i guess i have to say,
i was too quick to judge,
i was too afraid to lose,
i was too stupid to think so much.

whatever it is,
i'm sorry, to anyone i've hurt.
okay maybe sometime in the future,
that sorry would seem like crap to me,

but i'll get over it.
and i'm trying not to bear grudges or anything
and forgiving and forgetting is really fucking hard.
+ i'm not a very nice person sometimes

but, heyy, i'll try my best yeah?
and i love everyone of you who has gone into my life.
and whether or not you hate me, love me, are going to leave me,
i have to say, thank you for bearing with me(: