sad

one more thing about why i am sad. I am sad because i have no idea why you would actually do such a thing. It probably affects me more than anyone else. It affects me the most. And i don't know if you actually gave a damn about me. Was it so bad you had to do something like this? Do you know how lost and annoyed i feel now. I'm losing my drive already. I can feel it. And the fact that i haven't been doing it shows it quite obviously and clearly. Seriously, what are you thinking?

I am sad.