Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Don't tug my heart

 

Often we allow ourselves to be upset by
small things we should despise and forget.
We lose many irreplaceable hours
brooding over grievances that,
in a year's time,
will be forgotten by us and by everybody.

 

Chinese oral = me speaking tamil. Almost failed a math and got hurt during PE.

Cell on Sunday was so related to what i'm facing now. Yet i can't. apply. a. single. thing. I end church with 75% of the fullness of joy in God in my heart. It drops a bit to 70% on sunday night and by the end of Monday, it dipped to 20%.

It's Wednesday now.

Besides, i'm not going ramble about like trying to improve myself and being more tolerating and nice and whatever. It's just words. They don't mean a single thing. But getting back on my feet is going to be so tough, i think i've given up already.

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