i
HATE
geography. it totally SUCKS.
it sucks my socks.
dun even know how that make sense.
so far the subject that has given me the
MOST
homework and projects is
GEOGRAPHY.


i HATE it.
REALLY REALLY HATE IT.
i got NOTHING to look forward to fridays,
except for the fact that the weekends are SO
near.

and the fact that there WILL be tons and
TONS
of homework. like shit luh.
sighs.
feeling damn moody.

now on the line. sighs.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.
SIGHS.

i cant believe im flooding my own post.
RAWR.
sighs.
IM BORED.
luhluhluhluh

):

bel
pinky

uhoh.

sigh.
everytime i get to the blogger-create post page,
i ALWAYS forgot what i wanna say.

so there.
GO ISABEL. GO.
YOU CAN DO IT!

i can?
I CAN!

OKAYY. I KNOW WHAT TO SAY.


i didnt go to school todayy! yayy.
i said it!
hurray 4 isabel!

yeepeees.
LOL.
uhhuh.
my excitement is dying down..

what to say now?

JIAYOUS BEL!
GOGOGO PINKY.

what to say?
I KNOW!

i got a new ARMANI EXCHANGE SHIRT.
wooots.
NEW.
hahahahahaaaaaaa.
yeepeees.

but im broke.
thats damn sad news luh.
):

okayy. im bored. i REAL bored.
i dun even know what to crap now.

heck.
lets end this.

love,
bel
pinky

uhoh.

sigh.
everytime i get to the blogger-create post page,
i ALWAYS forgot what i wanna say.

so there.
GO ISABEL. GO.
YOU CAN DO IT!

i can?
I CAN!

OKAYY. I KNOW WHAT TO SAY.


i didnt go to school todayy! yayy.
i said it!
hurray 4 isabel!

yeepeees.
LOL.
uhhuh.
my excitement is dying down..

what to say now?

JIAYOUS BEL!
GOGOGO PINKY.

what to say?
I KNOW!

i got a new ARMANI EXCHANGE SHIRT.
wooots.
NEW.
hahahahahaaaaaaa.
yeepeees.

but im broke.
thats damn sad news luh.
):

okayy. im bored. i REAL bored.
i dun even know what to crap now.

heck.
lets end this.

love,
bel
pinky

pissed off

i dun care.

i MAY look bitchy, i may SOUND bitchy, but euus dun even KNOW me.
its not my fault that everytime euus look at me then euus buaysong.
heck.
i dunwanna be hated by euus anymore,
nono.
i dunwannaED to be hated by euus anymore.

but now i dun give a damn.
cummon.
be JELOUS. for all i care,

which i DONT.



so go ahead, HATE ME.
i'll stil them from euus.
just wait.
and see.


bel
pinky

pissed off

i dun care.

i MAY look bitchy, i may SOUND bitchy, but euus dun even KNOW me.
its not my fault that everytime euus look at me then euus buaysong.
heck.
i dunwanna be hated by euus anymore,
nono.
i dunwannaED to be hated by euus anymore.

but now i dun give a damn.
cummon.
be JELOUS. for all i care,

which i DONT.



so go ahead, HATE ME.
i'll stil them from euus.
just wait.
and see.


bel
pinky

yoos~

wth.

im damn tired.
but i just
CANT
sleep.
like, shit luh. i
HATE
school. i hate geog.
i hate home ec.
like... so boring luh!

geog really sucks.
i
LOVE
pink.


woots.
noone can make me stop
loving
pink
<3

haha.
okayy,
im like,
RAMBLING
now.
so sad


sigh.
haha.
okayys
byebyes!

love,
bel
pinky

yoos~

wth.

im damn tired.
but i just
CANT
sleep.
like, shit luh. i
HATE
school. i hate geog.
i hate home ec.
like... so boring luh!

geog really sucks.
i
LOVE
pink.


woots.
noone can make me stop
loving
pink
<3

haha.
okayy,
im like,
RAMBLING
now.
so sad


sigh.
haha.
okayys
byebyes!

love,
bel
pinky

yoos! i didnt die xD

YOOS! i didnt die. have'nt died yet anyways. haha.

