hahahahaha, okay i'm going to tell you something ridiculous.
I think i have an adiction to pain, haha.

anyway, how long have i put of shopping man,
i bought anti-depressants today.
haha, like that helped.

somehow i just want to die soon.
but thing is i can't, cos if i die on purpose,
it's just not God's plan.
but somehow, if only somehow,
i accdently die, how glorious would that be.



well, bear with me still then i guess,
till the day i die :D

oh one more thing,
please put of calling me isabel,
its weird.
i don't like people calling me isabel.
call me bel :D




LOVE,
BEL HAHAHAHA.