Amath

 

Life takes your dreams and turns them upside down;

people talk about you when you're not around.

People make promises they just can't keep,

and I've come to realize that talk is cheap.

 

Binomial expansion is really horrible. Binomial polynomial modulus they all just really suck. And no, i don't think knowing how to expand binomial equation would make a girl any more attractive. Beauty and the geek much?

Okayyyyyyyyyyyy i think eoys are getting to me again. I swear i will have nightmares about caculators and giant '8's chasing after me, maybe tmr night it'd be being stuck in the periodic table and jumping over all the elements, unable to get out of the box. Haha imagine Thursday night's- my body made up of trachea and whatever shit expereriencing free fall and TERMINAL VELOCITY.

Hell, i wish the bio and physics were just one subject like....... PHYBIO. wow.

Okay bye i'm going to do circles now, what do circles remind you of? :o HAHA

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take all those things and i'll bury them fast. and pray that they turn to seeds to roots and then grass. and be alright, it's alright. it'll be easier that way.

well then the sky opened up and starting pouring rain,
like it knew it was time to start things over again.

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HAHA PROCRASTINATE NOW, DON'T PUT IT OFF! :)
GET THE IRONY? :)

GEWGLE

 

Zomgg if you type google.com as GEWGLE.COM it ACTUALLY WORKS. Haha! Okay i have no idea why i'm online now but my studying is about to commence in a minute's time :)

I think kanye sucks and his head pattern thing that looks like a maze suck as well. It's not even cool or anything it's just disgusting. It's unsightly and they look like he's balding but suffering from some kind of balding-a-pattern diesease.

..So. I'm tired.

I know everyone is.

We should all just give up right, and fk up and screw our lives, yeah. :) Hello it's my online journal i can be morose if i want to. Oh and i think mysupersweet16 on mtv is the show that offers you a variety of the bitchiest and spoilt-est >16 girls to have ever lived, zomg.

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Okay Church tomorrow and then.................. idk what. Life goes on D:

NERDASAURUS

HI I AM GOING TO BE A NERDASAURUS (RAWR!)

NOW I'M SUPPOSE TO GO FOR CHEMISTRY TUITION BUT I COULDN'T RESIST THE URGE TO BLOG.

>24

>24 HOURS TILL THE BEGINNING OF HELL; THE TEST OF MY ENDURANCE; THE TRIAL OF MY LIFE (OF 2009) THE START OF GRUMPY MORNINGS, PANICKY NIGHTS AND ^^^^^ INCREASE IN GLOBAL WARMING.

ALL TREE HUGGERS, THIS IS YOUR TIME TO START GOING ON STRIKE. WE ARE WASTING PAPER FOR EXAMS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. BUT IT IS YOUR BUSINESS BECAUSE YOU ARE A TREE HUGGER. GO HUG YOUR TREE AND STOP THE INJUSTICE OF EXAMS AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. AND EXAMS ON BIRTHDAYS SHOULS BE BANNED OR MADE ILLEGAL.

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If you read through that then i'm glad to say you have finished the rant of ISABEL :) I have no idea whether i'll blog starting from tomorrow. If i don't blog by 5th october i think there will be no need to visit this dear site anymore because i have this gut feeling that i would have.........................

stabbed myself with my 0.38 pen?

drink my liquid paper?

self-inflict paper cuts?

Okay so saddistic. Hahahahaha ISABEL THE NERDASAURUS, RAWRRRRRRR.

Pink bling

 

Well you are the one

The one, that lies close to me

Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

I fell in love

In love, with you suddenly

Now there's no place else

I could be but here in your arms

 

Okay i blinged my iphone like really BLINGED it like, rhinestoned it like crazy i can't count how many rhinestones there are but i'm thinking 100 :) HAHA it kinda looks like i glued my iphone and dipped it into a sea of crystals. But my dad keeps saying it looks lianish. :( I like the way it looks! :(

K sunday was so........ hot. We had to deliver flyers and it was quite fun though :) I missed Letitia and haha got to see her again :) Then i went for Hari Raya visitation! :) NICE MALAY FOOOOD.

Now everyone's studying and i am stuck on the com. I don't know why school has to schedule eoys on 24th september they are looooooney.