cluster retreat was,
FUN.
yeahs... fun.
believe me. it was REAL fun.
yeahs.
HAHA. okayys luh. it was kinda...
tiring?
but i enjoyed the captain's ball games.
damn fun luh.
then gt pushed into the pool twice.
sigh.
clothes were all
WET.
hahahahahha. but overall, quite
FUN.

damn sad luh, cos chris nvr come ):
but nvm.. still tot of her during camp!
HAHA.
LUBEUUS CHRIS! <3

LOL. im on a
high.
woots. ((: im starting to actually LIKE
swimming.
LOL.
but i abit siao. today. yesterday.
esp
NOW.
n maybe tomorrow.

shit.
i so
HATE
school.

i really do.
like, HELP?!
okayys. this post is just to let ya'll know,
that i havent
DIED.

yeahs?!
okayys
nites peeps!
have a good term 2





NOT.


sigh.


love,
bel
pinky

yoos! i didnt die xD

YOOS! i didnt die. have'nt died yet anyways. haha.

cluster retreat was,
FUN.
yeahs... fun.
believe me. it was REAL fun.
yeahs.
HAHA. okayys luh. it was kinda...
tiring?
but i enjoyed the captain's ball games.
damn fun luh.
then gt pushed into the pool twice.
sigh.
clothes were all
WET.
hahahahahha. but overall, quite
FUN.

damn sad luh, cos chris nvr come ):
but nvm.. still tot of her during camp!
HAHA.
LUBEUUS CHRIS! <3

LOL. im on a
high.
woots. ((: im starting to actually LIKE
swimming.
LOL.
but i abit siao. today. yesterday.
esp
NOW.
n maybe tomorrow.

shit.
i so
HATE
school.

i really do.
like, HELP?!
okayys. this post is just to let ya'll know,
that i havent
DIED.

yeahs?!
okayys
nites peeps!
have a good term 2





NOT.


sigh.


love,
bel
pinky

luhluh LUH.

aww shucks.
i realised that GOD has a plan for
all
of us.
haha. like so good luh.
i know euus dunno wad i talking about luh.
BUT,
im experiencing GOD'S
love.

haha. now my bratty cousin is looking at my
post.
hahahahahahaha, okayy. hahahahahahhaha,
okayy.
SING TO THE DAWN! hahaa.
I WANT MY BLACK NAIL POLISH.
SHIT. I WAN IT.
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN.

OMG LUH,
i was like dreaming of it during DNT.
plus, talking to alvina, we were finding ways
(the NICEST AND PINKIEST ones)
to decorate our nails during march holis.
actually, i could have met her in the afternoon at the
watsons
near my house. she lives pretty near me luh.
then, instead, i went to niki's house to play basketball.
please LUH.
my basketball SUCKS. :D
okayys then, i pestered daddy to send me to watsons b4
cell.
HE DIDNT.

argh. i hate today.
i told daddy that.
and he commented that i've been hating everyday
ever since he started nagging about my results.
MOMMY worse luh.

so sian. dun like home nowadays.
sigh.
sigh,
sigh,
SIGH.

okayys. i wan take alot alot of neos during the holis...
so sian. sian sian sian.
PLUS,
im broke.
broke.
dun worry nicole,
i'll gather like $50 by march holiday's tues.
so we can still go vivo and SHOP!
<333
haha.
althea! i cant wait for mon. wat movie to watch uhh...
ohh yuh sylvia n pris euus two btr come.
SARA JANE.
YY MUZ GO HOLIDAY.
wan kill euus, SUCKISH LUH.
sigh.
okayy.
i dunno wad to say now.

my cell sucks. so boring.
haha.
okayy
i take that back.
euus didnt see anything.

haha. lets change the subject to MAPLE!
okayy, my figure is like dressed from head to
toe
wit cash shop items. im not even going into maple anymore.
haha. actually, i tried going into it ONCE.
then they told me that the patcher of watevr shit i was using
was
TOO OLD.
like hellO?
dun have to keep changing patch thingy right.

go die luh.
make sure NOONE plays maple. argh.

yeah. my cousin go liao. im free to ramble!
HAHAHAHAHA.
okayys.
im so bored.
chao bored.
i dun even noe wad to type nows.
sigh.
althea,
make me high.
im feeling so low.
hahaahhahahahaha. still low.
argh.
i love my hair.
hahahaha.
okayy.
one more thing,
MY GRADES SUCK.

