today,

droned on and on and

on.

held it all in,

pushed myself,

not yet to my limit,

yet fearing it.

bitter,

sweet,

bittersweet.

ironic, no?

shows
how much i just can't let you go.

no,

i watched it rain,

saw the lightning,

heard the thunder,

oh the sky,

i wonder what the sky felt.

so vast,

so wide,

without a doubt,

so amazingly beautiful at times.

yet depressingly,

i don't know.

if i let go,

there's just no one,

who catch me like you do,

you are my only, my only

one