Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Adoration

Fingers, don't fail me now. Not now, please, not now. You may tear and bleed and bruise and turn red for all i care. Just don't stop moving. Keep playing, keep dancing on strings. I swear if you don't i'll chop all 10 of you off.

The week has proven to be a very fked up one. For one, i can't control my emotions anymore. Everything is unnerving to me now. I'm constantly on the edge and it tires the hell out of me. To make matters worse, i caught a stupid flu bug + a fluctuating fever.

There's some full dress rehersal thing tomorrow. Which will put me in a bad mood. Because it is less important and the time wasted there can be used for practicing strings. Practice practice practice.

 

Honestly, i cringe at the very thought of losing you.
Everything seems to be crumbling down now..

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