Thursday, November 27, 2008

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i'm hiatus-ing until i can set my heart, and thoughts
straight.





-


Xo,
i'm hiatus-ing until i can set my heart, and thoughts
straight.





-


Xo,

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

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1) The person who tagged you?
Joy

2) Your relationship with her?
my long time good friend!

3) Impression?
JOYFUL

4) Most memorable thing she said for you?
words on cards tht she gave me on my birthdays!

5) The most memorable thing she did for you?
send me all my zilian pics :D


6) If she's your lover, what does she need to improve on?
im -
(straight)

7) If she becomes your enemy?
eh. no comment. i'll pray

8) What do you wanna tell her now?
heyy joy, thanks for today :)

9) Your overall impression of her?
joyful

10) How do you think the people around you feel bout you?
v. pink

11) What I love about myself
i love pink

12) On the contrary, what I hate bout myself?
eh. too kaypoh.

13) What's the most ideal person I wanna be?
ISABEL TAN YI EN. SHE'S.. IDEAL

14) What do you wanna say to those who love and care for you?
HELLO.

15) tag 10 ppl


1 KONG. JIA. XUAN. (damn create a blog!)

2 CELINE TAN ze SEE-THERE-RIAN

3 SYLVIA

4 Hazel! mrs tan eh :D

5 SARAH NG!

6 Amanda! (:

7 PRISSY PRIS PRIS

8 Mich! (doubt you'd be reading this though)

9 EUNICE :D

10 ALVINA! :D :D



16)Who is 6 having a relationship with?
eh. me. jerk and bitch :D

17) Is 9 a male or a female?
female!

18) If 7 and 10 are together?
eh? HAHAHAHA I'LL LAUGH MY ASS OFF. seriously.

19) What is 2 studying about?
eh. how to be as pretty and beautiful and smart as bel

20) When was the last time you chatted with 3?
uhm. lemme see. YESTERDAY. and we weren't chatting. we were shouting HAHA.

21) What kind of music genre does 8 like?
eh. old love songs and dancy music!

22) Siblings for 6?
2 bros!
23) Will you who 3?
THANK YOU JOY THT YOUR QUIZ'S WORD IS WHO NO WOO. and i can't answer this cuz it doesn't make sense! :D

24) How bout 7?
can't ans this either!

25) Surname of 5?
NG xiao jie.

26) Is 4 single?
no, she's married to me. gay relationship hello?

27) 10's hobby?
SHOPPING. WITH ME :D

28) Which school is 2 studying at?
see-there secondary!

29) Something bout 1?
HAHA SO MANY THINGS. SHE IS DUMB AND FUNNY.

30) Ever tried to develop feelings for 8?
she belongs with D-D-DA-AHEM AHEM :D

31) Where does 9 live?
serangoon! <33

32) 4 favourite colour?
eh. i would presume black and red!

33) Are 1 and 5 friends?
yeah. I THINK. actually no. but they know each other exists! :D

34) Does 1 have pets?
yeah. some pet bird name BABY. kidding. toaster. her dog who hates me.

35) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHA HMMM LET'S SEE HMM HMM HMM YES LA :D

36) What is 10 doing now?
smsing me :D
1) The person who tagged you?
Joy

2) Your relationship with her?
my long time good friend!

3) Impression?
JOYFUL

4) Most memorable thing she said for you?
words on cards tht she gave me on my birthdays!

5) The most memorable thing she did for you?
send me all my zilian pics :D


6) If she's your lover, what does she need to improve on?
im -
(straight)

7) If she becomes your enemy?
eh. no comment. i'll pray

8) What do you wanna tell her now?
heyy joy, thanks for today :)

9) Your overall impression of her?
joyful

10) How do you think the people around you feel bout you?
v. pink

11) What I love about myself
i love pink

12) On the contrary, what I hate bout myself?
eh. too kaypoh.

13) What's the most ideal person I wanna be?
ISABEL TAN YI EN. SHE'S.. IDEAL

14) What do you wanna say to those who love and care for you?
HELLO.

