Spot Bel's Stupidity

• N: I'll be the first 17 year old guy to step on the moon!
• Bel: I'll be the first 16 year old girl to step on the SUN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
• N: bel you dumb shit wouldn't that burn you?
• Bel: NO, hello, I'll go at night!

Stacy can't you see?! You're just not the girl for me!

 

Today, i heard the bridge 'ba da ba ba da da ba da, ba da ba ba da ba ba da' Hehe i realised while singing it i mixed up the bas and the das however, i know now :)

I went for violin again today it ruined my fingertips i can't feel my fingertips now. It's hazardous. I have yet to master vibrato and for that i am deeply saddened.

It's !!:$& or in other words or in other numerical symbols, 11:47 and i am still in the middle of my commonwealth essay and i can assure you it doesn't make sense AT ALL. I took away the JL monster but the fairy is still there :) Yes i can see where this is going. Down the drain i suppose.

Somehow tomorrow is Friday! And the day after tomorrow is Thursday! Wow! All of a sudden, Friday comes before Thursday! Oh and today is Monday! Yesterday was Monday too! I love the days of the week! They are so totally not screwed up! Wow! In-cre-du-ble!

Now, back to my fairy and the rest of the rubbish that's gonna sprout out of my....... fingers. I will finish the essay! I can and i will!

MMT

Suspend

I am crushed. I can see tiny fragments of bel on the floor. Seriously, i wouldn't support their individual activities until they come back as a group. Seriously, i've never felt so crushed in my whole entire life before. Seriously, dbsk can't disband.

They just can't.

Would it kill you to care, as much as i did?

 

Spiteful words can hurt feelings,
but silence can break hearts

 

The second week was busier than the first. Though i'm not complaining cuz it's only gonna get worse. It's a boring Saturday afternoon and i see a storm cloud approaching. No kidding.

 

Hehe this is suppose to be me! Deanna drew it in the midst of drawing all her other cute stick people for the Cambodian Genocide. Yes, though i have not been listening to pcd, i have indeed gotten the point of listening to it.

I dined at Cedele ytd. The biased waitress was rather pissing off but we piled the plate with different kinds of bread and ate them all :) Sarah and i were possibly dead and the other 2 were immensely hyper. Had to leave early though. And caught Clash of the Titans which was really nice. Cuz it was about greek mythology. Mmhmm.

How very true.

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This is for Sarah! I can still remember your "Omg i looooooooove pancakes" expression HAHAHA. <3

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I haven't put The Academy Is.. on repeat for a long time.

Do you want to tie me up?
Do you want to tie me down?
Go ahead and do it now.

So far, so good, let it roll, let it ride, ride.
So far, so good, let us fall, let us fight, fight.
It's no fun on the sidelines.

Adoration

Fingers, don't fail me now. Not now, please, not now. You may tear and bleed and bruise and turn red for all i care. Just don't stop moving. Keep playing, keep dancing on strings. I swear if you don't i'll chop all 10 of you off.

The week has proven to be a very fked up one. For one, i can't control my emotions anymore. Everything is unnerving to me now. I'm constantly on the edge and it tires the hell out of me. To make matters worse, i caught a stupid flu bug + a fluctuating fever.

There's some full dress rehersal thing tomorrow. Which will put me in a bad mood. Because it is less important and the time wasted there can be used for practicing strings. Practice practice practice.

 

Honestly, i cringe at the very thought of losing you.
Everything seems to be crumbling down now..

Honey and the moon

 

But right now,
everything is turning blue and right now,
the sun is trying to kill the moon and right now,
i wish i could follow you...

 

I feel like a total ass sitting down in front of the com for the whole morning. Repression. Apparently. Anyway i'm munching on hothothot popcorn chicken now :D With strawberry yoghurt and nata de coco :D Purfact lunch.

Ytd was guitar concert, i liked the duets :) I like all. Well, almost. But seriously, 2 hours of listening to guitars is quite enough.

What's for dinner? (Oh no)

KCUF

 

You see, but you do not observe.
The distinction is clear.

 

Kcuf today and everything else along with it. Kcuf you and all your imbellic character, self-absorbed nature. 

Wolf in sheep's clothings, she is. You're worse. You despicable person. Inhumane, the monstrosity of your agenda makes me throw up. You are, a wolf in shephard's clothings. Nope, you have no insights about philo whatsoever but i'm sure you have at least 6 sensible neurones in your brain to spell out google.

Go figure.

I can't be bothered anymore. I thought that was right, i thought wrong. I thought this is right, seems it's wrong as well.

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Sports day tmr, why must they plan such a retarded senseless theme for this year's sports day when we're graduating already? Will it kill to just let us spend our last year nicely without any nonsensical rubbish like this?

I'm still recovering from the aftermath of me, being foolishly decieved. Thank you, THANKS A LOT. 

 

On the contrary, Watson, you can see everything.
You fail, however, to reason from what you see.
You are too timid in drawing your inferences.

니가 좋은 이유

geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga "saranghae saranghae nul saranghae"
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyuh
ooseul ddae nado ootgae weh niga joeun iyoo

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Possibly the best soundtrack of my life. Possibly. If 2pm doesn't come up with a better song. If dbsk doesn't return to Korea. This would be the best. song. ever. Awsm.

Heartbeat

 

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die

 

Last post before i head off to hell tomorrow. And for the rest of the week. :( I have to forget. I have to forget in order to live. I have to erase it. If i don't, i'll die

Why i like you

I can feel 2 things- first i can feel loserish for being the only constant onsugar updater. OR, i can always feel proud for being the only constant onsugar updater for updating my blog in the middle of preperation towards O's. Whichever way i'm still being stupid for updating.

The holidays have gone by super fast i will. not. harp. on how fast they've gone by because my whole life is alr an example of time moving at the speed of light. That is not awsm. No, not at all.

Anyway the only song i'm putting on constant replay which it's play count has reached a whooping awsm count of 500 on iTunes is why i like you by suju. That is awsm. Everything else isn't.

Omgggggggggg I don't want to go back to school on Monday. It kills it really does. To the point that i think the UN should come in and classify going to school as a genocide for it causes mass displacement. Of neurones in my brain cells. Like seriously.

Tomorrow......... is the last day of hols before everything goes back to normal. With more action. Jammed pack action. Not awsm, not awsm at all.