what is gg on in my mindddd

sometimes i think people really wonder what the hell is gg on in isabel's mind. why does she look so lost or blur.

haha. well i shall tell you then. there are, ALOT of things gg through my mind. like what steps to make next, what's gg to happen in my ever-so-gloomy future, the regrets of my wrong moves tht have good outcomes (obviously not to me).

and then there are things like, oh-my-gawd is she always so bitchy?! or, wtf i think im gg to barf at her fake-ness. there are even thoughts like, the sky is falling, isabel is hallucinating.

then again there are sad thoughts tht comes together with a stabbed heart. thoughts like, "oh nevermind. at least she's happy". those are the KILLER thoughts.


you would never wanna spend a day with my thoughts.
not even an hour.
or a milli-second.
my brain is gonna burst.


isabel