Hungry hungry

So let's face it this was never what you wanted, but I know it's fun to pretend.
Now blank stares and empty threats are all I have, they're all I have.
There is no easy switch that i can flip to slow the flow of feelings,
no way to drain memories that pool like acid in my stomach,
because my heart no longer knows what to do with them.

Sickeningly, i need comfort food when i study. Which probably explains my cravings of mcwings just now and sashimi yesterday but THANK GOD tomrrow's the last day. Oys can't wait.

It's been raining a lot today. I woke up at 1130 and there was this huge downpour. I think i woke up to the sound of raindrops beating against the glass since my bed is just next to the big windows.

I could hear the hum of the aircon and that comfortable silence that filled my room as i hid under covers. Unable to fall back to sleep, i put my hand on the window and felt the raindrops hitting the other side of the pane. It was so comforting to know that..

there was no school today :)

Amazing- what the joy of knowing that there's no school would bring about. Haha i like grinned widely at the ceiling (it was meant for God as a 'thank you') and i was like chanting happily "Omg there's no school today, there's no school today!" And then i (literally) skipped out of my room and barged into my brother's room and i was like GOOD MORNING ISAAC but he was having a fever so..

I hate school :) I hate every inch of going to school and school itself. And it kills me to know that the day is horribly ending in a terribly fast period of time. Soon it'd be dinner, then ANTM, and then i have to sleep and wake up to the first day of school of the week.

:(

I hope this post is an epiphany for you to come to know and realise what school does to me. (If you don't know by now the answer is : School kills me) but.. i think it's pretty obvious, no?