D:
byebyes.
love,
bel
pinky

luhluh LUH.

aww shucks.
i realised that GOD has a plan for
all
of us.
haha. like so good luh.
i know euus dunno wad i talking about luh.
BUT,
im experiencing GOD'S
love.

haha. now my bratty cousin is looking at my
post.
hahahahahahaha, okayy. hahahahahahhaha,
okayy.
SING TO THE DAWN! hahaa.
I WANT MY BLACK NAIL POLISH.
SHIT. I WAN IT.
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN
I WAN.

OMG LUH,
i was like dreaming of it during DNT.
plus, talking to alvina, we were finding ways
(the NICEST AND PINKIEST ones)
to decorate our nails during march holis.
actually, i could have met her in the afternoon at the
watsons
near my house. she lives pretty near me luh.
then, instead, i went to niki's house to play basketball.
please LUH.
my basketball SUCKS. :D
okayys then, i pestered daddy to send me to watsons b4
cell.
HE DIDNT.

argh. i hate today.
i told daddy that.
and he commented that i've been hating everyday
ever since he started nagging about my results.
MOMMY worse luh.

so sian. dun like home nowadays.
sigh.
sigh,
sigh,
SIGH.

okayys. i wan take alot alot of neos during the holis...
so sian. sian sian sian.
PLUS,
im broke.
broke.
dun worry nicole,
i'll gather like $50 by march holiday's tues.
so we can still go vivo and SHOP!
<333
haha.
althea! i cant wait for mon. wat movie to watch uhh...
ohh yuh sylvia n pris euus two btr come.
SARA JANE.
YY MUZ GO HOLIDAY.
wan kill euus, SUCKISH LUH.
sigh.
okayy.
i dunno wad to say now.

my cell sucks. so boring.
haha.
okayy
i take that back.
euus didnt see anything.

haha. lets change the subject to MAPLE!
okayy, my figure is like dressed from head to
toe
wit cash shop items. im not even going into maple anymore.
haha. actually, i tried going into it ONCE.
then they told me that the patcher of watevr shit i was using
was
TOO OLD.
like hellO?
dun have to keep changing patch thingy right.

go die luh.
make sure NOONE plays maple. argh.

yeah. my cousin go liao. im free to ramble!
HAHAHAHAHA.
okayys.
im so bored.
chao bored.
i dun even noe wad to type nows.
sigh.
althea,
make me high.
im feeling so low.
hahaahhahahahaha. still low.
argh.
i love my hair.
hahahaha.
okayy.
one more thing,
MY GRADES SUCK.

D:
byebyes.
love,
bel
pinky

just so euus noe

okayy, argh.
my cold is so...
bad.
sigh. tomorrow will be another...
loong
day. help? have to take
measurements
for handbell costume then
straight after,
its netball TRAINING. aww.
shucks.

haha. todayy was fun man.
boy oh boy.
haha. after school,
went to
J8
wit sylvia n sara jane luh.
then, WE MET
stephanie,
ruth,
alvina,
elvina,
eunice
and......
SARAH!
there. haha. just nice so
random,
met at neoprint booth there.

then amanda came. after we took neos.
then we went to get sylvia a skirt.
THANKEUUS AMANDA FOR PAYING MOST OF IT!
LOVE EUUS LOTS! (:
haha. so yeah... the only peeps hu actually
SAW
her wear the skirt was
me and sara jane.
so sorry amanda... promise euus
WILL
get to see it yeah?
haha. LOL. then we met steph's grp again...
at the food court. then
ruth
wanted us to follow her to her old school...
Kuo Chan Prespertarian or wadevr pri school luh.
nxt to J8 one...
haha.

