Always there

 

Memories stained with tears, your voice rings in my ears.
Hidden by color, I'm getting exhausted, I keep seeing your eyes

 

I bummed out on chem and felt so low after that i didn't study when i came home. The only thing i did was watch Glee season 1 and loop dbsk's always there on repeat. Oh and tried to memorise lyrics for CN blue.

So i definitely screwed up emath for sure, seeing how i didn't touch a single numerical-related document. Alphabetical paragraphs make up my catharsis, not squiggly curves and numbers, eew.

Today was no better. It was fine after school though. I enjoyed myself even though a single static-electricity information somehow didn't manage to enter the neurones in my nerves hence it couldn't be transmitted to my brain. There i just merged physics and bio yay.

I'm probably the only idiot who didn't go home to study for physics. And i have myself to blame. Truthfully, i'd have picked spending time with people i love rather than staring at a bunch of numerical figures, trying to figure out how they contribute to formulars that i have no idea they actually exist. They're pretty much useless too, it's not like i'm going to run to all the switches in my house and calculate how much voltage passes through them, or the current or the resistance or the freaking COULOMBS URGH.

AND OMG WHY MUST I KNOW WHAT'S A THERMISTOR?! I HATE OHMS LAW I HATE MR OHM.

Don't even get me started on static electricity it's just as bad with all the freaking flow of electrons why can't electrons just STAY STILL FOR ONCE. I don't really give a damn whether anything is positively charged or negatively charged i would rather finish reading Emma, thank you very much.

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Okay i assume i just ranted. It's probably the fact that i haven't studied physics yet and coming to terms with it. It's 10:25 now. I have a feeling i'm not going to sleep. Or maybe i will subconsciously die with my eyes still staring at the line 'Is plate X positively charged or negatively charged? Give an explation for your answer in (a)'.

Oh my god will someone just kill me already

 

Thank you, all of you, thank you :)
Especially you. Who taught me how to be happy,
happier, rather.
Thank you.