Monday, July 27, 2009

The only way that i know how to feel

Okay i shall leave you one of my old blog post, yes from that year, 2006. It is titled, Misunderstood. Oys kill me now.


Misunderstood
I will continue blogging, but what i write can be false. feeling stressed out, stressed until at any point of time with no ryme or reason, i will start sobbing. Why? I cant tell u guys. But what you see in the blog is NOT me. Its another part of me. And i dont mean what i write here. This is just to let my anger and all feelings bottled inside me out. But i've been misunderstood, mistreated and betrayed. So......do i still have the right to live on, the will to live on and the courage to face other difficulties?

Yknow seriously if i have a chance, i'd go back to the past and kill myself. Or at least write better posts. Haha okay like shab, now i'm going to re-visit old posts when i feel sad. :)

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