200th post

oh great.
my 200th post and im sad.


i buried the hatchet with her for you.
i finally saw, that you wanted to be close to her again.
and if i'm not the one to cheer you up, she would.
besides, im not hurting anyone anymore.
so i guess you can go back to her again.
even if it really hurts.


Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep


i never saw it coming,
i should have started running,
a long, long time ago.
isabel