so me, sylvia, sara jane, amanda and stephanie
followed her.
we were suppose to take either 54 OR 56 bus luh.
then they came like
countless
number of times. but euus noe wad?
we were WAITING for her
FRIEND.
LOL.
and it was a boy.
ruth said he was from ACSI.
as in like,
i was saying to ruth,
Its really bad to make a girl wait for a boy.
but its WORSE to make 5GIRLS wait for A
boy.
like, i was going to slap him IF he finally came.
then waited a few minutes until
cannot
wait, then we about to go,
THEN HE COME. zzz.
but hu cares.

made it to sonia's house.
no one was there luh.
only aunty lynn and aaron.
then mom came.
so SWAY luh. argh.
then went to buy my shoes at ang mo kio there.

OMGIHMFPTSLHFTFTFT.
ARGH.
FLKNWMDU.
SHIT LUH.
like watevr, i dun give a damn.

tomorrow got run. shit luh.
feeling so pissed now.

ARGH,
byebyes.
bel
pinky

just so euus noe

okayy, argh.
my cold is so...
bad.
sigh. tomorrow will be another...
loong
day. help? have to take
measurements
for handbell costume then
straight after,
its netball TRAINING. aww.
shucks.

haha. todayy was fun man.
boy oh boy.
haha. after school,
went to
J8
wit sylvia n sara jane luh.
then, WE MET
stephanie,
ruth,
alvina,
elvina,
eunice
and......
SARAH!
there. haha. just nice so
random,
met at neoprint booth there.

then amanda came. after we took neos.
then we went to get sylvia a skirt.
THANKEUUS AMANDA FOR PAYING MOST OF IT!
LOVE EUUS LOTS! (:
haha. so yeah... the only peeps hu actually
SAW
her wear the skirt was
me and sara jane.
so sorry amanda... promise euus
WILL
get to see it yeah?
haha. LOL. then we met steph's grp again...
at the food court. then
ruth
wanted us to follow her to her old school...
Kuo Chan Prespertarian or wadevr pri school luh.
nxt to J8 one...
haha.

so me, sylvia, sara jane, amanda and stephanie
followed her.
we were suppose to take either 54 OR 56 bus luh.
then they came like
countless
number of times. but euus noe wad?
we were WAITING for her
FRIEND.
LOL.
and it was a boy.
ruth said he was from ACSI.
as in like,
i was saying to ruth,
Its really bad to make a girl wait for a boy.
but its WORSE to make 5GIRLS wait for A
boy.
like, i was going to slap him IF he finally came.
then waited a few minutes until
cannot
wait, then we about to go,
THEN HE COME. zzz.
but hu cares.

made it to sonia's house.
no one was there luh.
only aunty lynn and aaron.
then mom came.
so SWAY luh. argh.
then went to buy my shoes at ang mo kio there.

OMGIHMFPTSLHFTFTFT.
ARGH.
FLKNWMDU.
SHIT LUH.
like watevr, i dun give a damn.

tomorrow got run. shit luh.
feeling so pissed now.

ARGH,
byebyes.
bel
pinky

argh

eew.
hate school now. as in
really
hate,
it sucks.
except handbells...
been looking forward to that everyweek.

sick todayys.
felt so sleepy and had a..
cold.
like shit luh;
sara jane said my eyes looked red.
so i checked it.
I HAVE EYEBAGS.
like, i freaked in the toilet, screaming
and screaming
and screaming
and
SCREAMING.
until i realised

that the toilet was just outside the staffroom.
i seriously,
FREAKED.
then, my maths teacher went to
*chat chat*
wit my mom.
and guess wad?
the com,

GOT SHIFTED DOWN.
they even wanted to take my
precious
handphone;
like, NO WAY.
so obviously,
i got pretty low luh.
for
maths.

sigh.
just sneezed.
shit.
sigh.
feeling REAL down. i need
to vent
my anger.
i need to train.
shit.
argh. all my ramblings.

haha.
today we saw finish EMMA.
it rawked.
mr knightly,
proposed.
like........ {OOHH LUHLUH~}
ahaha.
lol.
then music was the same...
boring as usual.