Don't worry orange, i feel quite like you too :( I pity the orange this is such a saaaaaad picture. Blah. Mother nature.

And i thought hey, you know this could be something

 

My light has slowly faded

Broken and degraded

Suffocate in my sorrow

Mabye I'll die tomorrow

This riot that I've sited

Came to you uninvited

Truth hurts when it's in your face

Are you afraid of it?

 

It rained today, but that didn't change anything other than painting everything in a shade of pretty, pretty grey. Lessons were as usual w usual teachers in their usual dressing (you think teachers would doll up for school but no) w the usual drone of their voices........... Chinese sucked. Yeah that probably sumarises it.

I really hope i don't......................... omg what is this.

I don't often blog about Christianity in general because i see a lot of things in a lot of shades of grey and sometimes i get the feeling that my standards of morality and general philosophy probably aren't in precise tandem with the Orthodox Church. 

.. This post is so inconsequential.

I have NOTHING on bright and early sunshine morning tomorrow :) Although there's chemistry tuition at 1.... in the afternoon......... followed by NOTHING again :) YAY the nothingest saturday ever. And boy am i so looking forward to it.

I think this lap is the hardest and toughest and i'm not a tough cookie- i'm a freaking brownie. If you don't know what that means it means that i give up easily (to all the tough cookies out there i hope you crack and die into millions of pieces of crumbs HAHA) and i go well with ice cream. Okay ice cream doesn't mean anything it just relates to the sudden craving that i'm having for B&J's chocolate fudge brownie ice cream nowwwww.

Flower balm perfume

 

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully,

Back and forth-

If my heart was a compass you'd be north.

 

You're the sky that I fell through. And I remember the view, Whenever I'm holding you. The sun hung from a string- looking down on the world as it warms over everything.

Chills run down my spine as our fingers entwine and your sighs harmonize with mine. Unmistakably I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me.

 

We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)

So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

The 'a-lot-of-songs' period (of time)

 

Now the sky could be blue

I don't mind

Without you, it's a waste of time

 

School today was like a medley of popular songs during this particular period of time. And i think Hilary Duff and Avril Lavgine is nice therefore. Hahaha Lunch was very funny actually. Sha was waiting for me to get v high w the red bull drink she chose and bought for me. Then i went to find Mrs Pang w sylvia and i think Mrs Pang is the nicest teacher i've ever had :) She teaches Modulus so well haha!

Chapel today was so unexpected. The first chapel throughout my 3 years in PL that i actually listened and enjoyed what the speaker was talking about. And also the first funny sermon (is it even considered a sermon) i've heard in like, 6 months.

God has been good and gracious and kind and caring to me :) I just hope i don't fk things up like i always do. And i should stop being such a screw-up, and try keeping my self-proclaimed promises to Him. Because we all know it's inevitable that He'll find out i broke the promise :( HAHAHA but still i rather love Him a lot. A whole lot :) 

The time has come to stand for what we believe in, so i for one am gonna give my praise to Him. Today, today it's all or nothing. All the way, the praise goes out to You, yeah all the praise goes out to you. Today, today i live for one thing. To give. You. Praise. In everything i do, yeah all the praise goes out to You :)

OH AND DID I TELL YOU? I FOUND LOVE, BEYOND ALL REASON :)

Deanna (pronounced as deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, ana)

 

HAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY DEANNA :) :) :) HAHAHAHAHAHA. THANK YOU FOR THE GREAT DAY TODAY AND FOR SUBWAY AND WAVES AND WETTING YOUR PINAFORE WHICH IN TURN, LOOKED LIKE YOU PEED AND FOR BEARING W ME AND SHA WHEN WE WENT ALL MENTALLLLLLL. Yes you'd make a rather good housewife! :D

And thank you for letting me listen to FOREST GUMP HAHAHA and for always being there and making me laugh and laughing at me and putting up with my annoying moments. I love you a whole lot :)

Subway

 

Do you see the truth

Through all their lies

Do you see the world

Through troubled eyes

 

Omg okay i have come to appreciate and love subway because it has pretty good meatballs + cheese + mayo and honey mustard. If only for a minute, all the laughter seemed to have blown everything away. 

It's repeating, over and over, over, and over.