15) tag 10 ppl


1 KONG. JIA. XUAN. (damn create a blog!)

2 CELINE TAN ze SEE-THERE-RIAN

3 SYLVIA

4 Hazel! mrs tan eh :D

5 SARAH NG!

6 Amanda! (:

7 PRISSY PRIS PRIS

8 Mich! (doubt you'd be reading this though)

9 EUNICE :D

10 ALVINA! :D :D



16)Who is 6 having a relationship with?
eh. me. jerk and bitch :D

17) Is 9 a male or a female?
female!

18) If 7 and 10 are together?
eh? HAHAHAHA I'LL LAUGH MY ASS OFF. seriously.

19) What is 2 studying about?
eh. how to be as pretty and beautiful and smart as bel

20) When was the last time you chatted with 3?
uhm. lemme see. YESTERDAY. and we weren't chatting. we were shouting HAHA.

21) What kind of music genre does 8 like?
eh. old love songs and dancy music!

22) Siblings for 6?
2 bros!
23) Will you who 3?
THANK YOU JOY THT YOUR QUIZ'S WORD IS WHO NO WOO. and i can't answer this cuz it doesn't make sense! :D

24) How bout 7?
can't ans this either!

25) Surname of 5?
NG xiao jie.

26) Is 4 single?
no, she's married to me. gay relationship hello?

27) 10's hobby?
SHOPPING. WITH ME :D

28) Which school is 2 studying at?
see-there secondary!

29) Something bout 1?
HAHA SO MANY THINGS. SHE IS DUMB AND FUNNY.

30) Ever tried to develop feelings for 8?
she belongs with D-D-DA-AHEM AHEM :D

31) Where does 9 live?
serangoon! <33

32) 4 favourite colour?
eh. i would presume black and red!

33) Are 1 and 5 friends?
yeah. I THINK. actually no. but they know each other exists! :D

34) Does 1 have pets?
yeah. some pet bird name BABY. kidding. toaster. her dog who hates me.

35) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHA HMMM LET'S SEE HMM HMM HMM YES LA :D

36) What is 10 doing now?
smsing me :D

Monday, November 24, 2008

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oys okay.
i hate caterpillars.
i hate hate hate them.
other than the fact that they were my first learnt long-spelling-word,
i HATE THEM.



Even looking their pictures makes me squirm.
Eeeeew, seriously.




ANYWAYYYYYYYY,
look and read!



"If you were a burger at McDonald's you'd be the McGorgeous."



"Are you a parking ticket? Because you've got FINE written all over you."



"Somebody needs to call the bomb squad, because you're the bomb!"



"If a fat man puts you in a bag at night, don't worry I told Santa I wanted you for Christmas."



" What do you and the weather have in common? You're both Hot! "



" Can you take me to the bakery? Because, I want a Cutiepie like you! "



" Did the sun come up or did you just smile at me? "



and the lamest and stupidest and funniest


" Is your last name Gillette? Because you’re the best a man can get."





haha i think its so funny.


don't you?


:D




bel loves you!


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oys okay.
i hate caterpillars.
i hate hate hate them.
other than the fact that they were my first learnt long-spelling-word,
i HATE THEM.



Even looking their pictures makes me squirm.
Eeeeew, seriously.




ANYWAYYYYYYYY,
look and read!



"If you were a burger at McDonald's you'd be the McGorgeous."



"Are you a parking ticket? Because you've got FINE written all over you."



"Somebody needs to call the bomb squad, because you're the bomb!"



"If a fat man puts you in a bag at night, don't worry I told Santa I wanted you for Christmas."



" What do you and the weather have in common? You're both Hot! "



" Can you take me to the bakery? Because, I want a Cutiepie like you! "



" Did the sun come up or did you just smile at me? "



and the lamest and stupidest and funniest


" Is your last name Gillette? Because you’re the best a man can get."





haha i think its so funny.


don't you?


:D




bel loves you!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

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THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO KONG JIA XUAN, SONIC XUAN, XUAN XUAN WHO KINDA LOOKS LIKE THE FAT GUY AT THE BOTTOM.

DID I MENTION? SHE OWNS A DOG CALLED TOASTER AND HE KINDA LOOKS LIKE THE OTHER TALL FREAK STANDING NEXT TO HER.



