Wednesday, October 01, 2008

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Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you


Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go





i didn't know waiting could be this hard,
this long..
its like time hasn't even passed at all,
i feel so irritated.
can we just fast foward to ()


gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
:(
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you


Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go





i didn't know waiting could be this hard,
this long..
its like time hasn't even passed at all,
i feel so irritated.
can we just fast foward to ()


gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
:(

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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one year has gone, passed, ended ;
somehow i think so many things have changed,
and so many things have just stayed constant.
whatever, i mean,
if you really like whatever you long for,
why'd you still hanging around here?
i for one, know about what you've been doing secretly.
hide, don't hide, i can figure out that intention of yours,
and i'm truly, truly sad.
and shut up, stop saying its because of me.
why didn't you just go with whatever you were gonna do,
and stop trying to be happy and make me happy, while doing secret things.
i'm sorry.
i thought i was happy.
i thought we were happy.
i guess, not?
happy birthday, to me.
its sad,
rather sad.

one year has gone, passed, ended ;
somehow i think so many things have changed,
and so many things have just stayed constant.
whatever, i mean,
if you really like whatever you long for,
why'd you still hanging around here?
i for one, know about what you've been doing secretly.
hide, don't hide, i can figure out that intention of yours,
and i'm truly, truly sad.
and shut up, stop saying its because of me.
why didn't you just go with whatever you were gonna do,
and stop trying to be happy and make me happy, while doing secret things.
i'm sorry.
i thought i was happy.
i thought we were happy.
i guess, not?
happy birthday, to me.
its sad,
rather sad.

Monday, September 15, 2008

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As I'm staring through this fire,
it's too late to make you mine,
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted
and as both our worlds fall down,
we get lost and we get found
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted.

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.






hi.
bye.

attend my funeral,
depends on how many days it is usually after a death.
should be.. 4th oct?

cuz im dying on the first.
you can leave your presents in
my big pink coffin.




yeah im fat,
ugly,
obnoxious.


and you're not.
you're meant to be.
wohoo.



stuck up.

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It's hard to say our love had it's place
But the time is over,
It ran its course
I can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me
When I'm relying on you


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces of you
Is what'll get me through
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
I'm sorry that today is that day
I'm sorry but it's better this way


We fell in love, now we fall apart
All alone you always amazed me
But I, I Can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me when I'm relying on you


I want you to know
If it was meant to be
Where we left off
Is fine with me
I'll miss everything
Cherish the memories
That one time
You were mine



Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces is what'll get me through
When the time get tough...
I'll miss, I'll miss
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything





hey bitch,
you're one lucky slut.
cuz i give up.
It's hard to say our love had it's place
But the time is over,
It ran its course
I can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me
When I'm relying on you


Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces of you
Is what'll get me through
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
I'm sorry that today is that day
I'm sorry but it's better this way


We fell in love, now we fall apart
All alone you always amazed me
But I, I Can't let it go on knowing
That you're relying on me when I'm relying on you


I want you to know
If it was meant to be
Where we left off
Is fine with me
I'll miss everything
Cherish the memories
That one time
You were mine



Pieces of you
Is what I'll hold on to
When the times get tough
When my luck runs dry
Pieces is what'll get me through
When the time get tough...
I'll miss, I'll miss
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything about you
I will miss everything





hey bitch,
you're one lucky slut.
cuz i give up.
As I'm staring through this fire,
it's too late to make you mine,
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted
and as both our worlds fall down,
we get lost and we get found
so far from where we started, so far from what we wanted.

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

If I had the money honey
would you
love me,
love me,
love me,

if I wasn't just somebody like me
(like me)

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
I've made mistakes.






hi.
bye.

attend my funeral,
depends on how many days it is usually after a death.
should be.. 4th oct?

cuz im dying on the first.
you can leave your presents in
my big pink coffin.




yeah im fat,
ugly,
obnoxious.


and you're not.
you're meant to be.
wohoo.



stuck up.

Friday, September 12, 2008

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Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


figurative speech, take note.




if you haven't figured,
i'm hiatus-ing, again.

haha and well,
i'm not lucky.
the song's retarded,
and it just keep going on,
and on,
and on

in my head for the whole of today.







hey,
i'm sorry i'm just
stupid, fat, obnoxious, ugly, loudmouth.



so just get away from me,
if i disgust you that much.

and yes, don't chose me.


just leave me, if you think i'm not good enough for you.

which i'm obviously not.




i'm sorry i'm not
pretty,
attractive,
graceful,
soft-spoken,


and i'm sorry you think i'm damn ugly.

so if i'm really not worth anything,
to you,


just leave me.



i won't cope well,
i won't be fine without you.

but since i disgust you so much,

since you think i'm too fat, too ugly, too whatever,

just leave me ;





cuz i know you want to.




oh and i'm sorry that all i've done meant nothing,

i'm sorry i gave you my heart,
and i gave you my love,

when all i got was being judged.



just leave me,



i really, really, really know you want to.
i'm just me,
i'm just bel.
deal with it,
if not,
then kill me before you go.
i won't survive if you go anyway.
just kill me now.



hurt ; shaken ; agonising pain

never thought,
i would disgust you so much,
till you made tht decision.
haha i disgust you right.
nice to know


Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


figurative speech, take note.




if you haven't figured,
i'm hiatus-ing, again.

haha and well,
i'm not lucky.
the song's retarded,
and it just keep going on,
and on,
and on

in my head for the whole of today.







hey,
i'm sorry i'm just
stupid, fat, obnoxious, ugly, loudmouth.



so just get away from me,
if i disgust you that much.

and yes, don't chose me.


just leave me, if you think i'm not good enough for you.

which i'm obviously not.




i'm sorry i'm not
pretty,
attractive,
graceful,
soft-spoken,


and i'm sorry you think i'm damn ugly.

so if i'm really not worth anything,
to you,


just leave me.



i won't cope well,
i won't be fine without you.

but since i disgust you so much,

since you think i'm too fat, too ugly, too whatever,

just leave me ;





cuz i know you want to.




oh and i'm sorry that all i've done meant nothing,

i'm sorry i gave you my heart,
and i gave you my love,

when all i got was being judged.



just leave me,



i really, really, really know you want to.
i'm just me,
i'm just bel.
deal with it,
if not,
then kill me before you go.
i won't survive if you go anyway.
just kill me now.



hurt ; shaken ; agonising pain

never thought,
i would disgust you so much,
till you made tht decision.
haha i disgust you right.
nice to know