then daddy picked me up.
waited for mom.
the whole ride was like...
lecture
lecture
lecture
lecture.
i shut my ears.
SHUT it tight.
could'nt take anymore of it,
felt so sick,
so...
moody?

bo0s. its raining. [copied from chris ((: dajiejies!]
that adds to my misery. i LOVE
LOVE,
the sun.
but in this case, the rain seems to be
symphatizing with me.
like,
am i illusioning?

there can be bimbotic lawyers.
those hu wear pink to court luh.
so cool. i wanna be one!
then at one point of the day,
my frend walked passed me.....
and she was like,
"do euus love pink?"
its like, so obvious luh please luh.

okayy. so damn tired now.
actualky using the com
secretly.
rents are out.
argh.
but i bet daddy is reading this.
like,
haha.
haha?
HAHA.

yeah.

byebyes.
miserably loved,
bel
pinky

argh

eew.
hate school now. as in
really
hate,
it sucks.
except handbells...
been looking forward to that everyweek.

sick todayys.
felt so sleepy and had a..
cold.
like shit luh;
sara jane said my eyes looked red.
so i checked it.
I HAVE EYEBAGS.
like, i freaked in the toilet, screaming
and screaming
and screaming
and
SCREAMING.
until i realised

that the toilet was just outside the staffroom.
i seriously,
FREAKED.
then, my maths teacher went to
*chat chat*
wit my mom.
and guess wad?
the com,

GOT SHIFTED DOWN.
they even wanted to take my
precious
handphone;
like, NO WAY.
so obviously,
i got pretty low luh.
for
maths.

sigh.
just sneezed.
shit.
sigh.
feeling REAL down. i need
to vent
my anger.
i need to train.
shit.
argh. all my ramblings.

haha.
today we saw finish EMMA.
it rawked.
mr knightly,
proposed.
like........ {OOHH LUHLUH~}
ahaha.
lol.
then music was the same...
boring as usual.

then daddy picked me up.
waited for mom.
the whole ride was like...
lecture
lecture
lecture
lecture.
i shut my ears.
SHUT it tight.
could'nt take anymore of it,
felt so sick,
so...
moody?

bo0s. its raining. [copied from chris ((: dajiejies!]
that adds to my misery. i LOVE
LOVE,
the sun.
but in this case, the rain seems to be
symphatizing with me.
like,
am i illusioning?

there can be bimbotic lawyers.
those hu wear pink to court luh.
so cool. i wanna be one!
then at one point of the day,
my frend walked passed me.....
and she was like,
"do euus love pink?"
its like, so obvious luh please luh.

okayy. so damn tired now.
actualky using the com
secretly.
rents are out.
argh.
but i bet daddy is reading this.
like,
haha.
haha?
HAHA.

yeah.

byebyes.
miserably loved,
bel
pinky

pissed of like shit?

LOL. like, its 6plus now luh. after stupid piano lesson. i seriously feel like killing th piano luh.

okayy. i feel damn
sucky
now. like its so damn bored,
and i have NOTHING to
do!.
woots. LOL.

ohman, getitng my bio test on wed, BET I FAILED. sigh. i feel like crying now
luhs.
D:

ms chew said that out of 40, got 1 or 2 ppl get 39 luh.
i hope im one of them :D
okayy. euus didnt see that.
right?
:D

okayys. going now.

byebyes.
love,
bel
pinky

pissed of like shit?

LOL. like, its 6plus now luh. after stupid piano lesson. i seriously feel like killing th piano luh.

okayy. i feel damn
sucky
now. like its so damn bored,
and i have NOTHING to
do!.
woots. LOL.

ohman, getitng my bio test on wed, BET I FAILED. sigh. i feel like crying now
luhs.
D:

ms chew said that out of 40, got 1 or 2 ppl get 39 luh.
i hope im one of them :D
okayy. euus didnt see that.
right?
:D

okayys. going now.