LALALALALALALAL,

MOVING ON,



KONG JIA XUAN CAN MEMORISE THE DEFINATION OF OSMOSIS,
SHE CAN PLAY BEN10 ON CARTOONNETWORK.COM
SHE CAN TALK RUBBISH AND SHE CANNOT THINK,

AND MY LIST ENDS HERE BECAUSE I DON'T THINK SHE CAN DO ANYTHING ELSE.



BUT,
SHE MAKES ME HAPPY,
SHE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SMILE,
AND SHE REMINDS ME OF SOME KINDA SHIT THAT HAS A SMILEY FACE AND GOES HOHOHO I AM KONG JIA XUAN.



AND DID I MENTION? I LOVE HER TO BITS.
YES THIS IS NOT A LIE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



AND THAT'S HER EVIL TWIN BELOW,
XUAN JIA KONG.

and that's her pet cat, belrocks.

YES HER CAT IS CALLED BELROCKS.

i love her and i know you do too!
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO KONG JIA XUAN, SONIC XUAN, XUAN XUAN WHO KINDA LOOKS LIKE THE FAT GUY AT THE BOTTOM.

DID I MENTION? SHE OWNS A DOG CALLED TOASTER AND HE KINDA LOOKS LIKE THE OTHER TALL FREAK STANDING NEXT TO HER.



LALALALALALALAL,

MOVING ON,



KONG JIA XUAN CAN MEMORISE THE DEFINATION OF OSMOSIS,
SHE CAN PLAY BEN10 ON CARTOONNETWORK.COM
SHE CAN TALK RUBBISH AND SHE CANNOT THINK,

AND MY LIST ENDS HERE BECAUSE I DON'T THINK SHE CAN DO ANYTHING ELSE.



BUT,
SHE MAKES ME HAPPY,
SHE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SMILE,
AND SHE REMINDS ME OF SOME KINDA SHIT THAT HAS A SMILEY FACE AND GOES HOHOHO I AM KONG JIA XUAN.



AND DID I MENTION? I LOVE HER TO BITS.
YES THIS IS NOT A LIE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



AND THAT'S HER EVIL TWIN BELOW,
XUAN JIA KONG.

and that's her pet cat, belrocks.

YES HER CAT IS CALLED BELROCKS.

i love her and i know you do too!

Friday, November 21, 2008

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okay, this is gonna be one of my long ranting posts.
and i just came back from dance, so i'm stinky and unclean,
and totally not in the right mood to blog.

but, i really need some place to rant right now.
and i'm very disturbed, cranky and grumpy so to speak,
because i slept at 4 watching friends (did i tell you i bought season 7 & 10!!!)
and i had to wake up at 8, which i obviously did not,
and woke up at 9 instead, when hb was at 930.

woah.
okay.
AND, I AM LITERALLY BROKE. GET THAT.
THAT'S WHY I'M FEELING SO INCOHERENT (can i actually feel that?)
(yes i can)
and, i had some weird thought to shave my head BALD.



BUT, OBVIOUSLY YOU CAN'T IMAGINE ME BALD.
BALD BEL.
so not, really.


and did i mention, i love the roxy perfume,
my aunt bought me for my v.v.v. belated bday present.
it.. conjures up beaches and the salty sea and soft sand.

really. i love the smell.
i can't leave house without it.



okay, you know what?
if you were me, you'd have bathed and worn your nightgown alr.
so, bel!? why the hello are you still dirty, and unchanged?





.. hence, i have come to the end of my highly unsignificant ramble.
If you're still reading till here,
you deserve a kiss from bel.
or maybe just a hug.
whichever, minty fresh breath and her highness is going to bathe.



HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
yo wassup', i am COOL B.
I AM ORAL B.

COOL RIGHT,
ORAL BEL HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.


MY HAIR IS SO IRRITATING AND IT SMELLS NICE.
I LOVE MY PINK ONES.

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


xoxo, cyaaa!








lalalalalala, life is, wonderful,
and beverly hills chihuahua is the awesomest.


DUM DUM DUM DUMDUM CHIHUAHUA! (pronounced as chi-wa-wa)

okay i have to go now.
wait i said that alr.






