The name i once loved

I swear it's the only song that puts me to sleep.--My hands are chilledDimly, the cold memories of love gather.I know that I no longerwant to impose my feelings on you.Because I realize that I cannot love youeven though you are so close to me,It's too hard for me to be waitfor someone that cannot be mine.I can't endure any longerbecause it will never happenThe name that I once lovedtravels further away as I call it,I write down that name, holding back tears,I want to hide it within myself.Please understand the dayswhen I had no choice but to love youA love that was never realized, is still loveThe feeling of love,which cannot be realized alone, draw near.The yearning for this love I couldn't even beginonly grows bigger,and in a column of my chilled heart,only your scent remains.The name that I once lovedtravels further away as I call it,I write down that name, holding back tears,I want to hide it within myself.Please understand the dayswhen I had no choice but to love youA love that was never realized, is still loveI turn it back a thousand times,going back to the place I was.Back before a portion of my heartwas snatched away from meThe name that I once loved(That I loved)travels further away as I call it,I write down that name, holding back tears,I want to hide it within myself.Please understand the dayswhen I had no choice but to love youEven a short love, is still love