Fickle,

This is going to be one of my ranting post. If you don't like it then skip it. It's that simple.

1. I don't like school.
2. I don't like SYF.
3. I don't like common tests.
4. I don't like feeling broke. (Okay this is just random)
5. I don't like lying.
6. I don't like lying to myself.
7. I don't like cheating.
8. I don't like cheating myself.
9. I am fat.
10. I don't like studying.
11. I don't like chemistry.
12. I don't like not liking chemistry.
13. I don't like the MOLE concept.
14. I don't really like physics too.
15. Physics is easier but still..
16. I don't like chinese.
17. I think CHINESE and CHEMISTRY suck BIG BALLS.
18. Maybe i hate things that start with C.
19. Like Cheating.
20. Like Cotton wool.
21. I hate Cotton wool.
22. Then again, i love cotton on.
23. Okay i don't like MOST things that start with C.
24. I will never ever marry a guy who's name starts with C.
25. :(
26. I don't like growing closer to people.
27. I don't like getting emotionally attached to people.
28. I doubt i'm a people person.
29. Okay i take that back.
30. I don't like liking a person and then not liking a person. (It's the same person)
31. In short, i don't like being fickle.
32. But i just am.
33. So deal with it.
34. I don't like today.
35. Neither did i like yesterday.
36. Nor the day before.
37. I feel morbid.
38. I don't like feeling morbid.
39. I am doing a v.stupid thing instead of doing other more productive stuff.
40. Actually i can't do productive stuff.
41. Reason being : I'm not in the correct emotional state to. (I don't want to hear your comments shut up)
42. So now i feel handicapped.
43. All because of my feelings and emotions.
44. I saw 11:11 today tgth with Girlfie.
45. I made a wish.
46. Wanna know my wish?

Okay i'm ending abruptly. I'm not gonna tell you my wish. Cuz it didn't come true. It won't come true. I hate making wishes that i know won't come true. So why do i even wish for that then. Sometimes, i truly disgust/amuse myself.