CHIHUAHUA!
okay, this is gonna be one of my long ranting posts.
and i just came back from dance, so i'm stinky and unclean,
and totally not in the right mood to blog.

but, i really need some place to rant right now.
and i'm very disturbed, cranky and grumpy so to speak,
because i slept at 4 watching friends (did i tell you i bought season 7 & 10!!!)
and i had to wake up at 8, which i obviously did not,
and woke up at 9 instead, when hb was at 930.

woah.
okay.
AND, I AM LITERALLY BROKE. GET THAT.
THAT'S WHY I'M FEELING SO INCOHERENT (can i actually feel that?)
(yes i can)
and, i had some weird thought to shave my head BALD.



BUT, OBVIOUSLY YOU CAN'T IMAGINE ME BALD.
BALD BEL.
so not, really.


and did i mention, i love the roxy perfume,
my aunt bought me for my v.v.v. belated bday present.
it.. conjures up beaches and the salty sea and soft sand.

really. i love the smell.
i can't leave house without it.



okay, you know what?
if you were me, you'd have bathed and worn your nightgown alr.
so, bel!? why the hello are you still dirty, and unchanged?





.. hence, i have come to the end of my highly unsignificant ramble.
If you're still reading till here,
you deserve a kiss from bel.
or maybe just a hug.
whichever, minty fresh breath and her highness is going to bathe.



HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
yo wassup', i am COOL B.
I AM ORAL B.

COOL RIGHT,
ORAL BEL HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.


MY HAIR IS SO IRRITATING AND IT SMELLS NICE.
I LOVE MY PINK ONES.

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


xoxo, cyaaa!








lalalalalala, life is, wonderful,
and beverly hills chihuahua is the awesomest.


DUM DUM DUM DUMDUM CHIHUAHUA! (pronounced as chi-wa-wa)

okay i have to go now.
wait i said that alr.






CHIHUAHUA!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

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i can just laugh at my stupidity.



I wish I could Bubble Wrap my heart,
In case I fall and break apart,
I'm not God, I can't change the stars,
And I don't know if there's life on Mars,
But I know you're hurt,
People that you love and those who care for you,
I want nothing to do with the things you're going through.

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

I'm a little dazed and confused,
Life's a bitch and so are you.
All my days have turned into nights,
'Cause living without, without, without you in my life.
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
And lose all your friends,
Did I mean nothing at all?
Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?


'Cause this is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

Yeah!
Turn on the radio honey,
'Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate!
This one I dedicate.
Whoa oh!
Don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me, you're unable to communicate!!!!!!!!!


This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised...

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

This is goodbye.








ho hum <3
it's been a long, long time :D

never felt better,
God, ily.





i can just laugh at my stupidity.



I wish I could Bubble Wrap my heart,
In case I fall and break apart,
I'm not God, I can't change the stars,
And I don't know if there's life on Mars,
But I know you're hurt,
People that you love and those who care for you,
I want nothing to do with the things you're going through.

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

I'm a little dazed and confused,
Life's a bitch and so are you.
All my days have turned into nights,
'Cause living without, without, without you in my life.
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
And lose all your friends,
Did I mean nothing at all?
Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?


'Cause this is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

Yeah!
Turn on the radio honey,
'Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate!
This one I dedicate.
Whoa oh!
Don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me, you're unable to communicate!!!!!!!!!


This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised...

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.

This is goodbye.








ho hum <3
it's been a long, long time :D

never felt better,
God, ily.

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this song, is beautiful

MY FAVOURITE SONG, EVER.



underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through


you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but dont let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around


Don’t let me fall

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
here’s a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
here’s a hand to hold on to


you'll be the one that I’ll love forever more
ill be here holding you high above it all
but don’t let me fall
this song, is beautiful

MY FAVOURITE SONG, EVER.



underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through


you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but dont let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around


Don’t let me fall

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
here’s a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
here’s a hand to hold on to


you'll be the one that I’ll love forever more
ill be here holding you high above it all
but don’t let me fall

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

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TO ANY () : EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SCREAMS PINK



TO ANY () : EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SCREAMS PINK

Monday, November 17, 2008

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I loved you; and perhaps in love's dead embers,

Not quite extinguished, some few sparks remain.