byebyes.
love,
bel
pinky

heyy, my 66th post

66.
devil's number xD okayy. im sad. i FEEL sad. maybe im not. been having moodswings like every 5 mins everyday luh. cos its due to the fact. but nvm. bought new pair of sports shoes, THEIR PINK! EVEN MY SPORTS BAG IS PINK! N MY SHOELACES TOO! WOOOOOOTS. im gna love training....


oops. maybe noooot. but hu cares yeah?

still feel sad bout the FACT.

byebyes. ((:
love,
bel
pinky

heyy, my 66th post

66.
devil's number xD okayy. im sad. i FEEL sad. maybe im not. been having moodswings like every 5 mins everyday luh. cos its due to the fact. but nvm. bought new pair of sports shoes, THEIR PINK! EVEN MY SPORTS BAG IS PINK! N MY SHOELACES TOO! WOOOOOOTS. im gna love training....


oops. maybe noooot. but hu cares yeah?

still feel sad bout the FACT.

byebyes. ((:
love,
bel
pinky

its not there.

MYGAWD. my head hurts, i feel broken, i can't smile. very soon, im gna loose my life for good.

i feel sick. maybe i AM sick. i just dun wanna acknowledge the fact. the fact. its always the fact. i hate school. i hate the com. i hate everything now. because of the fact. im regretting, letting it slowly all fade away. no. it had better fade away fast.

fast. faster then depression. just forget. forget. can i? maybe not. FORGET. PLEASE. let me forget ALL about the fact. let me live life just the way i wan it to be ; simple. i dun wan any miscommunications. i wan me, to loose my memory. i wanna die. i feel like dying. no. i can't die. i'll live, live to make sure that the fact changes.

will the fact EVER change then? no. i don't really think so. im just rambling here. feeling so lost, and i can't help it.

its not there.

MYGAWD. my head hurts, i feel broken, i can't smile. very soon, im gna loose my life for good.

i feel sick. maybe i AM sick. i just dun wanna acknowledge the fact. the fact. its always the fact. i hate school. i hate the com. i hate everything now. because of the fact. im regretting, letting it slowly all fade away. no. it had better fade away fast.

fast. faster then depression. just forget. forget. can i? maybe not. FORGET. PLEASE. let me forget ALL about the fact. let me live life just the way i wan it to be ; simple. i dun wan any miscommunications. i wan me, to loose my memory. i wanna die. i feel like dying. no. i can't die. i'll live, live to make sure that the fact changes.

will the fact EVER change then? no. i don't really think so. im just rambling here. feeling so lost, and i can't help it.

it all turned out to be so wrong

feeling so lonely nowadays, like all the life have been sucked outta me. maybe a 'lil depressed yeah but still lonely.

like, i can't figure lots of things out in my mind. i have to tell them so someone. let it all out. but no one's listening. i need someone to confide it, but none, PRACTICALLY NONE, will just sit down and hear me ramble. guess i know hu are real friends after all.

only look forward to when i get back home, or went im chilling out. guess my kind of life isnt that glamourous after all. it was'nt even glamourous in the first place

see. im rambling. rambling my heart out. <3333

and im loving every minute of it.

i live, because of euu.
euu made me smile
euu changed me into someone
good.
so thanks for all ur effort,
im ready to move on now,
cos' its just not there
there's no fate,
there's no
chemical reaction.

so there,
i shall stop rambling.

love,
bel ;
pinky

it all turned out to be so wrong

feeling so lonely nowadays, like all the life have been sucked outta me. maybe a 'lil depressed yeah but still lonely.

like, i can't figure lots of things out in my mind. i have to tell them so someone. let it all out. but no one's listening. i need someone to confide it, but none, PRACTICALLY NONE, will just sit down and hear me ramble. guess i know hu are real friends after all.

only look forward to when i get back home, or went im chilling out. guess my kind of life isnt that glamourous after all. it was'nt even glamourous in the first place

see. im rambling. rambling my heart out. <3333

and im loving every minute of it.

i live, because of euu.
euu made me smile
euu changed me into someone
good.
so thanks for all ur effort,
im ready to move on now,
cos' its just not there
there's no fate,
there's no
chemical reaction.

so there,
i shall stop rambling.

love,
bel ;
pinky