maybe we're trying, trying to hard.

i am so, so, so bloody stressed.
everybody's just pissing me off.
EVERYBODY.

ohshit.
i just backspaced 2 paragraphs.
ohwell.
something hurts.
something hurts alot, it really hurts.
i don't know where
i don't how to ease it.
i think its in my heart.

oh and i have to hate.
its because of some stupid selfish reason, really selfish,
that i have to hate.


isabel