Let it not fret you if your heart remembers:

I would not cause you grief, or give you pain.

I loved you hopelessly, confession fleeting,

Now far too jealous, now too shy to tell.

With all my heart i loved you, all my being-

God grant another love you half so well.


I loved you - bel

haha nice right! i like my poem :D
zzzzzzzzzz



HELLO JIAXUAN.
IS THAILAND NICE?
BUY ME A PINK BANGLE WOULD YOU PLEASE.
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU V.MUCH.


COME HOME SOON!
TOASTER IS SCOLDING YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK,
FOR LEAVING HIM ALL ALONE.


:(



HAHA BAD BABA.
COME BACK!
WE GO SENTOSA TGTH!







Tongue tied, and overloaded




I loved you; and perhaps in love's dead embers,

Not quite extinguished, some few sparks remain.

Let it not fret you if your heart remembers:

I would not cause you grief, or give you pain.

I loved you hopelessly, confession fleeting,

Now far too jealous, now too shy to tell.

With all my heart i loved you, all my being-

God grant another love you half so well.


I loved you - bel

haha nice right! i like my poem :D
zzzzzzzzzz



HELLO JIAXUAN.
IS THAILAND NICE?
BUY ME A PINK BANGLE WOULD YOU PLEASE.
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU V.MUCH.


COME HOME SOON!
TOASTER IS SCOLDING YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK,
FOR LEAVING HIM ALL ALONE.


:(



HAHA BAD BABA.
COME BACK!
WE GO SENTOSA TGTH!







Tongue tied, and overloaded

Friday, November 14, 2008

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i thought i knew me the best,
simply because, i was me.
and me being me,
would not still be hanging on,

losing grip.


and my thoughts being, well, mine,
wouldn't keep having you popping up in them like,
every hour or so..



so i have concluded that i don't know me,
and this me that is me now,
is not me. it is infact a stranger,
like many others WHO ARE NOT AT ALL LIKE ME,
cuz the "me" inside me, is smittened with you.

there i said it.



oh damn.
damn damn damn.
damn you bel,
damn you bel.



i mean, the unknown bel inside me now.

bel is not bel at all, at the moment.






hold your head high, heavy heart



i thought i knew me the best,
simply because, i was me.
and me being me,
would not still be hanging on,

losing grip.


and my thoughts being, well, mine,
wouldn't keep having you popping up in them like,
every hour or so..



so i have concluded that i don't know me,
and this me that is me now,
is not me. it is infact a stranger,
like many others WHO ARE NOT AT ALL LIKE ME,
cuz the "me" inside me, is smittened with you.

there i said it.



oh damn.
damn damn damn.
damn you bel,
damn you bel.



i mean, the unknown bel inside me now.

bel is not bel at all, at the moment.






hold your head high, heavy heart

Thursday, November 13, 2008

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God knows why i'm still sticking with you.
I can't even count how many people you've affected.

I feel sorry. For everyone. Including us. Including you. Including me.
Maybe, it isn't your fault. Just maybe. Who's fault can it be then?






oys k. i feel like dying.
God knows why i'm still sticking with you.
I can't even count how many people you've affected.

I feel sorry. For everyone. Including us. Including you. Including me.
Maybe, it isn't your fault. Just maybe. Who's fault can it be then?






oys k. i feel like dying.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

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Happy birthday sylvia, i think that picture is rather nice!
although sometimes you're so slow i can just yawn,
and although sometimes you're like the most fickle person, ever, period.
still, i will miss everything(: yes i will.
and you know, Joy, Priscilla and Amanda have all asked me what is oys.
OYS OYS OYS dont tell! :D
love,
bel

Happy birthday sylvia, i think that picture is rather nice!
although sometimes you're so slow i can just yawn,
and although sometimes you're like the most fickle person, ever, period.
still, i will miss everything(: yes i will.
and you know, Joy, Priscilla and Amanda have all asked me what is oys.
OYS OYS OYS dont tell! :D
love,
bel

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LAST NIGHT OYS. was relatively fun.

never knew () and () could get along SO WELL hahaha
like,

from serangoon to hougang to dover, the phone call was such a blast.



