today,
today,
today.



today was the last time i walked from
suntec to city hall.
drums were halted, just for this period,

on the way,
i saw this
pencilcase.

i stopped, i stared.
well, i was so overwhelmed with thoughts.
should i buy? should i not?
will it even be put to use?


with all my might,
i don't even know whether it was my
brain,
or my heart,

that willed me to get out of the shop.


5 steps - and i was out,
my eyes.. brimming? with tears.

yeah, i know, just a pencil case.

'walk, bel, just walk' ,
i told myself.


i forced my brain to its limits,
set my heart on fire,

continued to walk further, and further away,
from the shop.







btw, i never said i was buying the pencil case for myself.






muah?
nah.




hugs and kisses,
no.