sore throats and colds were past through electrical phone wires
and i, bel, was falling asleep with the sound of bickering
AHAAHA


and laughing at the same time too.


they are so stupid okay

i asked this IQ question




"A PEACOCK LAID ITS EGGS ON TOP OF A MOUNTAIN, WHICH SIDE WOULD IT ROLL DOWN? LEFT OR RIGHT OR WHATEVER"?



and omg they couldn't give me the answer.
i bet jx also cannot :D

i hope she didn't see that ^

hahahahahahahha.






hold your head high, heavy heart
LAST NIGHT OYS. was relatively fun.

never knew () and () could get along SO WELL hahaha
like,

from serangoon to hougang to dover, the phone call was such a blast.



sore throats and colds were past through electrical phone wires
and i, bel, was falling asleep with the sound of bickering
AHAAHA


and laughing at the same time too.


they are so stupid okay

i asked this IQ question




"A PEACOCK LAID ITS EGGS ON TOP OF A MOUNTAIN, WHICH SIDE WOULD IT ROLL DOWN? LEFT OR RIGHT OR WHATEVER"?



and omg they couldn't give me the answer.
i bet jx also cannot :D

i hope she didn't see that ^

hahahahahahahha.






hold your head high, heavy heart

Monday, November 10, 2008

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I'M NOT IN LOVE, THIS IS NOT MY HEART, I'M NOT GONNA WASTE THESE WORDS, ABOUT A GIRL
I'M NOT IN LOVE, THIS IS NOT MY HEART, I'M NOT GONNA WASTE THESE WORDS, ABOUT A GIRL

Sunday, November 09, 2008

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I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm...mmm...Mmm...mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around


And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand
And I can't...
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I try to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out



It's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
And it's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me...


And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh...

I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Sorry, sorry, sorry, yeah, sorry
Sorry, sorry, sorry....
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm...mmm...Mmm...mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around


And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand
And I can't...
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I try to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out



It's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
And it's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me...


And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh...

I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Sorry, sorry, sorry, yeah, sorry
Sorry, sorry, sorry....

Saturday, November 08, 2008

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i didn't let go, you did.
and i feel like i'm losing you,
so distant, so distant
i didn't let go, you did.
and i feel like i'm losing you,
so distant, so distant

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

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dedicated to kong jia xuan, xuan xuan, sonic xuan.

I TOUCHED THE DAISO ORANGE BOARD.
THERE. IS. NO. ELECTRICITY.



AND YOU CAN'T "OFF" THE "ELECTRICITY".


:D






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dedicated to kong jia xuan, xuan xuan, sonic xuan.

I TOUCHED THE DAISO ORANGE BOARD.
THERE. IS. NO. ELECTRICITY.



AND YOU CAN'T "OFF" THE "ELECTRICITY".


:D






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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

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i guess i have to say,
i was too quick to judge,
i was too afraid to lose,
i was too stupid to think so much.

whatever it is,
i'm sorry, to anyone i've hurt.
okay maybe sometime in the future,
that sorry would seem like crap to me,

but i'll get over it.
and i'm trying not to bear grudges or anything
and forgiving and forgetting is really fucking hard.
+ i'm not a very nice person sometimes

but, heyy, i'll try my best yeah?
and i love everyone of you who has gone into my life.
and whether or not you hate me, love me, are going to leave me,
i have to say, thank you for bearing with me(:
i guess i have to say,
i was too quick to judge,
i was too afraid to lose,
i was too stupid to think so much.

whatever it is,
i'm sorry, to anyone i've hurt.
okay maybe sometime in the future,
that sorry would seem like crap to me,

but i'll get over it.
and i'm trying not to bear grudges or anything
and forgiving and forgetting is really fucking hard.
+ i'm not a very nice person sometimes

but, heyy, i'll try my best yeah?
and i love everyone of you who has gone into my life.
and whether or not you hate me, love me, are going to leave me,
i have to say, thank you for bearing with me(:

Monday, November 03, 2008

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Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until the feeling has gone
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until the feeling has gone

Saturday, November 01, 2008

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I chose not to care, i chose to give up.
I chose not to care, i chose to give up.